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it has been awhyle since i blogged.
in this long while somethings have transpired. many things have transpired actually, and thats why i havent blogged for awhyle. busy with life, busy with living. i suppose.

my h3 started. the lecturer, some w1nst0n is quite a cool guy. i think he is quite smart. but other than that his lessons have been pretty boring. it just starts with the soporific ambience of the lecture theater. which has been so fucking dirty my nose awlays licks. game theory is actually very fun when u read the book, which is called games of strategy by dixit and skeath. i actually spent 1 hour just reading it even though i would have been better off mugging h2 econs cos theres an impending test this tuesday where i sense impending doom.

my econs sucks bigtime. yeah. i got max 14/25 for my essay. which says a lot about my suckiness at it. zhenan got 15. heehee. actually that was just spastic, cos zhenan can be quite smart. but heck im not really bothered. now the only thing bothering me is my nose. which has been leaking. like ive got incontinence of the nose, thanks to 6 hours in gummy seminar rooms in smu on a saturday when the opp cost is extremely high.

i like econs, even though i suck at it. who says i have to be good at something to like it? even if i have an absolute disadvantage. i still likes it. just like i love surfing porn i love mugging econs.

ap has been quite loser. looks like im going to die. watched joyluckclub which was really really slow going. but i thought the actresses were hot in their own ways. i find submissive women hot. i think women should be subservient. and the sex scene where the man just banged the woman on the dancefloor after the party totally blew my mind away. prof said that many people felt 3 things after the show.

1, that men are all bastards. well i thought the men in joyluckclub were all REAL MEN. maybe except that fucker who just refused to fuck ling and the fucker who had to split everything down clear. the most MAN man, (the man manlier than the manly man lenny) was the one who just goes around conquering women and leaving them. the same guy who banged the girl on the dancefloor.

2. they says its emotional blackmail. i think its just too slow going it gets a little boring. maybe the book would be emotional blackmail.

3. people started loving and treasuring their mothers more. well, i know and im proud that my mother wasnt so screwed up as all the mothers who appeared in the show. shit if they were my mothers i would just hang myself.

on this, i went for dramafeste yesterday. my first and maybe last dramafest. rj is just a school filled with troubled students who write lousy scripts. HH was total nonsense. walterwong's play was quite lousy not because it was confusing, but rather the catharsis, rather the feeling of catharsis simply couldnt be evoked like that. and the breaking of the 3rd wall was done very poorly cos it was really over the top. to top it all off, the journalist in the audience was not really familiar or not really prepared.

BW was damn crap. joseph acted well, but his acting obviously didnt save the script. there were only 2 actors by the way, and the girl just sucked. anyway i never like crossdressing or girls playing guys, but it seems like thats the way in rj. back to the script, which was just confusing and convoluted. the motorcycle into the plane, into the flying motorcycle, just products of a confused and troubled and twisted soul or mind.

BB was just spoilt by the multiple scene changes and that some characters just werent developed enough. it didnt achieve the macabre as with the lottery, which i thought was sheer brilliance. BB's strong point was the violence, sheer, pure, abject, violence. anyway charissa's sister acted well. haha. she looked like a ghost when she was tied up on the chair waiting to get stabbed.

after watching 3 screwed up lousy disgusting nonsense, MT's play was just sheer brilliance. no, actually it is sheer brilliance. by auyong, it talks about a girl who got knocked down by a car, i think cos she flung herself in its path. and then it shows her damn sad depressing life, how her father is a total fucker, her mother is totally absent and her husband is a wuss. the cast was pretty strong, i think the boyfriend and the father acted extremely well. the story was also quite well constructed, and the flow was good. not afflicted by the excessive scene changes, and i think the audience got to really know the characters.

MR's one was also very good. Solve for H was quite impressive, especially with all the actors who were model clays or something. i particularly liked the way they exploited the strengths of theater. and how they got so many people involved. the script was very good, except that the touch on homosecuality was a little out of place, cos too little attention was given to it, and i think that it should be left out. it was quite touching, although again i think they shouldnt get a girl to play the male role.

Dramafest'08 was worth the watch only for the last 2 plays. the first 3 were crap. i know im being disloyal here, but BW was seriously junk. didnt help that nigel was in the crew, haha. anyway, josh, some bigshotdramafest comm guy said that they went through the plays before they decided the order. smart move, cos after the first 2, most people would hav eleft.

i joined a new cca. 5inarow club. heehee. go there fool around and get attendance.
heehee.

i have an innate ability to screw things up. like my ns sign up. but i solved it. cos registering this year, i dont need to defer at all.