Tuesday, July 31, 2007

he speared her ferociously

blogging.
isit a blow by blow account of my day?
evidently not only.

class outing yesterday was a relative success. girls actually turned up. quite unexpected, i thought all of them would pangseh us. and i thot some girl wont go cos the guy who ditched her wait they werent even together was going.
played pool. on fire, then lost to mingxuan. must hardcore and practise more.
we go to ntuc bish. we buy foods. anyhow buys.
well the barbecue couldnt really start up
n i played mahjong.
sucked at it.
bad hand and wasnt really paying attention.
must hardcore mahjong more.
barbecued, ate and talked.
went home at 10:00
living in a condo seems pleasant enough.

today was just dumb.
juanhe got a handphone
he lost a part of himself. his identity.
extreme pamplona during pw
well twas good
my group is suckky
but aarons worse
haha ri^6 is some coolness
ogl interview
didnt really do well
not very 'on' about it.
didnt even know the number of stalls in the canteen.

and stop giving me religious harmony postcards.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

let me live again

it was daimaru, it is now meidi-ya
but the tofu waterfall cascade
was still there
and it still
felt cold
some things don't change.

i remember splashing the water about
i could only reach the lowest tier then
boy it was cold

i just dipped my hands today
i held them in the highest tier
boy it was cold
and
nostalgia envelopes me

i can think of younger days
when living for my life was everything i could do

life was innocent
life was good

i could never see tomorrow
but i was never told about the sorrow

i had waraku. the bill came up to 80.
i had fried mars bars. and they sucked.
i could have had myself an mp3 player

but im still never to return to the happier younger days
help me mend me.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

crippled inside

lifesnt got better

physics spa was damn cock. cos the clamping is seriously damn hardcore. it keeps tilting downwards and the bloody thing keeps moving in figure 8 so theres no simple harmonic motion. damns.

my advice is to hardcore draw the log graph with 3 points then work backwards if not scatter is damn serious hardcore. and at least 30 osc.
thursday class lunch of 7 ppl was pretty hardcore. revelations in the rain. so gossipy. walau and seriously some stuff are just be hairaising and nauseating.

pw was bullshit. got ppl trying to be dictator and got ppl trying to zaofan. rebels, i'll crush u at tiananmen. haha.

didnt know so touchy about china. ok la, no more china jokes anymore.

prk prty at leonards monday 630

Friday, July 27, 2007

yellow socks on wednesday

yellow socks on wednesday

a promise that had never been kept for a day



bye!

Thursday, July 26, 2007

tiger beer in Othello

wtf, the play is so COOL?
cannot hear anything!
the actors are speaking as if the audiences have all memorised the script already..hell lah!~
speak so fast! you are not debating lah!
then they use tiger beer in the play some more
im sure got tiger beer at the age of othello lah!
marcus tan got act also!
half naked! the lit ppl really pro!
go and get all the muscular ppl from canoe!well done!
the audience are most girls.
dunno why??!! ~
so generally speaking, the play is not as good as its publicity!

another thing to note today is that i suddenly realise that its quite impt to improve my skin!
its really quite sux!
must use some special soap!
make it more S^3 ..
haha! i cannot control myself from laughing!
even during the shooting trainging!
then my shots are damn screwed up!
:(

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i'm sick and tired of hearing things from uptight-shortsighted-narrow-minded hypocritics

13:37+0:01
elite, tts me.
fine it sucks
i dun give a damn
i passed.

lifesux.
give me dope
give me rope

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

life sux!

life sux!
for the econs tt i gonna fail!
life sux!
for the math tutorials that i never finish!
life sux!
for the early-known ending of harry potter!
life sux!
for the loss of my new loyal eraser!
life sux!
for the draggy,time-wasting meeting!
life sux!
for the unprepared chem test tmr!
life sux!
for the CCAs proposal waiting to be editted!
life sux!
for the "frankly speaking, you sux!"
life sux!
for the unreasonable dao!
life sux!
it juz sux!

