i want nobody

SGCs and A level certs are ready for collection at the general office. i cannot wait to see my flawless cert. haha. its the first thing that went right for me this year. haha. if not 2009 has generally been a complete disaster.

i am efficient. today i surfed porn, wanked, came and read the whole book, 50 philosophers. st augustine and thomas aquinas dont really make much sense, but i cannot judge from that book, its just a snapshotte. i also finished up the introduction to the Bible (ox) which was little more than a collection of bible stories my maid used to tell me when i was young. i just love porn man. summore now i am of the legal age to surf. when i go to uk, maybe i will save up my allowance and go to a strip bdsm club. hehe. i dont see any clause in the deed that says i cannot engage in such activities. such activities dont even break the law in uk, how nice is that!

the only thing bad about porn is that we derive so much pleasure from it, we forget fear and all her friends. organized religions feed on fear, so they are afraid of porn. i think i reason as well as aquinas.

tomorrow i goes national museum. i want to see the verner panton exhibitn. i dont know why i want to, but i know i want to. maybe its some inner stirring. my aesthete. actually i like to see furniture designs. i think its quite cool for people to keep reinventing chairs from different molds, all to serve the same purpose. how do you know a chair is a chair if the chairs have no legs, no backs and no defined seat? how do you know that a coffeetable is not a stool or that a stool is not a coffeetable, even though we can sit on the coffeetable and put our coffee on the stool? i think its cause we all have the ideal chair in our minds, and we know that the creator of the chair so deemed it to be a chair. it serves the purpose of the chair. just like when we do go outfield, even the confluence of mangled branches make a good chair so your ass wont get wet from sitting on the damp soil. maybe it is a chair if we think its a chair. its the concept and not the object, the potentiality, not the actuality. hmm.

anyways, zhenans students should study harder so they have a fighting chance to pass their exams. they shouldnt be wasting their time here. hehe. if not become like my bmt pc, ABCD for a levels, so noob.