feel like a wuss after tagging arr's new blog with lang..
our blog is dying!!!!!!!!!
only don and i are updating frequently!
but don is cursing everything in his life,
while i am complaining that i am tired everyday!
the blog is like a grave-yard..no sign of happy life
NO!
my life has to be fun!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
the camp
basically, i don't think this camp rocks. or sucks. just neutral. not too good, not too bad. but i didn't really enjoy it. if you asked me, i would have rather not gone.
what struck me about the camp was the incredibly poor planning by the teachers and the camp fit instructors. its like at this standard i can also plan the camp over the weekend. just need the number of participants then can liaoz.
anyways lets start with what i like about the camp.
i like my group. i like it more than 6t. well well, thats obvious. anyways the group got lots of fun people, track vice capt, girls floorball vice capt, volleyball vice cap, bridge chair, girls gym vicecapt, chinese dance vicechair and 3 councillors of whom one, i sort of abhor. anyways. dun wanna discuss too much on this blog about these people. ask me if u want to know more.
i like the looooong free time. we had like 1 hr to bathe everyday like wtf, that is excessive by any standards.
that's all i liked.
i dont like the activities. amazing race was really really stupid. the activities were just normal teambuilding junk, and there was no reward. and the reason for this race is tt in leadership there are no rewards and whatever. bullshit lah. as a leader u do whats best for ur club. u act in the best interest of ur members. the interest of ur members should be what motivates u. and lailai my facil said something like we should all put in our all in everything. what cock. theres no bearing in this amazing race, even more so when theres zilch reward. on top of the really stupid games and long walks and swarms of mosquitoes and the burning sun.
what i learnt from this activity is that people need to be motivated with something tangible. they must have a goal and a reward, they must feel that the activity is meaningful and that they have achieved something. then they will give their all. not like in the spastic race.
kayaking was soso. some people were damn lag, and i didnt really talk to dawn, the girl i was kayaking with. anyways later we were screwed cos we didnt volunteer. as leaders we should volunteer whenever possible and all. because we didnt volunteer to be pointer or sweeper and whatnot, we didnt exhibit this quality. eh wake up facils, the fact that most of us did not volunteer to do this is because we were unsure of our kayaking aptitude. most of us have kayaked at most 5 times, and were with new kayaking partners, so we wont know how we would perform. we did not know whether we were even proficient kayakers much less competent pointers or sweepers. ok granted this is ccal camp, this is a controlled environment, we can make mistakes, but face it, even if the env is controlled, there are still consequences to be borne when we screw up. on top of it, leaders must know when to step aside for someone else more capable to take over so that everyone can move forward quicker and easier.
low elements was quite fun. learnt that im quite pro at balancing. apparently no one can balance as long as me on my toes. so i virtually tiptoed throughout the bridge thing as people cross my stone. and i was the only one who didnt fall off the log. the problem with this game is that all the while we were in the sun. and anyway most of us have done all this at least 2 or 3 times already so we were quite pro, clearing most of the stations quite quickly.
rafting was stupid and a complete waste of time. we were not given adequate instructions. if not for the scout we wouldnt even have any knots tied properly. the sun and my screwed mizuno (which i decommissioned and buried there) didnt help. anyways we finally built some crap raft. the sail couldnt be raised, but we were, hoho, the first group to finish the race and we didnt even have to cheat, just hardcore paddle, while the other subgroups were in submarines and were kicking against the seabed.
and the facil just had to say something like why we didnt volunteer or give ideas and whatnot. well too many cooks spoil the broth. already the arrangement of the problems gave us a headache as everyone had his own opinion. and the facil had to keep irritating us by telling us that the lashing was not tight enough. please lah, even if its not tight, we can still sail, its not like the 3 bamboo poles tied longitudinally can totally shear off each other. quite obviously.
what i took away from this is that as a leader, u should not expect too much and get to the nitty gritty everytime. it makes u unpopular. and think before u speak or act. dont be an idiot.
the last activity was wakatobi jungle trail. i dunno about others, but i thought it was the most interesting activity. at least it was something special, something different and something that could only be done on bintan and not elsewhere. quite fun with the gps and all the hunting for the checkpoints.
i guess what screwed this station up was the stretchering. some smart councillor had so many funny opinions that didnt even make sense. the fact is that she was injured and we should stretcher her out, not look for the lightest girl to stretcher out. and he was like carrying for hardly a minute when he said he needed to stop cos it was too heavy for him. wtf. even a with a wuss like me who cant do a proper pull up, we could carry it for 5 mins without stopping over uneven ground.
and as usual the facils totally screwed up my day, like asking us why we were all just stoning there when they told us to stretcher someone out. well we even as leaders are not omnipotent and we were just stoning for less than a minute. whatever lah.
that's about all i have to complain about the activities.
when i come back i will continue with
campfire
toilet
the flood
in this same post.
what struck me about the camp was the incredibly poor planning by the teachers and the camp fit instructors. its like at this standard i can also plan the camp over the weekend. just need the number of participants then can liaoz.
anyways lets start with what i like about the camp.
i like my group. i like it more than 6t. well well, thats obvious. anyways the group got lots of fun people, track vice capt, girls floorball vice capt, volleyball vice cap, bridge chair, girls gym vicecapt, chinese dance vicechair and 3 councillors of whom one, i sort of abhor. anyways. dun wanna discuss too much on this blog about these people. ask me if u want to know more.
i like the looooong free time. we had like 1 hr to bathe everyday like wtf, that is excessive by any standards.
that's all i liked.
i dont like the activities. amazing race was really really stupid. the activities were just normal teambuilding junk, and there was no reward. and the reason for this race is tt in leadership there are no rewards and whatever. bullshit lah. as a leader u do whats best for ur club. u act in the best interest of ur members. the interest of ur members should be what motivates u. and lailai my facil said something like we should all put in our all in everything. what cock. theres no bearing in this amazing race, even more so when theres zilch reward. on top of the really stupid games and long walks and swarms of mosquitoes and the burning sun.
what i learnt from this activity is that people need to be motivated with something tangible. they must have a goal and a reward, they must feel that the activity is meaningful and that they have achieved something. then they will give their all. not like in the spastic race.
kayaking was soso. some people were damn lag, and i didnt really talk to dawn, the girl i was kayaking with. anyways later we were screwed cos we didnt volunteer. as leaders we should volunteer whenever possible and all. because we didnt volunteer to be pointer or sweeper and whatnot, we didnt exhibit this quality. eh wake up facils, the fact that most of us did not volunteer to do this is because we were unsure of our kayaking aptitude. most of us have kayaked at most 5 times, and were with new kayaking partners, so we wont know how we would perform. we did not know whether we were even proficient kayakers much less competent pointers or sweepers. ok granted this is ccal camp, this is a controlled environment, we can make mistakes, but face it, even if the env is controlled, there are still consequences to be borne when we screw up. on top of it, leaders must know when to step aside for someone else more capable to take over so that everyone can move forward quicker and easier.
low elements was quite fun. learnt that im quite pro at balancing. apparently no one can balance as long as me on my toes. so i virtually tiptoed throughout the bridge thing as people cross my stone. and i was the only one who didnt fall off the log. the problem with this game is that all the while we were in the sun. and anyway most of us have done all this at least 2 or 3 times already so we were quite pro, clearing most of the stations quite quickly.
rafting was stupid and a complete waste of time. we were not given adequate instructions. if not for the scout we wouldnt even have any knots tied properly. the sun and my screwed mizuno (which i decommissioned and buried there) didnt help. anyways we finally built some crap raft. the sail couldnt be raised, but we were, hoho, the first group to finish the race and we didnt even have to cheat, just hardcore paddle, while the other subgroups were in submarines and were kicking against the seabed.
and the facil just had to say something like why we didnt volunteer or give ideas and whatnot. well too many cooks spoil the broth. already the arrangement of the problems gave us a headache as everyone had his own opinion. and the facil had to keep irritating us by telling us that the lashing was not tight enough. please lah, even if its not tight, we can still sail, its not like the 3 bamboo poles tied longitudinally can totally shear off each other. quite obviously.
what i took away from this is that as a leader, u should not expect too much and get to the nitty gritty everytime. it makes u unpopular. and think before u speak or act. dont be an idiot.
the last activity was wakatobi jungle trail. i dunno about others, but i thought it was the most interesting activity. at least it was something special, something different and something that could only be done on bintan and not elsewhere. quite fun with the gps and all the hunting for the checkpoints.
i guess what screwed this station up was the stretchering. some smart councillor had so many funny opinions that didnt even make sense. the fact is that she was injured and we should stretcher her out, not look for the lightest girl to stretcher out. and he was like carrying for hardly a minute when he said he needed to stop cos it was too heavy for him. wtf. even a with a wuss like me who cant do a proper pull up, we could carry it for 5 mins without stopping over uneven ground.
and as usual the facils totally screwed up my day, like asking us why we were all just stoning there when they told us to stretcher someone out. well we even as leaders are not omnipotent and we were just stoning for less than a minute. whatever lah.
that's about all i have to complain about the activities.
when i come back i will continue with
campfire
toilet
the flood
in this same post.