Monday, July 23, 2007

for those craving for your iphone...

the way a drunkard uses a lamppost

as support and not illumination.

thats econs h3 for u.
anyways, econs test tomorrow! ask me why im not studying!
because id rather be slack than stupid
because id rather be yh n not c
after deliberation, i have decided that id rather be slack and dun mug and fail then hardcore and mug and fail. less effort required. n i dunlike to admit that im stupid.
besides, the depts qte screwed up, i dont trust their marking.
and its not counted and they have so many tests ive gotten numb to them
so tomorrow is go there n anyhow whack.
wish me luck man.

i need luck
down on it recently.
yest, my fathers car broke down
i take public transport w the take public transport in the morning losers.
bus brakes down, i connect to bt timah
bus doesnt come
take taxi
taxi sends me to some st 22, where the hell is tt
i reach school at 0740
rocks.

does it have anyth to do with me destroying potter fun?

Saturday, July 21, 2007

in the night of a thousand stars, let me take you to heaven

is 'in' the correct preposition?
dunno, i liked this song when i was younger. i heard it again when i watched evita.
anyways, life is sucking so far.
i failed napfa. failing my napfa was spectacular. i passed all my stations then i fail 2.4 by 10 secs. sth like that. nice don. well i think the teacher called the time wrong, because when i passed the 5th it was arnd 11:30 so its quite improbable that im as slow as girls. fuck.
what contributed to this failure was my flu over the weekends. damnit i shouldnt have caught it. so i was sick and i didnt run over the weekends. and i still felt weakness in my limbs on thursday when i was doing napfa. haha if ronald didnt help me i cant even get 45 situps haha.
the heat was crazy. im a person who cannot stand in the sun for too long. im allergic to it. i always remember sleeping the whole saturday away after ncc in sec 1 and2 cos the sun burned my brains out.
after the battery of 5 stations 2.4 was a bitter and hard struggle for a wuss like me. by my 3rd round i got stitch, compounded by the hardcore situps earlier, by the 4th my legs were giving way, compounded by shuttle run the turning and some hardcore sbj of 2.2m. ok la it sucks, but hardcore by my standards. all the while my eyes played tricks on me as the white lane markings looked wavy and floaty, like i was on an acid trip.
so i failed. and i vomitted. how loserish. flu and heat, but i cant be all absolved either. failing is fun, though, n like, im going to fail econs next week.
then shooting. i was rather reluctant to go to the range, cos i was humiliated and rejected when i tried out for shooting earlier in the year. humiliated, insulted and all. but i told zhenan i would go if there werent enugh bayleyans so i went.
honestly, the team sucked. mr and hh were filled with pros like kennedy and benwong. like wtf lah. and bw filled an all-loser team of ppl who anyhow shoot. some ppl were like, yay! i hit the card! wtf like this how to win.
i didnt shoot very well either, if i didnt remember wrongly, i shot 876678 whoa palindrome in the first part then 8782 in the second part, the last shot being a misfire cos we juz needed a team total of 7 to replace mt's square.
we got third. bb, in its traditn of excellence claimed last spot. gentlemanly.
well ali told me he heard i suck as president. well, i guess its true, the last few sessions have sucked cos of the caq. hopefully it gets better soon.

Friday, July 20, 2007

when i was young

when i was young, i do not need to think about tomorrow, it just comes, comes after today with a lot of fun;


when i was young, i do not know what sadness is, it just avoids me, hiding behind the clear sky;


when i was young, i do not need to study hard, it just seems so far from me, i do not even imagine that one day i will be forced to sit in a prison called school;


when i was young, i have a lot of friends, they are just always around me, never leaving me alone;


when i was young, i always cry when i go to cut my hair, it was just so precious to me, i do not want to lose it;


when i was young, i like to tell stories in front of adults, it was just so proud of me to tell the adults what will happen next for the first time;


when i was young, i hope i can become a scientist, it was so true a dream that i told all my neighbours that i would become a scientist next time;


when i was young, i do not like to play any ball games with the guys, i was simply afraid that my cloth would get dirty if i fell down;


when i was young, i like to listen to my mum telling fairy tales, i was so crazed about that i refused to go to bed without a fairy tale each night;


when i was young, i do not have computer,internet or blog, life just seems so simply, but so true, so coulorful, even more colourful than 8 megapix;


when i was young, i never think what happened when i was young.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

the day the mp3 died

aar smashed evita
basically, his aiming sux.
gap/cd is qte a bit of space.
haha
hopefully the librarian doesnt own me

what am i doing to my life?

