feel like a wuss after tagging arr's new blog with lang..
our blog is dying!!!!!!!!!
only don and i are updating frequently!
but don is cursing everything in his life,
while i am complaining that i am tired everyday!
the blog is like a grave-yard..no sign of happy life
NO!
my life has to be fun!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
the camp
basically, i don't think this camp rocks. or sucks. just neutral. not too good, not too bad. but i didn't really enjoy it. if you asked me, i would have rather not gone.
what struck me about the camp was the incredibly poor planning by the teachers and the camp fit instructors. its like at this standard i can also plan the camp over the weekend. just need the number of participants then can liaoz.
anyways lets start with what i like about the camp.
i like my group. i like it more than 6t. well well, thats obvious. anyways the group got lots of fun people, track vice capt, girls floorball vice capt, volleyball vice cap, bridge chair, girls gym vicecapt, chinese dance vicechair and 3 councillors of whom one, i sort of abhor. anyways. dun wanna discuss too much on this blog about these people. ask me if u want to know more.
i like the looooong free time. we had like 1 hr to bathe everyday like wtf, that is excessive by any standards.
that's all i liked.
i dont like the activities. amazing race was really really stupid. the activities were just normal teambuilding junk, and there was no reward. and the reason for this race is tt in leadership there are no rewards and whatever. bullshit lah. as a leader u do whats best for ur club. u act in the best interest of ur members. the interest of ur members should be what motivates u. and lailai my facil said something like we should all put in our all in everything. what cock. theres no bearing in this amazing race, even more so when theres zilch reward. on top of the really stupid games and long walks and swarms of mosquitoes and the burning sun.
what i learnt from this activity is that people need to be motivated with something tangible. they must have a goal and a reward, they must feel that the activity is meaningful and that they have achieved something. then they will give their all. not like in the spastic race.
kayaking was soso. some people were damn lag, and i didnt really talk to dawn, the girl i was kayaking with. anyways later we were screwed cos we didnt volunteer. as leaders we should volunteer whenever possible and all. because we didnt volunteer to be pointer or sweeper and whatnot, we didnt exhibit this quality. eh wake up facils, the fact that most of us did not volunteer to do this is because we were unsure of our kayaking aptitude. most of us have kayaked at most 5 times, and were with new kayaking partners, so we wont know how we would perform. we did not know whether we were even proficient kayakers much less competent pointers or sweepers. ok granted this is ccal camp, this is a controlled environment, we can make mistakes, but face it, even if the env is controlled, there are still consequences to be borne when we screw up. on top of it, leaders must know when to step aside for someone else more capable to take over so that everyone can move forward quicker and easier.
low elements was quite fun. learnt that im quite pro at balancing. apparently no one can balance as long as me on my toes. so i virtually tiptoed throughout the bridge thing as people cross my stone. and i was the only one who didnt fall off the log. the problem with this game is that all the while we were in the sun. and anyway most of us have done all this at least 2 or 3 times already so we were quite pro, clearing most of the stations quite quickly.
rafting was stupid and a complete waste of time. we were not given adequate instructions. if not for the scout we wouldnt even have any knots tied properly. the sun and my screwed mizuno (which i decommissioned and buried there) didnt help. anyways we finally built some crap raft. the sail couldnt be raised, but we were, hoho, the first group to finish the race and we didnt even have to cheat, just hardcore paddle, while the other subgroups were in submarines and were kicking against the seabed.
and the facil just had to say something like why we didnt volunteer or give ideas and whatnot. well too many cooks spoil the broth. already the arrangement of the problems gave us a headache as everyone had his own opinion. and the facil had to keep irritating us by telling us that the lashing was not tight enough. please lah, even if its not tight, we can still sail, its not like the 3 bamboo poles tied longitudinally can totally shear off each other. quite obviously.
what i took away from this is that as a leader, u should not expect too much and get to the nitty gritty everytime. it makes u unpopular. and think before u speak or act. dont be an idiot.
the last activity was wakatobi jungle trail. i dunno about others, but i thought it was the most interesting activity. at least it was something special, something different and something that could only be done on bintan and not elsewhere. quite fun with the gps and all the hunting for the checkpoints.
