equivocal

i was trying to memorize some words today. but all the words i saw were all somehow related to death. i did not know whether they symbolized something that going to happen after this saturday. but to be honest, i just could not see how i can magically get 2000 for my SAT. life is tough, you all said that. but how could you know life is tough if you did not experience sweetness? that is where the comparison came about and you start to complain about the tough life that you have. ( what the F am i talking about?) maybe now, you can understand why i said i would juz simply fail my SAT next saturday. i juz exemplified.

i was waiting for some one to sms me last night, who did not do that at all. so i waited and waited and fell asleep. but before that, i went to run at the track. it was totally dark and empty when i was running. although i was listening to my own music, i sort of heard some indian music from the construction site beside rj. it was eerie. so i went back. on my way back hostel, i met ben and ben. they were there for Interact Induction Camp. i told them that i would crash for the Night Walk. cause i still could vividly remembered my night walk with two other gals. i was walking in front, and i was super scared, sorry, im a chicken. i believed don would tell you more about it what happened during our class chalet. anyway, i was saying that i wanted to crash the night walk. but after i bathed, i became lazy and decided to go read newspaper instead. so i ended my SATurday night reading some crappy report on child sexual abuse and new discovery on DNA, of course, waiting for someone to sms. apparently, that guy got drunk badly.

today was unproductive as usual. slept until 1030. go to do some critical reading, screwed up. i received a call from david lu this afternoon during my zaobao meeting. he asked me to do an anlysis on the name of the student's lounge. the only name i could remember, cause i threw the surveys away long ago, was Hodge Lounge. i particularly don't like the way he talk to me. i noe that this blog might be viewed by AUTHORITY. anyway, he is ok as a person. but the way he talk is just too ... erh, bossy? pls, u r the deputy head, u r the direct boss of mine, so? im a wuss, i dun dare and dun want to tell him directly in his face. so juz whine to the dear readers of this blog. sigh....

its quite late alr, i hav juz wasted like one whole hour. time to do work. cya.