the last time i asked this question was p6 when i changed my choice from chinese high to ri. twas a hard choice, i stayed off bukit timah and the ri campus looks like shit. hwachong had a cool campus and nygh is opposite. and i grew up thinking hwachong was rly cool. well i certainly dont regret it. ri got lotsa fun ppl, not to say hwachong sux. its just different.

well this is a stupid qn, but i was reminded of it by whats happened today. basically, im ruining it.

at the lowest level, im ruining myself by slacking. during chem 'tutoleeal' he went through chem tutorial on kinetics. i didnt do it. almost everyone in class did it, i didnt, but i didnt care. then lee in his cool adidas sports-formal cross shirt with three adidas stripes behind came and said stuff like its jc he wont push u n how much effort we put in would be reflected by our results.

of course i can be wisecracky and smartalecky n point to the fact that all the hardcore muggers id est most of the gals in class screwed up anyway. not that i did well, i just didnt screw up so bad. but it really set me thinking what the fuck im doing with my life. i stone around in the library reading comics or talkingcock. today i goes to the library and talked cock with yh. not his fault, just that i wasnt disciplined enough to do work.

when people go home they slack around and they mug. i slack around but dont mug. what do i do when i get home? i switch on the comp, connect, connect to msn, run realplayer and start blogging. then i go to wikipedia or youtube.

i hardly spend anytime studying at all.
granted i pay attn during most lectures, i still dont put in enough effort. im gng to screw up, be a big failure and a laughing stock.

my current work status?
physics- unknown tutorial
chem- qn 1 self practice of kinetics
math- tutorial 5A?
econs- not applicable

like what the fuck? many ppl already completed kinetics, done tutorial 5b? n i havent done no shit?

and what do i do during tutorials? just pray the teacher doesnt call me and start vandalising tables, files or anything i can get my hands on?

i procrastinate too much. i survived in ri, i survived the first ct, but i dont think i can survive through to a levels.

i try to get a nice cv. i head rykas. but i suck at leading it. im a good manager, but i dont think im a good leader. people are satisfied, but they do not exactly get what they deserve. im afraid that i might drag it into the mud again. all of hq's good work to nought.

i join indian bicultural. it is a total waste of time by the way, judging from todays session. cos i just cant pay attn. i know most of the stuff from wikipedia. and ppl keep asking stupid qns. seriously stupid qns, like whether the gandhi name helps the family.

a nice cv, so what? results are what matters most. they might be insufficient, but they are necessary. chair, join this join that, build a heater in the middle of sahara, nice. but who cares about them when u cant even get good results? fuck.

hodge and gp rocked my world. not rock as in good, rock as in shook.
i started thinking what life is about? well i have no ethics, i just do what i feel like when i feel like how i feel like. im the homo economicus as described, im the marginal man. i dont care about lying or torturing or killing as long as im not the subject. i dont really care about helping those in need.

not that i now think they are good values. i stil dont see why everyone should be kind and all. but why am i so different? why do i see things through such a different angle? why do i march to a different beat.

im distraught.
the fact that my mp3 player got spoilt has compounded this problem alot. alot. really alot. my loyal trusty mp3 player has been damaged. as it got thrusted deep into the dark recesses in a lappy and the hard tip entered, the plastic just opened and released its contents. the mp3 player i got in sec 2 has died. bye, my loyal trusty friend.
i would miss you.