i guess what screwed this station up was the stretchering. some smart councillor had so many funny opinions that didnt even make sense. the fact is that she was injured and we should stretcher her out, not look for the lightest girl to stretcher out. and he was like carrying for hardly a minute when he said he needed to stop cos it was too heavy for him. wtf. even a with a wuss like me who cant do a proper pull up, we could carry it for 5 mins without stopping over uneven ground.
and as usual the facils totally screwed up my day, like asking us why we were all just stoning there when they told us to stretcher someone out. well we even as leaders are not omnipotent and we were just stoning for less than a minute. whatever lah.
that's about all i have to complain about the activities.
when i come back i will continue with
campfire
toilet
the flood
in this same post.
what struck me about the camp was the incredibly poor planning by the teachers and the camp fit instructors. its like at this standard i can also plan the camp over the weekend. just need the number of participants then can liaoz.
anyways lets start with what i like about the camp.
i like my group. i like it more than 6t. well well, thats obvious. anyways the group got lots of fun people, track vice capt, girls floorball vice capt, volleyball vice cap, bridge chair, girls gym vicecapt, chinese dance vicechair and 3 councillors of whom one, i sort of abhor. anyways. dun wanna discuss too much on this blog about these people. ask me if u want to know more.
i like the looooong free time. we had like 1 hr to bathe everyday like wtf, that is excessive by any standards.
that's all i liked.
i dont like the activities. amazing race was really really stupid. the activities were just normal teambuilding junk, and there was no reward. and the reason for this race is tt in leadership there are no rewards and whatever. bullshit lah. as a leader u do whats best for ur club. u act in the best interest of ur members. the interest of ur members should be what motivates u. and lailai my facil said something like we should all put in our all in everything. what cock. theres no bearing in this amazing race, even more so when theres zilch reward. on top of the really stupid games and long walks and swarms of mosquitoes and the burning sun.
what i learnt from this activity is that people need to be motivated with something tangible. they must have a goal and a reward, they must feel that the activity is meaningful and that they have achieved something. then they will give their all. not like in the spastic race.
kayaking was soso. some people were damn lag, and i didnt really talk to dawn, the girl i was kayaking with. anyways later we were screwed cos we didnt volunteer. as leaders we should volunteer whenever possible and all. because we didnt volunteer to be pointer or sweeper and whatnot, we didnt exhibit this quality. eh wake up facils, the fact that most of us did not volunteer to do this is because we were unsure of our kayaking aptitude. most of us have kayaked at most 5 times, and were with new kayaking partners, so we wont know how we would perform. we did not know whether we were even proficient kayakers much less competent pointers or sweepers. ok granted this is ccal camp, this is a controlled environment, we can make mistakes, but face it, even if the env is controlled, there are still consequences to be borne when we screw up. on top of it, leaders must know when to step aside for someone else more capable to take over so that everyone can move forward quicker and easier.
low elements was quite fun. learnt that im quite pro at balancing. apparently no one can balance as long as me on my toes. so i virtually tiptoed throughout the bridge thing as people cross my stone. and i was the only one who didnt fall off the log. the problem with this game is that all the while we were in the sun. and anyway most of us have done all this at least 2 or 3 times already so we were quite pro, clearing most of the stations quite quickly.
rafting was stupid and a complete waste of time. we were not given adequate instructions. if not for the scout we wouldnt even have any knots tied properly. the sun and my screwed mizuno (which i decommissioned and buried there) didnt help. anyways we finally built some crap raft. the sail couldnt be raised, but we were, hoho, the first group to finish the race and we didnt even have to cheat, just hardcore paddle, while the other subgroups were in submarines and were kicking against the seabed.
and the facil just had to say something like why we didnt volunteer or give ideas and whatnot. well too many cooks spoil the broth. already the arrangement of the problems gave us a headache as everyone had his own opinion. and the facil had to keep irritating us by telling us that the lashing was not tight enough. please lah, even if its not tight, we can still sail, its not like the 3 bamboo poles tied longitudinally can totally shear off each other. quite obviously.
