Masturbation is a Chargeable Offence

once in your life, 2 years of your time
have you ever wondered, why do you serve?

inasmuch as theres not much of a good reason to conscript, since singapore is as big as peesai and no one in the right frame of mind would want to attack singapore if singapore had any less of a deterrent than more than 300 000 nsmen, and anyone power that happened to so be irrational would easily overrun the country and annihilate it since singapore is really too small, i still have to serve out two years to my country.

i dont know whether i really love my land, but anyone invading singapore for socioeconomic gain cannot possibly kill all the people anyway, since people are the only resource, and without them singapore would be reduced to a useless rock in the archipelago. and if they are ready to do that then they are too hardened for a conscript army with low morale to actually do anything about it. what singapore needs is a mercenary army of gurkhas to supplement the cranks who actually want to serve in the army. i dont see why every ablebodied male should serve, but what i see does not even matter.

anyhows, the enhanced dudes have moved in, and in my quadrangles got gryphon, kestrel and jaguar, and among them i see dom, huching, jorddy, shayi. aaron yigay and daojie at rocky hill, the pussiest place on the island. damn freaky, rundown, old. just terrible. life with the enhanced people in sucks, have to wait long long to eat little little of soso food in the cookhouse. imagine 10 platoons waiting to eat lunch. with some servers that are less than conscientious whomillaround little faster than handicapped snails. they hold up the whole line. food quality is acceptable, the waiting time isnt.

brain has turned to mush. everyday just do shit. maybe its the helmet. the weight and constriction squeezed out whatever little still left behind after the a level exams. today i tried to read sowdens mails to the s paper egroup and it took me 15 min to get the hang of spending and saving on the economy in this New model for the New world. maybe its the sun. fried my brain out. everyday, doing pt. now im senile.

cant really be bothered to apply for scholarships. maybe i wont even get decent grades for my a levels. maybe nusfass isnt total fuck after all. haha.

field camp, so i confined next week. 14 days in camp, lacking proper rest, proper nourishment, proper mental stimulation. i think i will rott. reading is tough when ur always exhausted. and then in the field, maybe i will get a whole series of problems from not bathing for 6 days, having to dig shitholes to shit, and then using the same entrenchment tool to dig my shell scrape and lie in it. and then wearing the goddamned helmet and then painting my face with paint that cracks at night.

army life is not 100% fuck or nice. a bit of both. more nice than fuck. i hope.