New blood
Suddenly realise that recently, the most frequent word i have been using is TIRED..
Spare me that i did not post right after i came back from CCAL camp..
im too tired..
Generally, the camp is ok if i do not count in the insufficient food and the irrational activities planned..
But my group people are quite nice..
got lynette,MR captain..amanda,vp of badminton (from don's OG)..
Dom from chamber,Auntie ming quan from alchemy,etc..
anyways,i did not stay until the last day of the camp because of SMO..
miss the camp fire...so 'sad'..also miss the second night in Indonesia in the flooded tent..
came back on tuesday night,
reach hostel around 9+..fall asleep right after a quick shower..
rush to MOE the next morning, cause the stupid SMO is held in NUS..
why can't they just have it in RJ? anyways,it was a flunk..
but liqian was kind enough to pick me up there and give me a lift to LT27..thx,man..:)
spent the afternoon with my junior from vs..
he got GF!!im so sure..but what shocked me more is that the girl is from my batch and she is my good friend as well...(i.e.my junior is dating a girl one year older than him)
we went to watch Shrek 3!it was a nice show and i really like the music..
Shrek series hav never failed to surprise me with its wonderful toughing music!i love that..
then i went to victoria concert hall with another junior to watch my friend's choir performance..
left half way cause the choir made me headache..but i still lied to my friend that the concert was a great one..
went to Guang Ming Shan with my senior and his GF(why everyone has GF now?sad:(..must work hard to find one also)
then went to j8 to have lunch..meet aaron and pass him my laptop..
call don to return him the money,he said no hurry..never mind..cool,i got free 20 dollar:)
people are just simply too rich..
ohkey,this is basically what i did these few days...
havn't start packing yet,got to hurry up liao...leaving tmr night 2200..:)
enjoy your holidays,mug for CT..
p.s. someone is just too bastard..say go out after i come back from China..
ok lah..fine..i told u that i won't be free at all in term 3..Bye..
Spare me that i did not post right after i came back from CCAL camp..
im too tired..
Generally, the camp is ok if i do not count in the insufficient food and the irrational activities planned..
But my group people are quite nice..
got lynette,MR captain..amanda,vp of badminton (from don's OG)..
Dom from chamber,Auntie ming quan from alchemy,etc..
anyways,i did not stay until the last day of the camp because of SMO..
miss the camp fire...so 'sad'..also miss the second night in Indonesia in the flooded tent..
came back on tuesday night,
reach hostel around 9+..fall asleep right after a quick shower..
rush to MOE the next morning, cause the stupid SMO is held in NUS..
why can't they just have it in RJ? anyways,it was a flunk..
but liqian was kind enough to pick me up there and give me a lift to LT27..thx,man..:)
spent the afternoon with my junior from vs..
he got GF!!im so sure..but what shocked me more is that the girl is from my batch and she is my good friend as well...(i.e.my junior is dating a girl one year older than him)
we went to watch Shrek 3!it was a nice show and i really like the music..
Shrek series hav never failed to surprise me with its wonderful toughing music!i love that..
then i went to victoria concert hall with another junior to watch my friend's choir performance..
left half way cause the choir made me headache..but i still lied to my friend that the concert was a great one..
went to Guang Ming Shan with my senior and his GF(why everyone has GF now?sad:(..must work hard to find one also)
then went to j8 to have lunch..meet aaron and pass him my laptop..
call don to return him the money,he said no hurry..never mind..cool,i got free 20 dollar:)
people are just simply too rich..
ohkey,this is basically what i did these few days...
havn't start packing yet,got to hurry up liao...leaving tmr night 2200..:)
enjoy your holidays,mug for CT..
p.s. someone is just too bastard..say go out after i come back from China..
ok lah..fine..i told u that i won't be free at all in term 3..Bye..
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Is Your Dad a Farmer?
just back from bintan. guess what, i am still alive and in one piece! what the fuck! what a pity i survived! dont curse under your breath. just say out loud.
anyways even if i still am alive, im seriously ill. bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad sunburn. my nape is totally gone. everytime my collar brushes against it i just jolt. my arms are also quite gg. basically everywhere not covered by pt kit has been burnt. badly. heat rash on my back and legs and up to 20 mosquito/sandfly bites all over my arms and legs. abrasion at my ankles and 2 bruises on my legs. 3 cuts on my legs and microcuts all over my palm.
will update next time. go sleeps.
cos you're good at raising cocks.
anyways even if i still am alive, im seriously ill. bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad sunburn. my nape is totally gone. everytime my collar brushes against it i just jolt. my arms are also quite gg. basically everywhere not covered by pt kit has been burnt. badly. heat rash on my back and legs and up to 20 mosquito/sandfly bites all over my arms and legs. abrasion at my ankles and 2 bruises on my legs. 3 cuts on my legs and microcuts all over my palm.
will update next time. go sleeps.
cos you're good at raising cocks.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
chimeras
are some good shit.
packed for camp already. just need to fill my waterbottles and off i go. walau. for some reason or another, i dont want to go for this camp. waste my time. but i need to consolidate my hold and legitimize myself, especially when i wasnt voted in. so no choice lanlan also have to go.
went to don's and had crab vermicelli. at $14.90, i think its quite a steal. tasted quite good, the combination was just right. pity that there was no chilli.
then went army market and got an LED torch. n i spoilt the laser pointer.
nehmind.
tomorrow. 0740 ISH.
packed for camp already. just need to fill my waterbottles and off i go. walau. for some reason or another, i dont want to go for this camp. waste my time. but i need to consolidate my hold and legitimize myself, especially when i wasnt voted in. so no choice lanlan also have to go.
went to don's and had crab vermicelli. at $14.90, i think its quite a steal. tasted quite good, the combination was just right. pity that there was no chilli.
then went army market and got an LED torch. n i spoilt the laser pointer.
nehmind.
tomorrow. 0740 ISH.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
our conversation
my life juz begins says:
hey,donny
my life juz begins says:
y so pissed?
ataraxia says:
hey
ataraxia says:
i pissed meh
my life juz begins says:
ya..
my life juz begins says:
the blog?
ataraxia says:
i not pissed wad
ataraxia says:
i juz v sad i didnt get the scholarship
my life juz begins says:
come on lha
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
who say u gonna show granny porn to recas?
my life juz begins says:
who look down on u?
ataraxia says:
all the ri ppl think i watch grannyporn
my life juz begins says:
who r they?
ataraxia says:
yichaoz
ataraxia says:
vchair odac
my life juz begins says:
i help u to kill them
my life juz begins says:
ok..i screw him during open house
ataraxia says:
ok
my life juz begins says:
dun piss laj
ataraxia says:
i not pissed cos of tt
my life juz begins says:
ok
ataraxia says:
i pissed cos alot of ppl got then i nv get
ataraxia says:
damn wuss lah
my life juz begins says:
i lend u my sleeping bag
my life juz begins says:
and i can share the repellent with u
my life juz begins says:
i noe...
my life juz begins says:
but it s not because u r not as good as them...juz becasue u hav better family background than them
ataraxia says:
david lu got get?
my life juz begins says:
i dun noe...never ask
my life juz begins says:
he got apply?
ataraxia says:
dunno
ataraxia says:
wonderin
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
i help u ask next time
my life juz begins says:
but liqian got
ataraxia says:
confirm one lah
my life juz begins says:
yup..
my life juz begins says:
he got 7 awards today..
ataraxia says:
only wusses like me dun hav
my life juz begins says:
and give a speech also
my life juz begins says:
haha...y u so inscure?
my life juz begins says:
u r damn good..