life sucks.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

sorry everyone

yea
i is ere to apolojise
for syckyng too much.
anyways
plyys fyrgyvs me
for
suanyn yr pw
well, i was fylyn qyte fyckyd yp by myn pw
pw pwnyge
esp whyn
thyy come to me to complayn bout ych othyr
n i cant be bothered
n some has nyn concept of propyr wyrk
bytr styll
u wyll get pwned fyr plagyarysm
n i hys to redo mos of the styff
n myn styndyrds are nyt yvyn hygh
walau
wyste my tyme
shud be pleasuring
anyways
us uni fyir on synday
i fylt lyke a shyte.
my chyncys yf gyttn into a propyr us uni
is slimmer than the creative slim
much lyss gyt a scholyrshyppe
15 sgporyns per sch
im so syur
cca- rykas?
cip- i hyte the communyty?
ryccommendatns
byrsarys? i kant get any?
it looks lyke i hyve to rot away
in nus
sycks
yf my pw screw up
maybe hyv to go ITE?
woohoo.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

75% friend

went to a uni exhibition today with don and aar!
did not sleep well yesterday cause got to rush the proposal ans send to jevon by 7 am this mornign..
so the whole day was like half-sleeping!
the whole brain was not functioning well..
anyways,go for zao bao meeting afterwards.
sian!
reading econ notes!
3hrs 1 page!how progressive@_@!!!
go and watch Harry Potter wif rj!
the show is okay!
at least better than transformers!
haha...anyways!the girls inside are really chio!
but the story line is expected and known even before the show!
and daniel is so short!how can potter be shorter than ginger?siao!grow faster lah,dude!
got sore throat!
hope getting well soon..
same to don.
c u tmr!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

outside the window

purple roof tiles
white walls
black roofings
silver mercedes
ashgray toyota
gold mercedes
black bmw
man truck
container
rubble
canvas shit
rubble
rubble and more rubble
the fiery red tree
is it autumn yet
theres no seasonal changes here
but this tree turns fiery red once a year
its nice
i like it
its quiet
the drilling stopped
the only thing i can hear here
the aircon
my fingers tapping on the keyboard
and the beatles.
i blog when im stressed
caq
pw
argh.
i hate it
when i do work and
think i can do better
know i can do better
i hate it.
microcredit
fuck it
current affairs
just fuck it too
im feeling suicidal

Friday, July 13, 2007

Cardboard Pau

in a pensive mood
surfing makes me high
it gets me really high
first the texts
then the stills
then the clips

climax

ooooh

and my euphoria
my level of pleasure just nosedives
but its not a feeling of emptiness
or disgust

but some glowing satisfaction
it leaves a hedonist like me, happy.
i live for pleasure

i guess this is so
so mainly so because
i am quite a
loser
in all aspects
im not good looking
im not good at sport
im not good at academics (econs B what more can i say)
im not a person to be liked
well, i suck
through and through

i know it.
theres nothing much i have to live for
when im not around
no one would feel a loss
anyway

so im content with living a life of simple
pleasure
instant pleasure
no matter how basic
no matter that im treating people but
mere actors
no matter that they are means to my end
i dont give a fuck about kant anyway, that connasse

so i surf
then i ram it through the door
then i bang it through the floor
(haha that was a nice poem on the simplest instant pleasure in life when i was in sec 3)

its not dirty or disgusting to me
its perfectly fine
deep down inside
everyone has his dark inhibitions
something he doesnt want to share
its normal
so heed me
just do it
follow your instincts
they cannot be wrong

just fuck those pious
religious bastards
they dont know what theyre doing
who're they to tell you what to do
there might be a god above
but those are mere writings of
masochists
true masochists not those who love
physical pain
them people who deny themselves
pleasure
hoping to score points for their
afterlife

they dont know what theyre doing
seriously
greed.
lust.
gluttony.
why they be sins
why they be sins

tell me.

im no gentleman
i dont aspire to be one
i am not more charitable to girls
haha i did not give them pineapple tarts

the world is getting quite screwed up
zealots, them terrorists
back to my pet topic
prc
well they mix cardboard into their paus.
pau be the correct spelling btw
not bao u hanyupinyin bastards
i never liked hanyupinyin anyway
too uncool, too mandarin in the sense of
court mandarin
anyways
chinks
them commies
they never cease to amaze me with
their grit and their creativity
from slavery
to fake eggs
to using human hair
to make soy sauce
to cardboard paus
nice
the demon in me salutes them
what brilliance, them chinks
and zhenan says
they be so
because they are poor
ok so poverty is a good justification
for doing such bullshit
shit
tomorrow forgive the poor man
for scratching your car
forgive the beggar for robbing
you
he poor be.