what i took away from this is that as a leader, u should not expect too much and get to the nitty gritty everytime. it makes u unpopular. and think before u speak or act. dont be an idiot.
the last activity was wakatobi jungle trail. i dunno about others, but i thought it was the most interesting activity. at least it was something special, something different and something that could only be done on bintan and not elsewhere. quite fun with the gps and all the hunting for the checkpoints.
i guess what screwed this station up was the stretchering. some smart councillor had so many funny opinions that didnt even make sense. the fact is that she was injured and we should stretcher her out, not look for the lightest girl to stretcher out. and he was like carrying for hardly a minute when he said he needed to stop cos it was too heavy for him. wtf. even a with a wuss like me who cant do a proper pull up, we could carry it for 5 mins without stopping over uneven ground.
and as usual the facils totally screwed up my day, like asking us why we were all just stoning there when they told us to stretcher someone out. well we even as leaders are not omnipotent and we were just stoning for less than a minute. whatever lah.
that's about all i have to complain about the activities.
when i come back i will continue with
campfire
toilet
the flood
in this same post.
New blood
Suddenly realise that recently, the most frequent word i have been using is TIRED..
Spare me that i did not post right after i came back from CCAL camp..
im too tired..
Generally, the camp is ok if i do not count in the insufficient food and the irrational activities planned..
But my group people are quite nice..
got lynette,MR captain..amanda,vp of badminton (from don's OG)..
Dom from chamber,Auntie ming quan from alchemy,etc..
anyways,i did not stay until the last day of the camp because of SMO..
miss the camp fire...so 'sad'..also miss the second night in Indonesia in the flooded tent..
came back on tuesday night,
reach hostel around 9+..fall asleep right after a quick shower..
rush to MOE the next morning, cause the stupid SMO is held in NUS..
why can't they just have it in RJ? anyways,it was a flunk..
but liqian was kind enough to pick me up there and give me a lift to LT27..thx,man..:)
spent the afternoon with my junior from vs..
he got GF!!im so sure..but what shocked me more is that the girl is from my batch and she is my good friend as well...(i.e.my junior is dating a girl one year older than him)
we went to watch Shrek 3!it was a nice show and i really like the music..
Shrek series hav never failed to surprise me with its wonderful toughing music!i love that..
then i went to victoria concert hall with another junior to watch my friend's choir performance..
left half way cause the choir made me headache..but i still lied to my friend that the concert was a great one..
went to Guang Ming Shan with my senior and his GF(why everyone has GF now?sad:(..must work hard to find one also)
then went to j8 to have lunch..meet aaron and pass him my laptop..
call don to return him the money,he said no hurry..never mind..cool,i got free 20 dollar:)
people are just simply too rich..
ohkey,this is basically what i did these few days...
havn't start packing yet,got to hurry up liao...leaving tmr night 2200..:)
enjoy your holidays,mug for CT..
p.s. someone is just too bastard..say go out after i come back from China..
ok lah..fine..i told u that i won't be free at all in term 3..Bye..
Spare me that i did not post right after i came back from CCAL camp..
im too tired..
Generally, the camp is ok if i do not count in the insufficient food and the irrational activities planned..
But my group people are quite nice..
got lynette,MR captain..amanda,vp of badminton (from don's OG)..
Dom from chamber,Auntie ming quan from alchemy,etc..
anyways,i did not stay until the last day of the camp because of SMO..
miss the camp fire...so 'sad'..also miss the second night in Indonesia in the flooded tent..
came back on tuesday night,
reach hostel around 9+..fall asleep right after a quick shower..
rush to MOE the next morning, cause the stupid SMO is held in NUS..
why can't they just have it in RJ? anyways,it was a flunk..
but liqian was kind enough to pick me up there and give me a lift to LT27..thx,man..:)
spent the afternoon with my junior from vs..
he got GF!!im so sure..but what shocked me more is that the girl is from my batch and she is my good friend as well...(i.e.my junior is dating a girl one year older than him)
we went to watch Shrek 3!it was a nice show and i really like the music..
