a son of singapore

i dont think staring at my uk essay for 5 mins and then making insignificant tweaks is the way to get my uni apps out of the way. fk. my chances at uk are already how small even when im just applying to pussy schools like durham. lol.

LSEUCLDurhamWarwick guess what i cant even remember where else i am applying to. maybe i applied to more than 1 course in 1 school. lol. but i know i am applying to philo and econs and ppe in those that offer ppe. im really quite screwed. havent done much and ns is in 10 days?

well well, i work well under pressure. sat mugging hasnt been too good, have been able to keep distracting myself with nonsense like Theory of Justice and Conflicts. but already i know more about the Earl of Warwick, the kingmaker and the traitorous shit. i also know a lot more about the 8 crusades which were mostly failures. how they affect my life, i dont know.

class chalet last week was quite good because all the fun people turned up. i think i like the class more than i liked it the same time last year. and the chalet this year is really so massif compared to last year. it was fun just talking cock and fooling around and doing stupid stuffs. aaron brought ice cream, which was good, but which she did not eat, because it wasnt chocolate. she was just being an asshole. or maybe just playing hard to get. yiheng and lenny crashed outside hendon camp, at the mouth of it where you can see the sacred parade square of the red berets. yiheng and his red beret. hahas.

din tai fung with stho mark and zhenan was good. hardly have chance to meet up with stho. was reminded about how good his life was. nusmed, dunneed do anyth now, so screw around. pes c, enlist jan 28, enlist alr still slack, as good as screwing around.

im fked. gotta go in so early, get my ass raped and raped and raped like everyday is sunday. i see my pink ic and i wonder whether its worth it. 2 years of my life down the drain. 3 months in resort tekong where i get to feed the commando mosquitos, develop a dick rash and a love for sand soil and dirt in my face. where i learn to be and become a subservient and unthinking individual for my country. majulah singapura.

actually i should try to be more positive. proms tomorrow. but i dont know whether i get to survive past the morning. interview with mdmas looks tough. especially with shenghao the rapist interviewee who got past edb. wowoweewow.

auspicium melioris aevi

with god to guide the way