in other prc related news
i heard a prc girl topped econs
haha
many possibilities
that she is pro
that the teachers mark leniently
that she bribed the teachers
or ak's reason
econs is muggable and
these nolifers just mug
mug mug mug
or my preferred reason
theyre thousand year old spirits that have mugged like shit
through their thousand year lives
its like, when they were in school in china,
history was current affairs

well prcs always win
on the topic of losers
another of my favorite topics
the pe dept
put up a list of napfa failures
haha
i and the previous chairman was on the list
so much for an inclusive environment
losing is not an option in rj
losing is not just the lack of attainment
it is the embarrassment
it is the humiliation
the list does its job
it names the failures, and it shames them
rj wanted to rip it off
rightly so
why should it be there
to remind us that we suck
to remind us that we are a disappointment
fuck the dept

must buck up.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

BAAAA

finally blogger be working normally on my computer. for them past few days, i cannot type into the title bar and some posts do not surface.

the raison de blogging if theres sucha perverse phrase is to comment on my common test results, and they, suck!

GP was an A. 73.5%. what the shit this is a really loser score. it be the highest in 6t, but as what they say, 6[x], x being a random alphabet, is no 4P and topping a class like that is, no fucking deal at all. i feel a little crappy about my marks, cos i think i was still graded unfairly. whats wrong with being cynical and using critical rhetoric? i dont see these two being pointed out in any mark scheme.
this test does serve a purpose, to tell that fenian to fuck off. well i didnt attempt anything in his style, and his darlings who hardcore worship him screwed up. not their fault actually.

Physics was an A. 70% exact. did extremely badly for my mcq, some happy 24/36, which is like nonsense lah. i actually thought i could get higher for sect B but B was really shittily done, too many careless mistakes, especially when i just drew in arrows without labelling or just did the workings without explanatn. shit. really really careless. feel like killing myself, especially when 10 people in my wuss class own me.

Chemistry was an A. another 70% exact. it is really suck actually,esp when ppl like juanhe are like, pls lah, my score rly sucks. pls? having been infected by self deprecatn, i have decided that my 70% should just suck cock. really too many careless mistakes. did not mug the tutorials enough, especially since i know the concepts but did lousy presentation. then kena owned.

Math was an A, an 80%. very lousy, considering it was an easy paper. yah, and save 1 qn of 5 marks, every other single mark was deducted for presentation and presentation alone. fucking hell, never write statement minus, no rref minus, no domain also minus, no shit also minus. quite sucky losing marks like that. the school really should rethink math. math is about calculations, about clarity of thought, not precision of presentation. a proper math test should be focusing on true knowledge and true application, not nitty gritty presentation. a proper math test wont turn the list on its head. a proper math test wont have xueping getting less than me.

Econs was a B. a mother fucking B, a lousy disgusting shit. 62%. 62% is damn shit, especially when u r the chair of rikas. granted the questions were poorly set, granted it was so confusing, granted ewong couldnt even answer the simple question, granted she had to go back and think about it, 62% is shit. it is dismal. it is crap. i was really really disappointed in myself for being such a total wuss especially when i lose to someone.

overall BAAAA
is really quite sucky
but surprisingly and thanks to gp,
its be the highest grades in class.
but 6t is no 4P
no big deal

by marks even more condemned, especially when my As are muthafuckin borderline As. and this kinda As are shit.
this kinda As are nonsense.

but i guess im quite lucky to get this kind of results, when i did not do my tutorials for any single subject throughout the last semester. totally slacked my ass off, mess around during lectures, mess around during tutorials. 3 weeks of hardcore DJHIMP sort of paid off, at least i didnt lose too badly.
but must hardcore for promos.

fuck the world

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

where is my d?