ataraxia says:
i suck
ataraxia says:
i dint get scholarship
ataraxia says:
only wusses dun get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
ok,if you say so
ataraxia says:
ive let my family down
ataraxia says:
by being such a wuss
ataraxia says:
i shud kill myself
my life juz begins says:
i am so sure
ataraxia says:
damn sad
my life juz begins says:
come on lah
my life juz begins says:
ok.let s change topic..
my life juz begins says:
wad did u do today?
ataraxia says:
surf porn
my life juz begins says:
whole day?
ataraxia says:
n pack
my life juz begins says:
never go out?
my life juz begins says:
ok..ic
ataraxia says:
got
my life juz begins says:
for?
my life juz begins says:
dinner?
ataraxia says:
lunch
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
should ask u out to play pool
my life juz begins says:
thought u got family outing again
ataraxia says:
i too depressed to play pool
my life juz begins says:
o..sad
my life juz begins says:
is it really so hard for you?
ataraxia says:
yah
ataraxia says:
feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
cheer up,dude
ataraxia says:
even ppl get 3.72 and a2 also can get
ataraxia says:
a wuss like me cant get
ataraxia says:
wtf
my life juz begins says:
but no one will laugh at u lah
ataraxia says:
but i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
okok..
my life juz begins says:
my brain can not work liao
ataraxia says:
y
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to make u happier
my life juz begins says:
got council meeting from1 to 730
ataraxia says:
o
ataraxia says:
eh wtf even moses got then i dunhav
ataraxia says:
fuck fuck fuck
my life juz begins says:
I AM SO SURE
my life juz begins says:
the RECAS VICE?
ataraxia says:
yeh
ataraxia says:
walau
my life juz begins says:
fuck
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss alr
my life juz begins says:
he damn pro meh?
ataraxia says:
soso lah
my life juz begins says:
i tot he not from ri?
ataraxia says:
dunman
my life juz begins says:
he got 10 a1s?
ataraxia says:
dunthinks
ataraxia says:
o
my life juz begins says:
then?wad the fuck!\
my life juz begins says:
u surely better than him woah!
ataraxia says:
i dun think its cos of results
ataraxia says:
my results not so suck
my life juz begins says:
ya~
ataraxia says:
maybe i screwed up the interview
ataraxia says:
esp after tt qn
my life juz begins writes:
ataraxia writes:
my life juz begins says:
ur parents got say anything?
ataraxia says:
nope
ataraxia says:
they say $1.5k only, if i want they can give me
my life juz begins says:
wolao
my life juz begins says:
damn rich lah
my life juz begins says:
haha
ataraxia says:
im damn poor la
my life juz begins says:
dun be too depressed abt this lah...its over afterall..
my life juz begins says:
no one will really remeber this after the holidays
ataraxia says:
i will
my life juz begins says:
and still got so many chances inRJ
my life juz begins says:
i noe u will.
my life juz begins says:
but u keep looking back,how can u move forward?
ataraxia says:
dunno leh
ataraxia says:
but i still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
so forget it lah..
ataraxia says:
eh did wanqin and yq get
my life juz begins says:
i dunno..
my life juz begins says:
i tot u ask them alr?
ataraxia says:
got some super class got 5 ppl got
ataraxia says:
i nv tok to them one la
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
i tot u quite happy on friday..how come suddenly turn so depressed?
ataraxia says:
cos now then i start to realize how screwed up i am
ataraxia says:
cos got some ppl from qte ok family background also can get
my life juz begins says:
i c...
my life juz begins says:
sorry,my brain got blocked..
ataraxia says:
i start to feel my wussness emanating
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to help u liao
my life juz begins says:
but seriously,its not so impt afterall
ataraxia says:
im getting depression
my life juz begins says:
i noe..
my life juz begins says:
im worriedbut dun noe how to help
ataraxia says:
nvm lahs
my life juz begins says:
i m sure
ataraxia says:
if i die tmr i will u my pencil case and ri badge
my life juz begins says:
haha..so nice of u..
my life juz begins says:
but i want ur notes..
ataraxia says:
also can
my life juz begins says:
cause i didn't copy
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
come on lah..
my life juz begins says:
sun be so girlish
my life juz begins says:
be a man
ataraxia says:
its damn unmanly to not get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
but its even more unmanly to keep being depressed about sth tt has passed and u can not make any change to it
my life juz begins says:
get wad i mean?
ataraxia says:
no. im too wuss
my life juz begins says:
haha..tt s also sth good...cause u hav a wuss friend like me also..so won't feel inferior..
ataraxia says:
i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
u piss me off man
my life juz begins says:
bastard
ataraxia says:
fuck u
my life juz begins says:
don!
my life juz begins says:
wake up lah
my life juz begins says:
its juz a fucking scholarship..
ataraxia says:
it is a test of manliness
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
my life juz begins says:
but i sense tt u r no longer depressed liao
ataraxia says:
then u sense wrong
my life juz begins says:
play a fool on me again?
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
ataraxia says:
im still depressed
ataraxia says:
damn depressed
ataraxia says:
y i so suck
my life juz begins says:
then wad s this scholarship got anything to do with manliness?
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT SUCK
ataraxia says:
its not the scholarship
ataraxia says:
it is winning
ataraxia says:
winning is a man thing
ataraxia says:
losing is a wuss thing
ataraxia says:
losing is for faggots
ataraxia says:
losing is for wusses
ataraxia says:
losing is for penises
my life juz begins says:
don,
ataraxia says:
my life juz begins says:
i really got no brain power already
my life juz begins says:
try to stay happy!
ataraxia says:
i cant be a happy wuss
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING Wu
my life juz begins says:
WUSS*
my life juz begins says:
you are my good friend,who s damn pro,damn confident and damn manly..
my life juz begins says:
so stop complaining like a wuss,
ataraxia says:
the fact is tt i lost the scholarship
ataraxia says:
and losing is wuss
my life juz begins says:
but it doesnot prove anything
ataraxia says:
it proves tt im wuss
my life juz begins says:
it s not logical at all
my life juz begins says:
ur premise s wrong!
ataraxia says:
its right
my life juz begins says:
losing s not wuss at all
ataraxia says:
losing is damn wuss
my life juz begins says:
i dun wanna argu liao..
ataraxia says:
so now ur sayin im too wuss to construct a proper argument
my life juz begins says:
nonononono
ataraxia says:
i hav to admit ur right
ataraxia says:
im wuss
hey,donny
my life juz begins says:
y so pissed?
ataraxia says:
hey
ataraxia says:
i pissed meh
my life juz begins says:
ya..
my life juz begins says:
the blog?
ataraxia says:
i not pissed wad
ataraxia says:
i juz v sad i didnt get the scholarship
my life juz begins says:
come on lha
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
who say u gonna show granny porn to recas?
my life juz begins says:
who look down on u?
ataraxia says:
all the ri ppl think i watch grannyporn
my life juz begins says:
who r they?
ataraxia says:
yichaoz
ataraxia says:
vchair odac
my life juz begins says:
i help u to kill them
my life juz begins says:
ok..i screw him during open house
ataraxia says:
ok
my life juz begins says:
dun piss laj
ataraxia says:
i not pissed cos of tt
my life juz begins says:
ok
ataraxia says:
i pissed cos alot of ppl got then i nv get
ataraxia says:
damn wuss lah
my life juz begins says:
i lend u my sleeping bag
my life juz begins says:
and i can share the repellent with u
my life juz begins says:
i noe...
my life juz begins says:
but it s not because u r not as good as them...juz becasue u hav better family background than them
ataraxia says:
david lu got get?
my life juz begins says:
i dun noe...never ask
my life juz begins says:
he got apply?
ataraxia says:
dunno
ataraxia says:
wonderin
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
i help u ask next time
my life juz begins says:
but liqian got
ataraxia says:
confirm one lah
my life juz begins says:
yup..
my life juz begins says:
he got 7 awards today..
ataraxia says:
only wusses like me dun hav
my life juz begins says:
and give a speech also
my life juz begins says:
haha...y u so inscure?
my life juz begins says:
u r damn good..
ataraxia says:
i suck
ataraxia says:
i dint get scholarship
ataraxia says:
only wusses dun get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
ok,if you say so
ataraxia says:
ive let my family down
ataraxia says:
by being such a wuss
ataraxia says:
i shud kill myself
my life juz begins says:
i am so sure
ataraxia says:
damn sad
my life juz begins says:
come on lah
my life juz begins says:
ok.let s change topic..
