our conversation

my life juz begins says:
hey,donny
my life juz begins says:
y so pissed?
ataraxia says:
hey
ataraxia says:
i pissed meh
my life juz begins says:
ya..
my life juz begins says:
the blog?
ataraxia says:
i not pissed wad
ataraxia says:
i juz v sad i didnt get the scholarship
my life juz begins says:
come on lha
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
who say u gonna show granny porn to recas?
my life juz begins says:
who look down on u?
ataraxia says:
all the ri ppl think i watch grannyporn
my life juz begins says:
who r they?
ataraxia says:
yichaoz
ataraxia says:
vchair odac
my life juz begins says:
i help u to kill them
my life juz begins says:
ok..i screw him during open house
ataraxia says:
ok
my life juz begins says:
dun piss laj
ataraxia says:
i not pissed cos of tt
my life juz begins says:
ok
ataraxia says:
i pissed cos alot of ppl got then i nv get
ataraxia says:
damn wuss lah
my life juz begins says:
i lend u my sleeping bag
my life juz begins says:
and i can share the repellent with u
my life juz begins says:
i noe...
my life juz begins says:
but it s not because u r not as good as them...juz becasue u hav better family background than them
ataraxia says:
david lu got get?
my life juz begins says:
i dun noe...never ask
my life juz begins says:
he got apply?
ataraxia says:
dunno
ataraxia says:
wonderin
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
i help u ask next time
my life juz begins says:
but liqian got
ataraxia says:
confirm one lah
my life juz begins says:
yup..
my life juz begins says:
he got 7 awards today..
ataraxia says:
only wusses like me dun hav
my life juz begins says:
and give a speech also
my life juz begins says:
haha...y u so inscure?
my life juz begins says:
u r damn good..
ataraxia says:
i suck
ataraxia says:
i dint get scholarship
ataraxia says:
only wusses dun get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
ok,if you say so
ataraxia says:
ive let my family down
ataraxia says:
by being such a wuss
ataraxia says:
i shud kill myself
my life juz begins says:
i am so sure
ataraxia says:
damn sad
my life juz begins says:
come on lah
my life juz begins says:
ok.let s change topic..
my life juz begins says:
wad did u do today?
ataraxia says:
surf porn
my life juz begins says:
whole day?
ataraxia says:
n pack
my life juz begins says:
never go out?
my life juz begins says:
ok..ic
ataraxia says:
got
my life juz begins says:
for?
my life juz begins says:
dinner?
ataraxia says:
lunch
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
should ask u out to play pool
my life juz begins says:
thought u got family outing again
ataraxia says:
i too depressed to play pool
my life juz begins says:
o..sad
my life juz begins says:
is it really so hard for you?
ataraxia says:
yah
ataraxia says:
feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
cheer up,dude
ataraxia says:
even ppl get 3.72 and a2 also can get
ataraxia says:
a wuss like me cant get
ataraxia says:
wtf
my life juz begins says:
but no one will laugh at u lah
ataraxia says:
but i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
okok..
my life juz begins says:
my brain can not work liao
ataraxia says:
y
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to make u happier
my life juz begins says:
got council meeting from1 to 730
ataraxia says:
o
ataraxia says:
eh wtf even moses got then i dunhav
ataraxia says:
fuck fuck fuck
my life juz begins says:
I AM SO SURE
my life juz begins says:
the RECAS VICE?
ataraxia says:
yeh
ataraxia says:
walau
my life juz begins says:
fuck
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss alr
my life juz begins says:
he damn pro meh?
ataraxia says:
soso lah
my life juz begins says:
i tot he not from ri?
ataraxia says:
dunman
my life juz begins says:
he got 10 a1s?
ataraxia says:
dunthinks
ataraxia says:
o
my life juz begins says:
then?wad the fuck!\
my life juz begins says:
u surely better than him woah!
ataraxia says:
i dun think its cos of results
ataraxia says:
my results not so suck
my life juz begins says:
ya~
ataraxia says:
maybe i screwed up the interview
ataraxia says:
esp after tt qn
my life juz begins writes:
ataraxia writes:
my life juz begins says:
ur parents got say anything?