argh kena owned by cts
abc()es
quite subjective lah
but shld always strive for the better
but i dun c where tts gonna come from

s is for spectacular
how i got 31.5 marks out from 20 mins of studying

e is for econs
n obvious what i got for it

c is for china
for how some china ppl owned me at gp
shld juz rly go kill myself
not implying anyth

b is for bullshit
for how i got same as yuanwei in mcq only to get owned overall for physics
not tt i'd dare to expect to own yuanwei
tts totally out of context
bt juz again, shows how much i sucked

a was not the finest bit specular
juz a tip over the mark
while others owned and said they sucked
almost everyone
though don does it for everything
ok lah bt shldnt say such cuz got ppl nv get a muz sympathize with them
yea give words of encouragement like 'y dun u rethink ur life'?
juz jk
it think its great as long as u do ur best
shldnt rly compare to anyone
tts y mine quite suck cuz slack too much
yet im learning nth frm it

summore stuff soon sleepy now gonna sleep til the sun wakes
bb

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

zhenan s back again

gotten back everything alr.
A BABE!
actually not so bad..as i did not mug so much or put in much effort in term 1!
but gonna work hard!
an amazing thing tt i pissed don last night!
how pro i am..
hardly got ppl can piss him off before lah!
but on a serious note,
i am really very sorry..
though aar everyday say tt i wuss and always apologize to don
it because i freaking care!
don s quite sad today
cause econ s only got b, a unexpectable result for him!
dunno how to help..
cheer up!

anyways,CT s gone!
so gonna chiong for promos and SAT!

zhenan is back again!

zheers,
zhenan

Saturday, July 7, 2007

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds


Nancy Boy


Amish Paradise


Like a Surgeon (think Like a Virgin)
blogger is fucked on my comp. cant type into the title bar.
aaron has mentioned about that asshole coordinator.
so i wont say much
except that we might still consider going
since we are so noble and doing cip for the community

this week has been relatively good for me.
after the emotional roller coaster that plagued the first two days everythings fine.

wont analyse till all my subs are back
anyways i think i got fucked by phy and econs

haha

in the next post i would put youtube vids

Thursday, July 5, 2007

and she sneers at the blues...

the prob wif working wif charity organizations with lao jiaos in it is tt they think they so pro
conduct pre emptive strike
ppl offer help still dunnoe how to be nice
criticize this suan that
boast of experience with ppl who cant give what they offer
so dun com pray pray with them
like whatever lor
im not so desperate to do cip with you
not getting cip hrs is ok if at least u feel appreciated
bt when the ppl ic make u feel like they dunwan n dunnd ur help do u still want to help
and u call urself a volunteer coordinator when u chase them away
lol when doing cip there is supposed to b pleasing the residents there but instead it becomes trying hard juz to please the coordinator

i dun have to give in to that
neither do don n zhenan
there are plenty of homes with nice ppl ic to work with and appreciative recipients
firstly juz becuz some lao jiao dunwan to take the risk of having someone committing to an activity and not turning up e lao jiao turns pessimistic at all offers of volunteers and the patients lose all cuz she doesnt want lose any when she's supposed to satisfy them?
laughable indeed
and ppl complain of the lack of volunteers in singapore?

arnd the first time ive mt tis type of crap since more than 300 hrs of cip?
b4 mting tt person had gone to another organization from which the people were far more welcoming and accommodating
not that we demand them to be or expect them
juz to highlight the diff
wld juz b nice if they nv said anyth tt negative as the 'coordinator' said
n furthermore the second organization we went to the person was like 'quick make this quick' all the time?
and the first seemed to be happy for us there
but then they dint hav a volunteer coordinator
n mayb tt was the diff
so i dun c the pt of having a volunteer coordinator when it makes it harder for ppl to volunteer
wtf

honey oat freshly made by subway

got back quit a few results alr..
as expected,flunked..
but not so badly..a bit out of expectation..
i dun wanna find excuse like that i did not study in the last two terms or im busy with council stuff..its juz that i did not manage my time wisely and did not work hard enough!
but anyways,its all over..
promo s the target..so strive for it..
go to subway today to sort of celebrate the CTs with don and aar..
but don s the only person among us who deserve the celebration..
anyways,friends mah,so must be happy for him also..
at least i know some pro guys..
ordered honey oat in subway..
although diff sandwich but same bread..
friends are like these, diff from each other, but still got sth in common..
slack in library with don and wait for aar to finish chinese..
bastard don pissed me off successfully by calling lc my girl friend right in front of her face..
she s so embarassed lah!siao,donny!
then go to three centers to look for cips..
one woman was damn spastic..
but don s more pro,so he decide that we won't serve her..and gonna reply some political cork to her..
haha..he s always damn corky,come up with all those out-of-imagine ideas..
then take 157 wif him to Hwa Chong,then change to 171 and go home..
sorry tt i did not blog for long..
cause did not really recover from the depression of CT..