my life juz begins says:
wad did u do today?
ataraxia says:
surf porn
my life juz begins says:
whole day?
ataraxia says:
n pack
my life juz begins says:
never go out?
my life juz begins says:
ok..ic
ataraxia says:
got
my life juz begins says:
for?
my life juz begins says:
dinner?
ataraxia says:
lunch
my life juz begins says:
ok..
my life juz begins says:
should ask u out to play pool
my life juz begins says:
thought u got family outing again
ataraxia says:
i too depressed to play pool
my life juz begins says:
o..sad
my life juz begins says:
is it really so hard for you?
ataraxia says:
yah
ataraxia says:
feel like a wuss
my life juz begins says:
cheer up,dude
ataraxia says:
even ppl get 3.72 and a2 also can get
ataraxia says:
a wuss like me cant get
ataraxia says:
wtf
my life juz begins says:
but no one will laugh at u lah
ataraxia says:
but i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
okok..
my life juz begins says:
my brain can not work liao
ataraxia says:
y
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to make u happier
my life juz begins says:
got council meeting from1 to 730
ataraxia says:
o
ataraxia says:
eh wtf even moses got then i dunhav
ataraxia says:
fuck fuck fuck
my life juz begins says:
I AM SO SURE
my life juz begins says:
the RECAS VICE?
ataraxia says:
yeh
ataraxia says:
walau
my life juz begins says:
fuck
ataraxia says:
i feel like a wuss alr
my life juz begins says:
he damn pro meh?
ataraxia says:
soso lah
my life juz begins says:
i tot he not from ri?
ataraxia says:
dunman
my life juz begins says:
he got 10 a1s?
ataraxia says:
dunthinks
ataraxia says:
o
my life juz begins says:
then?wad the fuck!\
my life juz begins says:
u surely better than him woah!
ataraxia says:
i dun think its cos of results
ataraxia says:
my results not so suck
my life juz begins says:
ya~
ataraxia says:
maybe i screwed up the interview
ataraxia says:
esp after tt qn
my life juz begins writes:
ataraxia writes:
my life juz begins says:
ur parents got say anything?
ataraxia says:
nope
ataraxia says:
they say $1.5k only, if i want they can give me
my life juz begins says:
wolao
my life juz begins says:
damn rich lah
my life juz begins says:
haha
ataraxia says:
im damn poor la
my life juz begins says:
dun be too depressed abt this lah...its over afterall..
my life juz begins says:
no one will really remeber this after the holidays
ataraxia says:
i will
my life juz begins says:
and still got so many chances inRJ
my life juz begins says:
i noe u will.
my life juz begins says:
but u keep looking back,how can u move forward?
ataraxia says:
dunno leh
ataraxia says:
but i still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
so forget it lah..
ataraxia says:
eh did wanqin and yq get
my life juz begins says:
i dunno..
my life juz begins says:
i tot u ask them alr?
ataraxia says:
got some super class got 5 ppl got
ataraxia says:
i nv tok to them one la
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
i tot u quite happy on friday..how come suddenly turn so depressed?
ataraxia says:
cos now then i start to realize how screwed up i am
ataraxia says:
cos got some ppl from qte ok family background also can get
my life juz begins says:
i c...
my life juz begins says:
sorry,my brain got blocked..
ataraxia says:
i start to feel my wussness emanating
my life juz begins says:
dunno how to help u liao
my life juz begins says:
but seriously,its not so impt afterall
ataraxia says:
im getting depression
my life juz begins says:
i noe..
my life juz begins says:
im worriedbut dun noe how to help
ataraxia says:
nvm lahs
my life juz begins says:
i m sure
ataraxia says:
if i die tmr i will u my pencil case and ri badge
my life juz begins says:
haha..so nice of u..
my life juz begins says:
but i want ur notes..
ataraxia says:
also can
my life juz begins says:
cause i didn't copy
my life juz begins says:
haha
my life juz begins says:
come on lah..
my life juz begins says:
sun be so girlish
my life juz begins says:
be a man
ataraxia says:
its damn unmanly to not get scholarship
my life juz begins says:
but its even more unmanly to keep being depressed about sth tt has passed and u can not make any change to it
my life juz begins says:
get wad i mean?
ataraxia says:
no. im too wuss
my life juz begins says:
haha..tt s also sth good...cause u hav a wuss friend like me also..so won't feel inferior..
ataraxia says:
i will still feel wuss
my life juz begins says:
u piss me off man
my life juz begins says:
bastard
ataraxia says:
fuck u
my life juz begins says:
don!
my life juz begins says:
wake up lah
my life juz begins says:
its juz a fucking scholarship..
ataraxia says:
it is a test of manliness
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
my life juz begins says:
but i sense tt u r no longer depressed liao
ataraxia says:
then u sense wrong
my life juz begins says:
play a fool on me again?
my life juz begins says:
im sure..
ataraxia says:
im still depressed
ataraxia says:
damn depressed
ataraxia says:
y i so suck
my life juz begins says:
then wad s this scholarship got anything to do with manliness?
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT SUCK
ataraxia says:
its not the scholarship
ataraxia says:
it is winning
ataraxia says:
winning is a man thing
ataraxia says:
losing is a wuss thing
ataraxia says:
losing is for faggots
ataraxia says:
losing is for wusses
ataraxia says:
losing is for penises
my life juz begins says:
don,
ataraxia says:
my life juz begins says:
i really got no brain power already
my life juz begins says:
try to stay happy!
ataraxia says:
i cant be a happy wuss
my life juz begins says:
YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING Wu
my life juz begins says:
WUSS*
my life juz begins says:
you are my good friend,who s damn pro,damn confident and damn manly..
my life juz begins says:
so stop complaining like a wuss,
ataraxia says:
the fact is tt i lost the scholarship
ataraxia says:
and losing is wuss
my life juz begins says:
but it doesnot prove anything
ataraxia says:
it proves tt im wuss
my life juz begins says:
it s not logical at all
my life juz begins says:
ur premise s wrong!
ataraxia says:
its right
my life juz begins says:
losing s not wuss at all
ataraxia says:
losing is damn wuss
my life juz begins says:
i dun wanna argu liao..
ataraxia says:
so now ur sayin im too wuss to construct a proper argument
my life juz begins says:
nonononono
ataraxia says:
i hav to admit ur right
ataraxia says:
im wuss
it's a dirty story of a dirty man
just because im chairman doesnt mean the club is about watching grannyporn. i know i sucks, but i dont sucks so much lah. dont looks down on me.
packing for the camp. nope. no sleeping bag for me. concurred with my exclassmates that sleeping bag is for wusses. so no sleeping bag. no repellent, cos i cannot find it, and people without bites are wusses, or so we concurred. too manly already.
quite ok now, all that is left is to put the stuff into plastic bags and superglue my shoes.
dont have a proper backpack. fuck. i dunno how some of them can manly everything into one backpack, including their daypack. i can put all the stuff in except my daypack and i have to hang my shoes and sandals with carabineers or lug them around. walau. i refuse to buy a bag for a camp. that is too wuss.
and everyone please send me songs.
packing for the camp. nope. no sleeping bag for me. concurred with my exclassmates that sleeping bag is for wusses. so no sleeping bag. no repellent, cos i cannot find it, and people without bites are wusses, or so we concurred. too manly already.
quite ok now, all that is left is to put the stuff into plastic bags and superglue my shoes.
dont have a proper backpack. fuck. i dunno how some of them can manly everything into one backpack, including their daypack. i can put all the stuff in except my daypack and i have to hang my shoes and sandals with carabineers or lug them around. walau. i refuse to buy a bag for a camp. that is too wuss.
and everyone please send me songs.