Shrek series hav never failed to surprise me with its wonderful toughing music!i love that..
then i went to victoria concert hall with another junior to watch my friend's choir performance..
left half way cause the choir made me headache..but i still lied to my friend that the concert was a great one..
went to Guang Ming Shan with my senior and his GF(why everyone has GF now?sad:(..must work hard to find one also)
then went to j8 to have lunch..meet aaron and pass him my laptop..
call don to return him the money,he said no hurry..never mind..cool,i got free 20 dollar:)
people are just simply too rich..
ohkey,this is basically what i did these few days...
havn't start packing yet,got to hurry up liao...leaving tmr night 2200..:)
enjoy your holidays,mug for CT..
p.s. someone is just too bastard..say go out after i come back from China..
ok lah..fine..i told u that i won't be free at all in term 3..Bye..
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Is Your Dad a Farmer?
just back from bintan. guess what, i am still alive and in one piece! what the fuck! what a pity i survived! dont curse under your breath. just say out loud.
anyways even if i still am alive, im seriously ill. bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad sunburn. my nape is totally gone. everytime my collar brushes against it i just jolt. my arms are also quite gg. basically everywhere not covered by pt kit has been burnt. badly. heat rash on my back and legs and up to 20 mosquito/sandfly bites all over my arms and legs. abrasion at my ankles and 2 bruises on my legs. 3 cuts on my legs and microcuts all over my palm.
will update next time. go sleeps.
cos you're good at raising cocks.
anyways even if i still am alive, im seriously ill. bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad sunburn. my nape is totally gone. everytime my collar brushes against it i just jolt. my arms are also quite gg. basically everywhere not covered by pt kit has been burnt. badly. heat rash on my back and legs and up to 20 mosquito/sandfly bites all over my arms and legs. abrasion at my ankles and 2 bruises on my legs. 3 cuts on my legs and microcuts all over my palm.
will update next time. go sleeps.
cos you're good at raising cocks.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
chimeras
are some good shit.
packed for camp already. just need to fill my waterbottles and off i go. walau. for some reason or another, i dont want to go for this camp. waste my time. but i need to consolidate my hold and legitimize myself, especially when i wasnt voted in. so no choice lanlan also have to go.
went to don's and had crab vermicelli. at $14.90, i think its quite a steal. tasted quite good, the combination was just right. pity that there was no chilli.
then went army market and got an LED torch. n i spoilt the laser pointer.
nehmind.
tomorrow. 0740 ISH.
packed for camp already. just need to fill my waterbottles and off i go. walau. for some reason or another, i dont want to go for this camp. waste my time. but i need to consolidate my hold and legitimize myself, especially when i wasnt voted in. so no choice lanlan also have to go.
went to don's and had crab vermicelli. at $14.90, i think its quite a steal. tasted quite good, the combination was just right. pity that there was no chilli.
then went army market and got an LED torch. n i spoilt the laser pointer.
nehmind.
tomorrow. 0740 ISH.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
our conversation
my life juz begins says:
hey,donny
my life juz begins says:
y so pissed?
ataraxia says:
hey
ataraxia says:
i pissed meh
my life juz begins says:
ya..
my life juz begins says:
the blog?
ataraxia says:
i not pissed wad
ataraxia says:
i juz v sad i didnt get the scholarship
my life juz begins says:
come on lha
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
who say u gonna show granny porn to recas?
my life juz begins says:
who look down on u?
ataraxia says:
all the ri ppl think i watch grannyporn
my life juz begins says:
who r they?
ataraxia says:
yichaoz
ataraxia says:
vchair odac
my life juz begins says:
i help u to kill them
my life juz begins says:
ok..i screw him during open house
ataraxia says:
ok
my life juz begins says:
dun piss laj
ataraxia says:
i not pissed cos of tt
my life juz begins says:
ok
ataraxia says:
i pissed cos alot of ppl got then i nv get
ataraxia says:
damn wuss lah
my life juz begins says:
i lend u my sleeping bag
my life juz begins says:
and i can share the repellent with u
my life juz begins says:
i noe...
my life juz begins says:
but it s not because u r not as good as them...juz becasue u hav better family background than them
ataraxia says:
david lu got get?
my life juz begins says:
i dun noe...never ask
my life juz begins says:
he got apply?