ataraxia says:
nope
ataraxia says:
they say $1.5k only, if i want they can give me
my life juz begins says:
wolao
my life juz begins says:
damn rich lah
my life juz begins says:
haha
ataraxia says:
im damn poor la
my life juz begins says:
dun be too depressed abt this lah...its over afterall..
my life juz begins says:
no one will really remeber this after the holidays
ataraxia says:
i will
my life juz begins says:
and still got so many chances inRJ
my life juz begins says:
i noe u will.
my life juz begins says:
but u keep looking back,how can u move forward?
ataraxia says:
dunno leh
ataraxia says:
but i still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
so forget it lah..
ataraxia says:
eh did wanqin and yq get
my life juz begins says:
i dunno..
my life juz begins says:
i tot u ask them alr?
ataraxia says:
got some super class got 5 ppl got
ataraxia says:
i nv tok to them one la
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
i tot u quite happy on friday..how come suddenly turn so depressed?
ataraxia says:
cos now then i start to realize how screwed up i am
ataraxia says:
cos got some ppl from qte ok family background also can get
my life juz begins says:
i c...
my life juz begins says:
sorry,my brain got blocked..
ataraxia says:
i start to feel my wussness emanating
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to help u liao
my life juz begins says:
but seriously,its not so impt afterall
ataraxia says:
im getting depression
my life juz begins says:
i noe..
my life juz begins says:
im worriedbut dun noe how to help
ataraxia says:
nvm lahs
my life juz begins says:
i m sure
ataraxia says:
if i die tmr i will u my pencil case and ri badge
my life juz begins says:
haha..so nice of u..
my life juz begins says:
but i want ur notes..
ataraxia says:
also can
my life juz begins says:
cause i didn't copy
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
come on lah..
my life juz begins says:
sun be so girlish
my life juz begins says:
be a man
ataraxia says:
its damn unmanly to not get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
but its even more unmanly to keep being depressed about sth tt has passed and u can not make any change to it
my life juz begins says:
get wad i mean?
ataraxia says:
no. im too wuss
my life juz begins says:
haha..tt s also sth good...cause u hav a wuss friend like me also..so won't feel inferior..
ataraxia says:
i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
u piss me off man
my life juz begins says:
bastard
ataraxia says:
fuck u
my life juz begins says:
don!
my life juz begins says:
wake up lah
my life juz begins says:
its juz a fucking scholarship..
ataraxia says:
it is a test of manliness
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
my life juz begins says:
but i sense tt u r no longer depressed liao
ataraxia says:
then u sense wrong
my life juz begins says:
play a fool on me again?
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
ataraxia says:
im still depressed
ataraxia says:
damn depressed
ataraxia says:
y i so suck
my life juz begins says:
then wad s this scholarship got anything to do with manliness?
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT SUCK
ataraxia says:
its not the scholarship
ataraxia says:
it is winning
ataraxia says:
winning is a man thing
ataraxia says:
losing is a wuss thing
ataraxia says:
losing is for faggots
ataraxia says:
losing is for wusses
ataraxia says:
losing is for penises
my life juz begins says:
don,
ataraxia says:
my life juz begins says:
i really got no brain power already
my life juz begins says:
try to stay happy!
ataraxia says:
i cant be a happy wuss
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING Wu
my life juz begins says:
WUSS*
my life juz begins says:
you are my good friend,who s damn pro,damn confident and damn manly..
my life juz begins says:
so stop complaining like a wuss,
ataraxia says:
the fact is tt i lost the scholarship
ataraxia says:
and losing is wuss
my life juz begins says:
but it doesnot prove anything
ataraxia says:
it proves tt im wuss
my life juz begins says:
it s not logical at all
my life juz begins says:
ur premise s wrong!
ataraxia says:
its right
my life juz begins says:
losing s not wuss at all
ataraxia says:
losing is damn wuss
my life juz begins says:
i dun wanna argu liao..
ataraxia says:
so now ur sayin im too wuss to construct a proper argument
my life juz begins says:
nonononono
ataraxia says:
i hav to admit ur right
ataraxia says:
im wuss