Friday, May 25, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
i say so
juz came back from ben's birthday party..
really stoning..im sure only 4 ppl..like siao..rather go with don and aar next time for sth more fun..
recently got problems with ppl here and there..
maybe i talk too much..so gonna keep quiet from now onwards..
anyways,today s tiring..went for 2 match supports..
badminton and soccer..
own the three games..maybe don s right,winning all the ways s not a good thing..
cheers r wuss?i dun noe..i hav been following blindly all the times..
but juz cheer my lungs out..im a bit lost now,
y the hell i join council?for the early morning meetings?
for the compulsory match support?
for the mid night activity?
for the friendship lost because of the busy schedule?
or for the confusion and blindness about life?
but seriously,im sort of lost now..
especially when the close friend around complaining tt im ignoring them because of council!
too tired liao...
if u say so?
i say so..
and maybe miss a scholarship s juz like lose a gold in a match..
like u say,winning all the time s not a good thing..
cheer up,gd night!:)
really stoning..im sure only 4 ppl..like siao..rather go with don and aar next time for sth more fun..
recently got problems with ppl here and there..
maybe i talk too much..so gonna keep quiet from now onwards..
anyways,today s tiring..went for 2 match supports..
badminton and soccer..
own the three games..maybe don s right,winning all the ways s not a good thing..
cheers r wuss?i dun noe..i hav been following blindly all the times..
but juz cheer my lungs out..im a bit lost now,
y the hell i join council?for the early morning meetings?
for the compulsory match support?
for the mid night activity?
for the friendship lost because of the busy schedule?
or for the confusion and blindness about life?
but seriously,im sort of lost now..
especially when the close friend around complaining tt im ignoring them because of council!
too tired liao...
if u say so?
i say so..
and maybe miss a scholarship s juz like lose a gold in a match..
like u say,winning all the time s not a good thing..
cheer up,gd night!:)
i go for the kill
civics today was meeting with gp adhs. as expected, nothing constructive. no solutions to any problems. if they are so good at solving problems we wont be in such a rut.
math tutorial today was super siao. got some relief who was quite cant be bothered so all of us sitting at the backrow were messing around like shit. like pulling the correction tape across the class. cock.
well i got rejected for the pre u scholarship. not entirely unexpected, bearing in mind the first 'proper' question the interviewer asked. disappointed, nonetheless. with this rejection comes a disappearance of $1500 in fresh funds and the appearance of a wound. my life is starting to get messed up. it is charmed no more.
went for soccer finals with aaron.
the match was quite entertaining. rj was dominating mj throughout the match. mj sucked. but rj was not much better, many chances at goal were squandered. some soloing and poor communications here and there, but quite good for a semi-pro team. at least there were fewer stoppages and the stoppages were quite reasonable. the game flowed much better than rugby yesterday. many nice tackles and good footwork. yeah.
cheering was stupid as usual. the cheers have never gotten so suck before. like go r go r bring them down bring them down. what kind of stupid cheer is this. no flow. r own them was abit to attitude already. hopefully they dont start using the why are we so pro match celebration.
with this rj has added to the gold tally. which stands somewhere round 10 at the moment. rj's domination might not actually be a good thing. we keep winning, gold doesnt have much meaning to us anymore. in fact, getting silver is regarded as losing gold, and something embarrassing. on the other hand for most jcs, getting gold is the icing on the cake. this win is but a statistic to most of the school population. to mj, it might have been something to cheer about, something to treasure. to top it off its time to hate rj again.
took taxi with zzn and aaron to wisma, took mrt from orchard to newton and took 67 home. reached at 2020.
math tutorial today was super siao. got some relief who was quite cant be bothered so all of us sitting at the backrow were messing around like shit. like pulling the correction tape across the class. cock.
well i got rejected for the pre u scholarship. not entirely unexpected, bearing in mind the first 'proper' question the interviewer asked. disappointed, nonetheless. with this rejection comes a disappearance of $1500 in fresh funds and the appearance of a wound. my life is starting to get messed up. it is charmed no more.
went for soccer finals with aaron.
the match was quite entertaining. rj was dominating mj throughout the match. mj sucked. but rj was not much better, many chances at goal were squandered. some soloing and poor communications here and there, but quite good for a semi-pro team. at least there were fewer stoppages and the stoppages were quite reasonable. the game flowed much better than rugby yesterday. many nice tackles and good footwork. yeah.
cheering was stupid as usual. the cheers have never gotten so suck before. like go r go r bring them down bring them down. what kind of stupid cheer is this. no flow. r own them was abit to attitude already. hopefully they dont start using the why are we so pro match celebration.
with this rj has added to the gold tally. which stands somewhere round 10 at the moment. rj's domination might not actually be a good thing. we keep winning, gold doesnt have much meaning to us anymore. in fact, getting silver is regarded as losing gold, and something embarrassing. on the other hand for most jcs, getting gold is the icing on the cake. this win is but a statistic to most of the school population. to mj, it might have been something to cheer about, something to treasure. to top it off its time to hate rj again.
took taxi with zzn and aaron to wisma, took mrt from orchard to newton and took 67 home. reached at 2020.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Apology Letter
I am really sorry about wad happened today..
i should not force u to go to stupid match support with me..
i should not threaten u tt i gonna dao u for 2 days if u dun go with me..(although u dun really care)
i should not hurry u up in the canteen as u dun even hav lunch..
i should not dao u on the bus as u r juz joking..
i should not be pissed when we get down the bus and u talked to me..
i should not go straight to the council group and leave u alone with ur friend..
i should not go and talk to jere as u told me not to do so..
i should not be with the councillors all the time tt i dun even notice u hav left..
i should not go online so late to type this letter to explain..
last but not least,
i should not think tt im ur good friend and assume tt u care if i dao u..
and ,
i should not say so many sorry..
gd nite
i should not force u to go to stupid match support with me..
i should not threaten u tt i gonna dao u for 2 days if u dun go with me..(although u dun really care)
i should not hurry u up in the canteen as u dun even hav lunch..
i should not dao u on the bus as u r juz joking..
i should not be pissed when we get down the bus and u talked to me..
i should not go straight to the council group and leave u alone with ur friend..
i should not go and talk to jere as u told me not to do so..
i should not be with the councillors all the time tt i dun even notice u hav left..
i should not go online so late to type this letter to explain..
last but not least,
i should not think tt im ur good friend and assume tt u care if i dao u..
and ,
i should not say so many sorry..
gd nite
If you say so
if i have to use one word to describe gp common test, it would be 'over'. at least its over. paper 1 was ok. did qn 10, on internet making the world freer but more insecure. not very intellectual but ok lar. wrote it the way i felt like writing. no standard argument form junk. just from the bottom of my heart. with a link to the qn after each paragraph.
paper 2 was a little suck, aq was written like nonsense.
went for rugby match support. zhenan dao-ed me and associated with the councillors as expected.
left halfway through because the match was seriously not fun with all the stoppages. the angle of the gallery also a bit awkward. and the councillors cheered like wusses. and the cheers were damn wuss. yah. totally screwed up my day.
paper 2 was a little suck, aq was written like nonsense.
went for rugby match support. zhenan dao-ed me and associated with the councillors as expected.
left halfway through because the match was seriously not fun with all the stoppages. the angle of the gallery also a bit awkward. and the councillors cheered like wusses. and the cheers were damn wuss. yah. totally screwed up my day.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Attack Of The Nerves Part I (uncensored)
wtfuck at the present moment, im not exactly in the right state of mind.
precisely why im blogging. for whatever reason i cant fathom, im in a messed up state now.
attack of the nerves. exactly, wtf.
what with the belief in myself. where the fuck is it now. to top it off, its but a gp test tomorrow. mother.
honestly, how's standard argument going to help.
and why do i not see the essays featured in gpbull havin a thesis statement and w/e fucked up topic sentence tt someone so fervntly demand we include them in our essays.
and why do i not see the essays written along the rigid structure of super seven.
most imptly why are particular points in e essays so inadequately supported by evidence.
fuck the double standards.
moving on to econs. 11. fuck.
a pathetic wussed 11. im takin this fked up result relatively well.
leonard. newfound & profound respect for him.
he punctuated his sentences with fuck for the entire day upon receivin his econs paper. 11.
enough pussy wussy cussing. bedtime x)
hm on a side note, tuesdays generally suck.
PW. enough said.
precisely why im blogging. for whatever reason i cant fathom, im in a messed up state now.
attack of the nerves. exactly, wtf.
what with the belief in myself. where the fuck is it now. to top it off, its but a gp test tomorrow. mother.
honestly, how's standard argument going to help.
and why do i not see the essays featured in gpbull havin a thesis statement and w/e fucked up topic sentence tt someone so fervntly demand we include them in our essays.
and why do i not see the essays written along the rigid structure of super seven.
most imptly why are particular points in e essays so inadequately supported by evidence.
fuck the double standards.
moving on to econs. 11. fuck.
a pathetic wussed 11. im takin this fked up result relatively well.
leonard. newfound & profound respect for him.
he punctuated his sentences with fuck for the entire day upon receivin his econs paper. 11.
enough pussy wussy cussing. bedtime x)
hm on a side note, tuesdays generally suck.
