erh..

second post today.
watched two movies just now.actually,i did not pay attention at all (i still cannot recognise the cast at the ending of the movie). just feel that should do something meaningless to slow down myself and to really have a rest!
i used to miss the old days.cause they always seemed better than the life i was having.
but,maybe too busy,or too old,i eventually forgot them,
or let go of them.
dun understand how can ppl get emotional?cause all that passed has already gone,no matter how much you appreciated or loved or missed,they would just simply not come back.
and ppl are selfish, that is true, no need to argue.
they will settle in new environment fast enough,good for them,good for the people around.
still can remember when i study english for the first time,
the teacher told me that to learn good english, you have to learn the western culture also,
that is totally different from china's communism.
the word "I" is the only word that has to be capitalised all the time,
and i shows that how important "I" am, not you, or he or she or whatever.
it seems ridiculous, but the teacher did make her point.
different from china, we are no longer required to think of others before yourself as we were taught in primary school
life is becoming simple, you dun even need to hide, juse concern aboput your business, others' matters are their very own problems.
it has been proven by my life in singapore, which i still struggling to settle in.
and we no need to follow the moral of the story of "kong rong rang li"
if we treat others good, it just proves that WE are NICE. its not a duty for us to be NICE to others at all..even your good friend.
life just screwed.
cultures collide,
memories faded,
philosophy contradict,
i am lost..