Sunday, July 5, 2009

bone.

back to camp tomorrow. to suffer.
i know im going to suffer.
i just refuse to enjoy myself.

i am one crazy dick.
i think with my other head too much.
should not devolve to it so much decision maing power.

haha.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

it's hard to go on facing each new day

the week was a blast. guardroom work is the foam. temperature taking involves planting yourself in a tent, with a 8806 that hardly works, filling up forms and handing stickers to a neverending line of cleaners, construction workers, reservist personnel, deliverymen, drivers. vehicle monitoring is the shit, sit there and take down the numbers of vehicles entering and leaving the camp. but the respite is that you can let music fill your empty soul.

other than those duty times, you get to slack in a room, watch movies. hehe. i watched southpark, which was one awesome movie. beneath all the senseless swearing, it actually strikes some raw nerves about disconnects in society, disparity and the protection of the freedom of expression. reminds that the conservative wing acting on its intolerance and becoming militant. watched also hostel 2, which was one depraved shit. waht with a lesbian hanging up a woman and carving her up with a crescent scythe before bathing in her blood. wasnt even scary, just depraved. fuck man. the guys who thought of all these need some help and vanilla porn. watched natl treasure 1 and 2, also watched some jack neo production and a cool summer boxing show with hott naked girls. not bad la, but they always cheebye you, at the climax get you to do saigang like remove barbed wire, call people up, move stuff around, deliver papers. nabeh. bully us.

being at the mouth of the camp is quite good. can see the minahs and lians from mdc. and they always dress hotly. hehe. can exploit the temperature taking to get a closer look at them. especially when ask them to come closer and bend forward to take temperature. they mostly look natural and nice. saw juanhe. he came for dental ffi before he disrupt. nabeh. bet he enjoyed the day. the dentist is one hot thing. all the horny rps keep thinking of how they are going to do her, what with her giving them a blowjob and then squirting all over her 'thick eyebrows'. and how hot it would be for her to kiss them after that. i just find sucking my own come disconcerting. and i find blowjobs disgusting anyway.

talking about rps, they are all nice, if lazy and sexcrazed. all they think of is boning the dog, blowing their rifle and having sex in the guardroom toilet, on top of discussing how they would fuck cpt jenny and the dentist. in the mean time they hump the tentage, ask the mdc minah to kiss them and the like.

csm is nice. nights off tues thurs. lols. we rapes hard man!

hehe.
i think im more inclined to sgs.