ataraxia says:
dunno
ataraxia says:
wonderin
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
i help u ask next time
my life juz begins says:
but liqian got
ataraxia says:
confirm one lah
my life juz begins says:
yup..
my life juz begins says:
he got 7 awards today..
ataraxia says:
only wusses like me dun hav
my life juz begins says:
and give a speech also
my life juz begins says:
haha...y u so inscure?
my life juz begins says:
u r damn good..
ataraxia says:
i suck
ataraxia says:
i dint get scholarship
ataraxia says:
only wusses dun get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
ok,if you say so
ataraxia says:
ive let my family down
ataraxia says:
by being such a wuss
ataraxia says:
i shud kill myself
my life juz begins says:
i am so sure
ataraxia says:
damn sad
my life juz begins says:
come on lah
my life juz begins says:
ok.let s change topic..
my life juz begins says:
wad did u do today?
ataraxia says:
surf porn
my life juz begins says:
whole day?
ataraxia says:
n pack
my life juz begins says:
never go out?
my life juz begins says:
ok..ic
ataraxia says:
got
my life juz begins says:
for?
my life juz begins says:
dinner?
ataraxia says:
lunch
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
should ask u out to play pool
my life juz begins says:
thought u got family outing again
ataraxia says:
i too depressed to play pool
my life juz begins says:
o..sad
my life juz begins says:
is it really so hard for you?
ataraxia says:
yah
ataraxia says:
feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
cheer up,dude
ataraxia says:
even ppl get 3.72 and a2 also can get
ataraxia says:
a wuss like me cant get
ataraxia says:
wtf
my life juz begins says:
but no one will laugh at u lah
ataraxia says:
but i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
okok..
my life juz begins says:
my brain can not work liao
ataraxia says:
y
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to make u happier
my life juz begins says:
got council meeting from1 to 730
ataraxia says:
o
ataraxia says:
eh wtf even moses got then i dunhav
ataraxia says:
fuck fuck fuck
my life juz begins says:
I AM SO SURE
my life juz begins says:
the RECAS VICE?
ataraxia says:
yeh
ataraxia says:
walau
my life juz begins says:
fuck
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss alr
my life juz begins says:
he damn pro meh?
ataraxia says:
soso lah
my life juz begins says:
i tot he not from ri?
ataraxia says:
dunman
my life juz begins says:
he got 10 a1s?
ataraxia says:
dunthinks
ataraxia says:
o
my life juz begins says:
then?wad the fuck!\
my life juz begins says:
u surely better than him woah!
ataraxia says:
i dun think its cos of results
ataraxia says:
my results not so suck
my life juz begins says:
ya~
ataraxia says:
maybe i screwed up the interview
ataraxia says:
esp after tt qn
my life juz begins writes:
ataraxia writes:
my life juz begins says:
ur parents got say anything?
ataraxia says:
nope
ataraxia says:
they say $1.5k only, if i want they can give me
my life juz begins says:
wolao
my life juz begins says:
damn rich lah
my life juz begins says:
haha
ataraxia says:
im damn poor la
my life juz begins says:
dun be too depressed abt this lah...its over afterall..
my life juz begins says:
no one will really remeber this after the holidays
ataraxia says:
i will
my life juz begins says:
and still got so many chances inRJ
my life juz begins says:
i noe u will.
my life juz begins says:
but u keep looking back,how can u move forward?
ataraxia says:
dunno leh
ataraxia says:
but i still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
so forget it lah..
ataraxia says:
eh did wanqin and yq get
my life juz begins says:
i dunno..
my life juz begins says:
i tot u ask them alr?
ataraxia says:
got some super class got 5 ppl got
ataraxia says:
i nv tok to them one la
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
i tot u quite happy on friday..how come suddenly turn so depressed?
ataraxia says:
cos now then i start to realize how screwed up i am
ataraxia says:
cos got some ppl from qte ok family background also can get
my life juz begins says:
i c...
my life juz begins says:
sorry,my brain got blocked..
ataraxia says:
i start to feel my wussness emanating
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to help u liao
my life juz begins says:
but seriously,its not so impt afterall
ataraxia says:
im getting depression
my life juz begins says:
i noe..
