holding her hands, i looked into her eyes and asked her to, be my future wife

today is good friday. any friday i am not in camp is a good friday.

long weekend. quite shiok. luckily never suay suay kena RT. luckily i never fail any sil test. hahas. quite amazed at how i raped my section at navigation even though i did not even go for the navigation lesson and i hardly touched my navigation book cos i lived the sispec motto- with pride we lead, got food we eat, got time we sleep.

theory still ok, cos we learnt all that nonsense in sec 1 geography. map reading, azimuth and all that crap. but practical really made me foam. i cannot navigate at night at all. i am a wuss. the dark scares me a little. especially when in the day i have walked the path downwards at an incline of 60deg to the horizontal and there are barks, mud cakes and mangled barbed wires along the path. and you cannot use torchlights and in the jungle moonlight doesnt shine through well. i guess im fucked for exgrandslam.

i am unimpressed by the weapons systems. yupp, huge firepower, but by the time the infantry section reaches their objective they will be completely shagged out. the one shot matador is like 8or 9 kg? and the m203 with a heavy head is hard to aim. anyways its an army of 3G tech and 1G soldiers. even the demonstrators missed lor. cheebye. but a man like me hit. anyways if i become a sect comm, i will horlan all the way. my platoon probably wont see any action if i become point sectn cos we will end up someplace else. lol. anyways, the stupid lbv will fuck u up alr. they make the uniform so breathable for fuck? the lbv completely covers your torso and in the tropical heat will kill ur morale and ur person. ud be sweating like a fish. stupid saf. they say what make it breathable. cheebye u put all the pouches on breathable my dick.

okaez going out n then going to prepare for my day of fun come tuesday! jtc bldg.