PW. enough said.
For GP CT tomorrow
I hope for peace of mind and clarity of thought. of course the proper articulation to back it up.
the standard argument form has not been of any help. he is obviously dumb, in that all the cases one takes the argument at different levels. and the links are pretty weak.
hopefully can think properly tomorrow.
hopefully got my kind of topics tomorrow.
hopefully my aq is well done tomorrow
hopefully the compre is my type
tomorrow hopefully, hopefully
im pretty bored now.
the standard argument form has not been of any help. he is obviously dumb, in that all the cases one takes the argument at different levels. and the links are pretty weak.
hopefully can think properly tomorrow.
hopefully got my kind of topics tomorrow.
hopefully my aq is well done tomorrow
hopefully the compre is my type
tomorrow hopefully, hopefully
im pretty bored now.
free style
juz got advise from some gp pro tt i should not follow the stupid style of writing tt learnt in class..
but i should follow my heart and write wadever i feel like writing...
okhey..i'll try tmr..hopefully can pass..
anyways,i FLUNK my econs..
how fantastic it is...and still got ppl get 7 pts higher than me but still complaining...
ppl got different expectations...sigh..:(
but quite depressed now,really dun noe whether can do well tmr or not..
maybe the pressure can help me,or rather kill me..
another thing s tt i found i hav always found excuse for my poor results..
but all the external excuses r juz the way tt i want to use to cover up the fact tt im not working hard at all..
maybe it s the time to start to mug..
maybe i like to get back the feeling in sec school..
but its true im competitive in nature..and recent results hav pissed me off..
so come on..we'll c after CT..:)
all the best to u,who s reading this post now,no matter u r going to take the exam tmr or u hav taken the exam already..
GOOD LUCK FOR COMMON TEST! :)
but i should follow my heart and write wadever i feel like writing...
okhey..i'll try tmr..hopefully can pass..
anyways,i FLUNK my econs..
how fantastic it is...and still got ppl get 7 pts higher than me but still complaining...
ppl got different expectations...sigh..:(
but quite depressed now,really dun noe whether can do well tmr or not..
maybe the pressure can help me,or rather kill me..
another thing s tt i found i hav always found excuse for my poor results..
but all the external excuses r juz the way tt i want to use to cover up the fact tt im not working hard at all..
maybe it s the time to start to mug..
maybe i like to get back the feeling in sec school..
but its true im competitive in nature..and recent results hav pissed me off..
so come on..we'll c after CT..:)
all the best to u,who s reading this post now,no matter u r going to take the exam tmr or u hav taken the exam already..
GOOD LUCK FOR COMMON TEST! :)
One and One and One is Three
that's the number of econs tests ive not performed satisfactorily in. 16. twas a wee improvement over the previous test of 13, which was totally, suckcock.
quite disappointed in my performance, considering that i actually studied the day before. and i actually did the damned tutorial. and who the fuck gets 1/4 for a data response question? walau this is some serious shit. 25%. knn.
but not entirely my fault i guess. my new ideas are not accepted by them narrow minded peoples. i guess its not that im not prepared for econs, econs is not prepared for me. damns. ok cookie cutter answers from now on.
pw was junk. to bolster wadeva we had to say, i koped de Coubertin gpp. and so, all her comments were just to tell us what more we have to do for the written report. to this i only have one response: wtftmdknnbccb. well this long chain of expletives best encapsulate how i feel. shit. just brush it up and i think ours is quite good already. yeah.
so gp ct is tomorrow. i dont really know how i would fare. i dont have the acute feeling of success. it lingers in me no more. im screwing up bigtime again. the magic is gone, just like copperfield making the statue of liberty disappear. gone. poof. gone.
the way rjgptutors mark is especially questionable. especially when the ks bull is really full of bullshit. basically the essays pervert the intention of the questions, like transforming some sexual inequality into a bio essay on dimorphism. the arguments hardly had any evidence to back up, although i must say some arguments seriously do not need evidence but tt wuss always demands evidence.
tomorrow be the day
hopefully i do well.
for my compo
and my compre.
quite disappointed in my performance, considering that i actually studied the day before. and i actually did the damned tutorial. and who the fuck gets 1/4 for a data response question? walau this is some serious shit. 25%. knn.
but not entirely my fault i guess. my new ideas are not accepted by them narrow minded peoples. i guess its not that im not prepared for econs, econs is not prepared for me. damns. ok cookie cutter answers from now on.
pw was junk. to bolster wadeva we had to say, i koped de Coubertin gpp. and so, all her comments were just to tell us what more we have to do for the written report. to this i only have one response: wtftmdknnbccb. well this long chain of expletives best encapsulate how i feel. shit. just brush it up and i think ours is quite good already. yeah.
so gp ct is tomorrow. i dont really know how i would fare. i dont have the acute feeling of success. it lingers in me no more. im screwing up bigtime again. the magic is gone, just like copperfield making the statue of liberty disappear. gone. poof. gone.
the way rjgptutors mark is especially questionable. especially when the ks bull is really full of bullshit. basically the essays pervert the intention of the questions, like transforming some sexual inequality into a bio essay on dimorphism. the arguments hardly had any evidence to back up, although i must say some arguments seriously do not need evidence but tt wuss always demands evidence.
tomorrow be the day
hopefully i do well.
for my compo
and my compre.
chocz
bought 10 boxes of choco mini from fairprice....what for? to indulge just before CT? naah, cuz it only appear on shelves during certain days, this being one of them and it's also worth the time and effort travelling there...chockz, I feel should be classified under merit goods considering the fact that it brings about so much goodness in everyone.well...actually should not be using com now..should be restoring mental strength...allow me some more time...let me do some prediction for tomorrow's essay topics, hmm perhaps globalisation? perhaps on family? censorship? it is highly unpredictable; life is and has been unpredictable....that's why it's so fun and worth living....lol....forgot still got HCL to prep over the holidays till I looked at aar's zuo wen bu....leave that during the hols......today's one of the rare days when I get to reach home at 3 plus, not to mention 4 plus....was planning to get a good nap before doing some last minute touch-ups...dun believe in revising with a clogged mind....futile....ok..i am really getting washed-out...so much for the first post lol
Monday, May 21, 2007
welcome
rj got invited by the founder,don the great,ataraxia..
welcome to the blog..
now im sure tt the blog will got more fresh and interesting stories..
so i dun need to post everyday liao..
thanks,rj!gd luck..:)
don says tt this post s not substantial enough...
so here am i again,to edit the post..
todays rather draggy...but anyways,last week of school already..
few days to go before i go back china..can't wait liao..
the reading club today s boring as usual..i almost fall asleep..
and they really cannot find focus at all..keep changing topics until i forgot wad we were initially supposed to discuss abt..
somemore they drag the session until 330pm,half an hour longer...
wolao..i said tt i would go to library and find don & aaron to slack until 330..stupid reading club...
council meeting s as usual directionless...
shooting today s quite fun..the couch s also from china..
she kept asking me whether her kid should come to singapore or not..
how the hell do i know?anyway,i gave her the advice tt its good to come here..
but make sure dun come to early..as in the primary education for math and sciences r better in china...
later i walked back home with rj..met mohan on the way..
talk cork all the way back home...slack around..watch desperate housewife...
dun wanna mug GP...oya,btw,i failed my GP by 43.5/100 ,as expected...
and on the side note,i now realise tt nationality s still a barrier bewteen ppl,even gd friends.
(the last sentence s written juz now when don piss me off...now s okay lah..but juz dun wanna remove it..as the conclusion s made when im moody,so it s not realible at all...unsound argument..sorryXD)
welcome to the blog..
now im sure tt the blog will got more fresh and interesting stories..
so i dun need to post everyday liao..
thanks,rj!gd luck..:)
don says tt this post s not substantial enough...
so here am i again,to edit the post..
todays rather draggy...but anyways,last week of school already..
few days to go before i go back china..can't wait liao..
the reading club today s boring as usual..i almost fall asleep..
and they really cannot find focus at all..keep changing topics until i forgot wad we were initially supposed to discuss abt..
somemore they drag the session until 330pm,half an hour longer...
wolao..i said tt i would go to library and find don & aaron to slack until 330..stupid reading club...
council meeting s as usual directionless...
shooting today s quite fun..the couch s also from china..
she kept asking me whether her kid should come to singapore or not..
how the hell do i know?anyway,i gave her the advice tt its good to come here..
but make sure dun come to early..as in the primary education for math and sciences r better in china...
later i walked back home with rj..met mohan on the way..
talk cork all the way back home...slack around..watch desperate housewife...
dun wanna mug GP...oya,btw,i failed my GP by 43.5/100 ,as expected...
and on the side note,i now realise tt nationality s still a barrier bewteen ppl,even gd friends.