my life juz begins says:
im worriedbut dun noe how to help
ataraxia says:
nvm lahs
my life juz begins says:
i m sure
ataraxia says:
if i die tmr i will u my pencil case and ri badge
my life juz begins says:
haha..so nice of u..
my life juz begins says:
but i want ur notes..
ataraxia says:
also can
my life juz begins says:
cause i didn't copy
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
come on lah..
my life juz begins says:
sun be so girlish
my life juz begins says:
be a man
ataraxia says:
its damn unmanly to not get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
but its even more unmanly to keep being depressed about sth tt has passed and u can not make any change to it
my life juz begins says:
get wad i mean?
ataraxia says:
no. im too wuss
my life juz begins says:
haha..tt s also sth good...cause u hav a wuss friend like me also..so won't feel inferior..
ataraxia says:
i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
u piss me off man
my life juz begins says:
bastard
ataraxia says:
fuck u
my life juz begins says:
don!
my life juz begins says:
wake up lah
my life juz begins says:
its juz a fucking scholarship..
ataraxia says:
it is a test of manliness
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
my life juz begins says:
but i sense tt u r no longer depressed liao
ataraxia says:
then u sense wrong
my life juz begins says:
play a fool on me again?
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
ataraxia says:
im still depressed
ataraxia says:
damn depressed
ataraxia says:
y i so suck
my life juz begins says:
then wad s this scholarship got anything to do with manliness?
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT SUCK
ataraxia says:
its not the scholarship
ataraxia says:
it is winning
ataraxia says:
winning is a man thing
ataraxia says:
losing is a wuss thing
ataraxia says:
losing is for faggots
ataraxia says:
losing is for wusses
ataraxia says:
losing is for penises
my life juz begins says:
don,
ataraxia says:
my life juz begins says:
i really got no brain power already
my life juz begins says:
try to stay happy!
ataraxia says:
i cant be a happy wuss
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING Wu
my life juz begins says:
WUSS*
my life juz begins says:
you are my good friend,who s damn pro,damn confident and damn manly..
my life juz begins says:
so stop complaining like a wuss,
ataraxia says:
the fact is tt i lost the scholarship
ataraxia says:
and losing is wuss
my life juz begins says:
but it doesnot prove anything
ataraxia says:
it proves tt im wuss
my life juz begins says:
it s not logical at all
my life juz begins says:
ur premise s wrong!
ataraxia says:
its right
my life juz begins says:
losing s not wuss at all
ataraxia says:
losing is damn wuss
my life juz begins says:
i dun wanna argu liao..
ataraxia says:
so now ur sayin im too wuss to construct a proper argument
my life juz begins says:
nonononono
ataraxia says:
i hav to admit ur right
ataraxia says:
im wuss
hey,donny
my life juz begins says:
y so pissed?
ataraxia says:
hey
ataraxia says:
i pissed meh
my life juz begins says:
ya..
my life juz begins says:
the blog?
ataraxia says:
i not pissed wad
ataraxia says:
i juz v sad i didnt get the scholarship
my life juz begins says:
come on lha
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
who say u gonna show granny porn to recas?
my life juz begins says:
who look down on u?
ataraxia says:
all the ri ppl think i watch grannyporn
my life juz begins says:
who r they?
ataraxia says:
yichaoz
ataraxia says:
vchair odac
my life juz begins says:
i help u to kill them
my life juz begins says:
ok..i screw him during open house
ataraxia says:
ok
my life juz begins says:
dun piss laj
ataraxia says:
i not pissed cos of tt
my life juz begins says:
ok
ataraxia says:
i pissed cos alot of ppl got then i nv get
ataraxia says:
damn wuss lah
my life juz begins says:
i lend u my sleeping bag
my life juz begins says:
and i can share the repellent with u
my life juz begins says:
i noe...
my life juz begins says:
but it s not because u r not as good as them...juz becasue u hav better family background than them
ataraxia says:
david lu got get?
my life juz begins says:
i dun noe...never ask
my life juz begins says:
he got apply?
