it doesnt feel like the a levels is slightly over 2 weeks away. somehow i dont feel that sense of urgency that i felt for prelims. mugging has been totally fked. like today i depressed around for most of the morning and then didnt do any proper work in the afternoon. stats look so foreign to me, i didnt know half the stuff i was reading. i took 1 hour to go through S4B, and i bet if u asked me about it tomorrow i cant even remember. i studied econs just a few days ago, but i cannot remember much about it either. chemistry, hopefully still have some inkling of what i am doing. but im always lousy at explanation questions.

tomorrow i had better mug hard and this weekend really must make up for all the lost time this week. this week has been quite productive until the afternoon before my interview lol. maybe the interview really distracted me a lot. and probably cos my notes are strewn all over i really dont want to go around picking stuff up.

ri secondary really sounds stupid. they should wake up their idea.

and after considering the role of mas as a regulator, i have decided that hey, those old folks who poured their life savings into minibonds should be rescued because seriously they didnt know what they were getting in to, and the regulator probably didnt do a good job in regulating the toxic byproduct of excessive competition among banks.