(the last sentence s written juz now when don piss me off...now s okay lah..but juz dun wanna remove it..as the conclusion s made when im moody,so it s not realible at all...unsound argument..sorryXD)
school is a most enriching place
totally enrichingness.
well gp today was nonsense, as usual. got back my compre. a fantastically pathetic score of 31/50. was the shit. could have gotten higher for my aq if i actually bothered to read the question a second time. and lost alot of marks cos of abbreviations. i still dont see why i should spell out united states of america and not put USA every single time. and he says put america. america and usa is relatively different on a few levels, in that america refers to north america including canada and mexico and although they are similar they cannot be claimed to be one and the same. whatever lah.
school is a most enriching place.
anyway gp starts to seem dumb to me. all the words not to lift seem to have been chosen arbitrarily. like can lift political but not idelogical. what the shit. and the answer key's paraphrase takes on a relatively different meaning. not only of different intensities, some words seem to have been picked right out of the thesaurus without considering the context carefully. if even a student can spot these glaring faults what position are the tutors in to teach?
school is a most enriching place.
pw pwnage. pwnage looks stupid. ownage. calling her damndumb is a serious understatement seriously lacking in the intensity seriously required. firstly, just because she does not understand the topic, she seems to assume no one understands it. so she asks for all sorts of crap that other groups do not have to supply. like evaluate the reasons for choice. i dont see how ours lack depth compared to de Coubertin which she approved, no offence to the group intended. ours is much longer, has all the details she can possibly demand, with every award he received explained. i do not see what else she actually needs.
school is a most enriching place.
and she asks why the fontsize is wrong. maybe its because it is a subpoint? what the heck?
school is a most enriching place.
and she cannot read what is in the next line. its like i said that i chose the place for accessibility to the target audience and she circles the venue and asks why do we chose it? isit more accessible to our target audience? what the f, it is in the mother f next line. she is the best reason why he should remain gp tutor. at least he is slightly less illogical than her. slightly. maybe she should be used as a scale to measure the inability to read the next line or comprehend simple stuff. or the inability to read prose. or the inability to comprehend what any average guy/girl can.
school is a most enriching place.
and she loves copperfield. i dont see how copperfield has any dramatic shift, positive effects on the human community and what we have to learn from him, besides illusions.
school is a most enriching place.
physics lecture involved vandalising stuff.
and leonard was quite siao today.
and chem was quite fun today. at lease he taught real stuff, and i could understand.
well gp today was nonsense, as usual. got back my compre. a fantastically pathetic score of 31/50. was the shit. could have gotten higher for my aq if i actually bothered to read the question a second time. and lost alot of marks cos of abbreviations. i still dont see why i should spell out united states of america and not put USA every single time. and he says put america. america and usa is relatively different on a few levels, in that america refers to north america including canada and mexico and although they are similar they cannot be claimed to be one and the same. whatever lah.
school is a most enriching place.
anyway gp starts to seem dumb to me. all the words not to lift seem to have been chosen arbitrarily. like can lift political but not idelogical. what the shit. and the answer key's paraphrase takes on a relatively different meaning. not only of different intensities, some words seem to have been picked right out of the thesaurus without considering the context carefully. if even a student can spot these glaring faults what position are the tutors in to teach?
school is a most enriching place.
pw pwnage. pwnage looks stupid. ownage. calling her damndumb is a serious understatement seriously lacking in the intensity seriously required. firstly, just because she does not understand the topic, she seems to assume no one understands it. so she asks for all sorts of crap that other groups do not have to supply. like evaluate the reasons for choice. i dont see how ours lack depth compared to de Coubertin which she approved, no offence to the group intended. ours is much longer, has all the details she can possibly demand, with every award he received explained. i do not see what else she actually needs.
school is a most enriching place.
and she asks why the fontsize is wrong. maybe its because it is a subpoint? what the heck?
school is a most enriching place.
and she cannot read what is in the next line. its like i said that i chose the place for accessibility to the target audience and she circles the venue and asks why do we chose it? isit more accessible to our target audience? what the f, it is in the mother f next line. she is the best reason why he should remain gp tutor. at least he is slightly less illogical than her. slightly. maybe she should be used as a scale to measure the inability to read the next line or comprehend simple stuff. or the inability to read prose. or the inability to comprehend what any average guy/girl can.
school is a most enriching place.
and she loves copperfield. i dont see how copperfield has any dramatic shift, positive effects on the human community and what we have to learn from him, besides illusions.
school is a most enriching place.
physics lecture involved vandalising stuff.
and leonard was quite siao today.
and chem was quite fun today. at lease he taught real stuff, and i could understand.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
can not type..
wad the f..im sure write eco essays in our blog lah..
i havn't been sleeping more than 6 hrs for more than one week..
tired..
GP CT around the corner..
holiday mood already..
pick up 5 cents in NTUC..
drink too much milo..
feel sick..
may be not going to school tmr..
go and sleep soon..
gd nite.. -o-
i havn't been sleeping more than 6 hrs for more than one week..
tired..
GP CT around the corner..
holiday mood already..
pick up 5 cents in NTUC..
drink too much milo..
feel sick..
may be not going to school tmr..
go and sleep soon..
gd nite.. -o-
I Like to Help People
but I also like cheap shoes.
the whole wage saga has reminded me of this dilbert comic.
basically there was this woman who was paid $700 to work 5 days a week as a cleaner. the contract was up and a new cleaning company bidded successfully and she is now employed at $500 to work 5.5 days.
immediately people cry foul and all, sat what kinda crap is this. this is unfair to her, blah blah blah. and how we should correct this social problem. like how the cleaners at the hawker centers and foodcourts should be paid equitably.
firstly freemarkets would shift back to equilibrium and it is too bad that equilibrium is at this level. of course this is not a perfect economy since there is imperfect information for most of these disadvantaged cleaners and there is an unequal relationship since firms can 'bully' staff into submission in the absence of a good union and what not. setting a price floor at like $700 might help this poor lady, but the supply of labor would outstrip their demand. firms would demand less and other cleaners might simply be unemployed. thus one might be helped at the expense of others. of course there is a dead weight loss but lets not consider this for the moment.
before we delve into any moral one-upping let's not forget to consider this from the point of view of a firm and the merit of the free market. since the market for cleaning (whatever you call it) is competitive being made up of price takers. To compete successfully one of the key components is productive efficiency. companies would want to seek to do more with less. in this case the cleaning company is thus in a position to maximise productive efficiency of one staff by making her work longer and at the same time decrease costs by paying her less. profit maximization is the goal of the company anyway.
even as we sympathise with her plight we must not forget that we, as individual agents together are the consumers in the economy, and to maximise our demands on a fixed income, we go for the cheapest substitutes. so we go to where we find the cheapest coffee the cheapest rice and whatnot. companies staying afloat have to compete in a race to drive their prices down and what better way to do that than cut on their own expenses. take the case of the typical cleaner in the foodcourt. his paypacket comes from his company which receives payment for his services from wherever he is cleaning. in the case of the foodcourt it then passes on to the consumers who share the burden in the cost of the food. now as consumers, barring the difference in taste and preference, we go to the cheapest store to maximise our enjoyment of our fixed income. so companies cannot afford to pay more to the cleaners since cleaners overheads would increase prices. so we have to share the guilt. yeah.
ultimately there are pitfalls in the system we are living in, but lets not be hypocrites like dilbert, who on one hand fight for minimum wages and rights of the sweatshop workers who make your nikes, and on the other continue purchasing nikes at cheaper and cheaper prices.
as much as i sympathize with her, i love capitalism. capitalism and its mental and spiritual comforts. and i hate elites.
not done anything important today.
just keep playing eagles and the beatles over and over again.
the whole wage saga has reminded me of this dilbert comic.
basically there was this woman who was paid $700 to work 5 days a week as a cleaner. the contract was up and a new cleaning company bidded successfully and she is now employed at $500 to work 5.5 days.