ataraxia says:
dunno
ataraxia says:
wonderin
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
i help u ask next time
my life juz begins says:
but liqian got
ataraxia says:
confirm one lah
my life juz begins says:
yup..
my life juz begins says:
he got 7 awards today..
ataraxia says:
only wusses like me dun hav
my life juz begins says:
and give a speech also
my life juz begins says:
haha...y u so inscure?
my life juz begins says:
u r damn good..
ataraxia says:
i suck
ataraxia says:
i dint get scholarship
ataraxia says:
only wusses dun get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
ok,if you say so
ataraxia says:
ive let my family down
ataraxia says:
by being such a wuss
ataraxia says:
i shud kill myself
my life juz begins says:
i am so sure
ataraxia says:
damn sad
my life juz begins says:
come on lah
my life juz begins says:
ok.let s change topic..
my life juz begins says:
wad did u do today?
ataraxia says:
surf porn
my life juz begins says:
whole day?
ataraxia says:
n pack
my life juz begins says:
never go out?
my life juz begins says:
ok..ic
ataraxia says:
got
my life juz begins says:
for?
my life juz begins says:
dinner?
ataraxia says:
lunch
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
should ask u out to play pool
my life juz begins says:
thought u got family outing again
ataraxia says:
i too depressed to play pool
my life juz begins says:
o..sad
my life juz begins says:
is it really so hard for you?
ataraxia says:
yah
ataraxia says:
feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
cheer up,dude
ataraxia says:
even ppl get 3.72 and a2 also can get
ataraxia says:
a wuss like me cant get
ataraxia says:
wtf
my life juz begins says:
but no one will laugh at u lah
ataraxia says:
but i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
okok..
my life juz begins says:
my brain can not work liao
ataraxia says:
y
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to make u happier
my life juz begins says:
got council meeting from1 to 730
ataraxia says:
o
ataraxia says:
eh wtf even moses got then i dunhav
ataraxia says:
fuck fuck fuck
my life juz begins says:
I AM SO SURE
my life juz begins says:
the RECAS VICE?
ataraxia says:
yeh
ataraxia says:
walau
my life juz begins says:
fuck
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss alr
my life juz begins says:
he damn pro meh?
ataraxia says:
soso lah
my life juz begins says:
i tot he not from ri?
ataraxia says:
dunman
my life juz begins says:
he got 10 a1s?
ataraxia says:
dunthinks
ataraxia says:
o
my life juz begins says:
then?wad the fuck!\
my life juz begins says:
u surely better than him woah!
ataraxia says:
i dun think its cos of results
ataraxia says:
my results not so suck
my life juz begins says:
ya~
ataraxia says:
maybe i screwed up the interview
ataraxia says:
esp after tt qn
my life juz begins writes:
ataraxia writes:
my life juz begins says:
ur parents got say anything?
ataraxia says:
nope
ataraxia says:
they say $1.5k only, if i want they can give me
my life juz begins says:
wolao
my life juz begins says:
damn rich lah
my life juz begins says:
haha
ataraxia says:
im damn poor la
my life juz begins says:
dun be too depressed abt this lah...its over afterall..
my life juz begins says:
no one will really remeber this after the holidays
ataraxia says:
i will
my life juz begins says:
and still got so many chances inRJ
my life juz begins says:
i noe u will.
my life juz begins says:
but u keep looking back,how can u move forward?
ataraxia says:
dunno leh
ataraxia says:
but i still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
so forget it lah..
ataraxia says:
eh did wanqin and yq get
my life juz begins says:
i dunno..
my life juz begins says:
i tot u ask them alr?
ataraxia says:
got some super class got 5 ppl got
ataraxia says:
i nv tok to them one la
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
i tot u quite happy on friday..how come suddenly turn so depressed?
ataraxia says:
cos now then i start to realize how screwed up i am
ataraxia says:
cos got some ppl from qte ok family background also can get
my life juz begins says:
i c...
my life juz begins says:
sorry,my brain got blocked..
ataraxia says:
i start to feel my wussness emanating
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to help u liao
my life juz begins says:
but seriously,its not so impt afterall
ataraxia says:
im getting depression
my life juz begins says:
i noe..