zheers,
zhenan

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

sammytho, why so pro? / happy birthday juanha

walau la. stho so basket 90% for chem. that's like how pro? why stho so pro? i heard that in some classes got like more than half fail, then stho get 90%?
all those who need a moderation to get a good mark, blame stho and juanhe and ronaldchan that you cant get it, 90,91, 92% respectively.
when i heard he got 90% i was stunned and damn scared i kena trashed like shit, that he double my score.
luckily chem for me was still not too bad. at least i passed. :)
i learns to be satisfied with my lot in life.
:)

today is the 4th of july, independence day. juanhas birthday actually. saw him on my way to lodge, then told him happy bdae.
after school met him sitting all alone in the minicanteen. so aaron and i go talk to him.
i says so fullmarks math for birthday present?
he says no la, that was yesterday.
f
i says hows chem
he says ok la
i says he beat ronald chan
he says no la, ronald so pro, he sure he can beat him
he got 91%.
f
like that one mark makes a lot of difference
f
n i got 70%. woah bomb.

rikas today was a totallous disaster.
i can alr tell some ppl undermining my position. fuck u.

tomorrow getting back gp and math.
hope for at least a B for both. wishes me lux.

Monday, July 2, 2007

don ask y only he blog

i dno y also

ok tmr tue so no yellow sox
bac to sch aft like a damn long time
cuz during cts also doesnt feel like sch
n needa go find all the shit to bring to sch
needa go dig them up
n get shoes n uniform n all tt shits found and ready
i juz hope i dun oversleep tmr

+rEal meN: we'aR naut!ca]

inspired by e e cummings
and

luo 'im going to trash your pool' yh.

and why is no one else blogging.
fuck.
week+ends were spastic
went for citro(umlaut)en c4 picas^2o
fan-tastic fre-nch fla-ir
a ll iter a t'iOn
ndp: lousy was >really
coordination sucked
and the hosts sucked. time waste don't your.
simulation of the though be funny vips.

today we is had clique outing. of
aar!
yh. {leonard}
[rj] #zhenan
daniel the councillor

me went
dhoby
first to reach :) though late :(

me saw
weiree and gerald
and them choirgays

me met #z
we went plaz?ing
met rj

yiheng 'wears fake nautica'
calls say we go cineleisure
we walk to cineleisure

we meet yiheng
we eats
we meet aaron

we play pool

pool fun be

tables 9ft we took two
one
on one
robin-round be

me pwnz yh
in first game
sh$#@
must be real disap(point)ed
go slash, wuss

but i started
losing till
'my balls shrunk'

losing is the ways of
dickless

OH MY GOD
lost to yh twice

but me pwnt yiheng
in teh closing game
sh$#@
must be real disappointed
go slash. wuss

pool
must {me} train

pool
must {me} good be

go long johns silver we
bought food we, me
despite not being;
not satiated

concocted chilli- i did
talked cock- we did
daniel the councillor
he came
leonard the ct rep/wushu vice capt/pw hardcore (no offense intended)
he came

talked= borat
talked 'high 5 and vazhin and two-naked-fat-men-wrestling'
talked= p**k party
talked 'it be at leonard's condo'
talked 'where be his bitch'

left transformers for did they
aar! and me left home for
we did
he 162 me 700
dropped and walked
a distance
stopped. did *pullups
^do 1 i can!^
mwa ha.

tomorrow: normal lessons BE!
tomorrow: fucks off
please;
i beseech;
gotta
gp hw do.

\out\

Sunday, July 1, 2007

How True II

You Are An INTP

The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But not an easy person to stay in love with.
Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative.

At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded

When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic


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