delirium

aft prolonged hiatus
hiatus of good chance due to
mugging for common tests
and a general drought
of interesting happenings
whats interesting about

gravitation and circular motion
resonance and hybridisation
inequalities and integration
market failure and intervention

anyway

but some fun stuff
like yiheng and his girl having fun chez raja's
aaron getting suaned
and some voyeurisme
in the library and at the windy tables
and nope not just the chiobu poledancer
but couples

apart life sucked

for
studying was just boring
but twas necessary
stakes are high
a good roll of the die
for me
for me

tamade mugging is like the ln graph
the more u put in
the less u get out of it
the gradient is just f'(c)QED
to your disadvantage

just do a simple CBA
nope, not Ch'eByeAzzhole)
at this rate the next best alternative
aka slacking
might even seem

like fuck

but the guilt of slacking
it suffocates
the horror of
cocking up the f(c)Qing common test is like
hell, a likely reality

and where's the ataraxia
where's my el dorado
where's my city of gold

vulgarities (V) vary with the time (T) spent mugging
maybe a square or even a cube
Law of the Supreme Overlord

everytime a different answer
a f'(ck);
a scr(00) off;
a w'nk your muddi;
every screw up
a rottenbanana;
a bas3rd;
and a B

sometimes for no reason
no reason apparent
incessant cursing
incessant swearing
not muttered under the breath
just above

confused
in every sense of the word
defeated
in every sense of the word

before this i never felt
so fucking lousy

im gone
im history
as leonard put
belong in the recycle bin
i dont think i even belong there
i cant even be recycled

life,

just sucks.

make me laugh.