my life juz begins says:
im worriedbut dun noe how to help
ataraxia says:
nvm lahs
my life juz begins says:
i m sure
ataraxia says:
if i die tmr i will u my pencil case and ri badge
my life juz begins says:
haha..so nice of u..
my life juz begins says:
but i want ur notes..
ataraxia says:
also can
my life juz begins says:
cause i didn't copy
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
come on lah..
my life juz begins says:
sun be so girlish
my life juz begins says:
be a man
ataraxia says:
its damn unmanly to not get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
but its even more unmanly to keep being depressed about sth tt has passed and u can not make any change to it
my life juz begins says:
get wad i mean?
ataraxia says:
no. im too wuss
my life juz begins says:
haha..tt s also sth good...cause u hav a wuss friend like me also..so won't feel inferior..
ataraxia says:
i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
u piss me off man
my life juz begins says:
bastard
ataraxia says:
fuck u
my life juz begins says:
don!
my life juz begins says:
wake up lah
my life juz begins says:
its juz a fucking scholarship..
ataraxia says:
it is a test of manliness
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
my life juz begins says:
but i sense tt u r no longer depressed liao
ataraxia says:
then u sense wrong
my life juz begins says:
play a fool on me again?
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
ataraxia says:
im still depressed
ataraxia says:
damn depressed
ataraxia says:
y i so suck
my life juz begins says:
then wad s this scholarship got anything to do with manliness?
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT SUCK
ataraxia says:
its not the scholarship
ataraxia says:
it is winning
ataraxia says:
winning is a man thing
ataraxia says:
losing is a wuss thing
ataraxia says:
losing is for faggots
ataraxia says:
losing is for wusses
ataraxia says:
losing is for penises
my life juz begins says:
don,
ataraxia says:
my life juz begins says:
i really got no brain power already
my life juz begins says:
try to stay happy!
ataraxia says:
i cant be a happy wuss
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING Wu
my life juz begins says:
WUSS*
my life juz begins says:
you are my good friend,who s damn pro,damn confident and damn manly..
my life juz begins says:
so stop complaining like a wuss,
ataraxia says:
the fact is tt i lost the scholarship
ataraxia says:
and losing is wuss
my life juz begins says:
but it doesnot prove anything
ataraxia says:
it proves tt im wuss
my life juz begins says:
it s not logical at all
my life juz begins says:
ur premise s wrong!
ataraxia says:
its right
my life juz begins says:
losing s not wuss at all
ataraxia says:
losing is damn wuss
my life juz begins says:
i dun wanna argu liao..
ataraxia says:
so now ur sayin im too wuss to construct a proper argument
my life juz begins says:
nonononono
ataraxia says:
i hav to admit ur right
ataraxia says:
im wuss
it's a dirty story of a dirty man
just because im chairman doesnt mean the club is about watching grannyporn. i know i sucks, but i dont sucks so much lah. dont looks down on me.
packing for the camp. nope. no sleeping bag for me. concurred with my exclassmates that sleeping bag is for wusses. so no sleeping bag. no repellent, cos i cannot find it, and people without bites are wusses, or so we concurred. too manly already.
quite ok now, all that is left is to put the stuff into plastic bags and superglue my shoes.
dont have a proper backpack. fuck. i dunno how some of them can manly everything into one backpack, including their daypack. i can put all the stuff in except my daypack and i have to hang my shoes and sandals with carabineers or lug them around. walau. i refuse to buy a bag for a camp. that is too wuss.
and everyone please send me songs.
packing for the camp. nope. no sleeping bag for me. concurred with my exclassmates that sleeping bag is for wusses. so no sleeping bag. no repellent, cos i cannot find it, and people without bites are wusses, or so we concurred. too manly already.
quite ok now, all that is left is to put the stuff into plastic bags and superglue my shoes.
dont have a proper backpack. fuck. i dunno how some of them can manly everything into one backpack, including their daypack. i can put all the stuff in except my daypack and i have to hang my shoes and sandals with carabineers or lug them around. walau. i refuse to buy a bag for a camp. that is too wuss.
and everyone please send me songs.
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