immediately people cry foul and all, sat what kinda crap is this. this is unfair to her, blah blah blah. and how we should correct this social problem. like how the cleaners at the hawker centers and foodcourts should be paid equitably.
firstly freemarkets would shift back to equilibrium and it is too bad that equilibrium is at this level. of course this is not a perfect economy since there is imperfect information for most of these disadvantaged cleaners and there is an unequal relationship since firms can 'bully' staff into submission in the absence of a good union and what not. setting a price floor at like $700 might help this poor lady, but the supply of labor would outstrip their demand. firms would demand less and other cleaners might simply be unemployed. thus one might be helped at the expense of others. of course there is a dead weight loss but lets not consider this for the moment.
before we delve into any moral one-upping let's not forget to consider this from the point of view of a firm and the merit of the free market. since the market for cleaning (whatever you call it) is competitive being made up of price takers. To compete successfully one of the key components is productive efficiency. companies would want to seek to do more with less. in this case the cleaning company is thus in a position to maximise productive efficiency of one staff by making her work longer and at the same time decrease costs by paying her less. profit maximization is the goal of the company anyway.
even as we sympathise with her plight we must not forget that we, as individual agents together are the consumers in the economy, and to maximise our demands on a fixed income, we go for the cheapest substitutes. so we go to where we find the cheapest coffee the cheapest rice and whatnot. companies staying afloat have to compete in a race to drive their prices down and what better way to do that than cut on their own expenses. take the case of the typical cleaner in the foodcourt. his paypacket comes from his company which receives payment for his services from wherever he is cleaning. in the case of the foodcourt it then passes on to the consumers who share the burden in the cost of the food. now as consumers, barring the difference in taste and preference, we go to the cheapest store to maximise our enjoyment of our fixed income. so companies cannot afford to pay more to the cleaners since cleaners overheads would increase prices. so we have to share the guilt. yeah.
ultimately there are pitfalls in the system we are living in, but lets not be hypocrites like dilbert, who on one hand fight for minimum wages and rights of the sweatshop workers who make your nikes, and on the other continue purchasing nikes at cheaper and cheaper prices.
as much as i sympathize with her, i love capitalism. capitalism and its mental and spiritual comforts. and i hate elites.
not done anything important today.
just keep playing eagles and the beatles over and over again.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
spastic camp briefing
juz read don's post..as usual,complaining,cursing, and vulgarities..
but some parts r really true,like,say,the camp briefing s spastic..
hav to wake up damn early today..my god..its saturday,bro,i usual sleep until 10+..
rush to school cause i promise don to be there by 730..but at 725,i was still outside ri..
so decide to sms him to tell tt i gonna late..after i finished typing,he called in..
got scolded..so i ran all the way to school cateen...
attend the briefing,its really spastic,i fell asleep 20mins after the talk started..
elton woke me up...five mins later,i found elton sleeping soundly beside me..-.-"
im in the big group 1,and sub group 1A..
got siqi in my sub group..dom from chamber and the mr cap lynette..
generally its ok..but today the whole group s quite stone..
but the camp instructors r quite stupid..they say tt the camp help to bond the ccal and councillors together so that they can work easier next time..
but then during camp,we r not even having any activity as a batch..
all events r organized by big group..so the max ppl u can noe s only 20% of the ccal batch..
dumb..the briefing s naggy and draggy..
i guess its my 5th time listening to kayaking tips..
finished only by 2+..i was looking for don after the meeting,but i still got commz briefing and smo thingy..so he disappeared be4 i found him..
but later he called back and says he s in the f%^&ing canteen..
so i went there to look for him...
due to the time constrain,i had to go to eat lunch with other councillors,leaving him alone in the canteen to wait for his papa..
he smsed me later,complaining i abandon him.."councillor pro lah.."as quoted..
i thought i got another good friend like hj..it juz gonna sent me to hell..
hope he s not pissed..he should not..
cause he always says he dun care..haha..sorry,don..dun piss..
the afternoon traing s damn fun..i dun noe liqian s so funny..
his jokes r damn intellgent lah,juz like himself..
then we hav the flag rising learning session...noobs dun noe how to raise flag..
then i leaft council to go and meet my friends at singapore river for dinner..
a nice but tiring day..tmr still hav to wake up early..around 6+..
gotta sleep liao...gd nite,guys..:)
but some parts r really true,like,say,the camp briefing s spastic..
hav to wake up damn early today..my god..its saturday,bro,i usual sleep until 10+..
rush to school cause i promise don to be there by 730..but at 725,i was still outside ri..
so decide to sms him to tell tt i gonna late..after i finished typing,he called in..
got scolded..so i ran all the way to school cateen...
attend the briefing,its really spastic,i fell asleep 20mins after the talk started..
elton woke me up...five mins later,i found elton sleeping soundly beside me..-.-"
im in the big group 1,and sub group 1A..
got siqi in my sub group..dom from chamber and the mr cap lynette..
generally its ok..but today the whole group s quite stone..
but the camp instructors r quite stupid..they say tt the camp help to bond the ccal and councillors together so that they can work easier next time..
but then during camp,we r not even having any activity as a batch..
all events r organized by big group..so the max ppl u can noe s only 20% of the ccal batch..
dumb..the briefing s naggy and draggy..
i guess its my 5th time listening to kayaking tips..
finished only by 2+..i was looking for don after the meeting,but i still got commz briefing and smo thingy..so he disappeared be4 i found him..
but later he called back and says he s in the f%^&ing canteen..
so i went there to look for him...
due to the time constrain,i had to go to eat lunch with other councillors,leaving him alone in the canteen to wait for his papa..
he smsed me later,complaining i abandon him.."councillor pro lah.."as quoted..
i thought i got another good friend like hj..it juz gonna sent me to hell..
hope he s not pissed..he should not..
cause he always says he dun care..haha..sorry,don..dun piss..
the afternoon traing s damn fun..i dun noe liqian s so funny..
his jokes r damn intellgent lah,juz like himself..
then we hav the flag rising learning session...noobs dun noe how to raise flag..
then i leaft council to go and meet my friends at singapore river for dinner..
a nice but tiring day..tmr still hav to wake up early..around 6+..
gotta sleep liao...gd nite,guys..:)
Ballad of John and Yoko
Standing in the dock at Southampton,
Trying to get to Holland or France.
The man in the mac said,
"You've got to turn back".
You know they didn't even give us a chance.
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Finally made the plane into Paris,
Honey mooning down by the Seine.
Peter Brown called to say,
"You can make it O.K.,
You can get married in Gibraltar, near Spain".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Drove from Paris to the Amsterdam Hilton,
Talking in our beds for a week.
The newspapers said,
"Say what you doing in bed?"
I said, "We're only trying to get us some peace".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Saving up your money for a rainy day,
Giving all your clothes to charity.
Last night the wife said,"Oh boy, when you're dead
You don't take nothing with you
But your soul - think!"
Made a lightning trip to Vienna,
eating chocolate cake in a bag.
The newspapers said,
"She's gone to his head,
They look just like two gurus in drag".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Caught an early plane back to London.
Fifty acorns tied in a sack.
The men from the press said,
"We wish you success,
It's good to have the both of you back".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Trying to get to Holland or France.
The man in the mac said,
"You've got to turn back".
You know they didn't even give us a chance.
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Finally made the plane into Paris,
Honey mooning down by the Seine.
Peter Brown called to say,
"You can make it O.K.,
You can get married in Gibraltar, near Spain".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Drove from Paris to the Amsterdam Hilton,
Talking in our beds for a week.
The newspapers said,
"Say what you doing in bed?"
I said, "We're only trying to get us some peace".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Saving up your money for a rainy day,
Giving all your clothes to charity.
Last night the wife said,"Oh boy, when you're dead
You don't take nothing with you
But your soul - think!"
Made a lightning trip to Vienna,
eating chocolate cake in a bag.
The newspapers said,
"She's gone to his head,
They look just like two gurus in drag".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
Caught an early plane back to London.
Fifty acorns tied in a sack.
The men from the press said,
"We wish you success,
It's good to have the both of you back".
Christ you know it ain't easy,
You know how hard it can be.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
The way things are going
They're going to crucify me.
get over it
today i dragged myself to school for some stupid leadership challenge thing related to the ccal camp.
the model is quite dumb, what with service to the followers. leaders exist for the followers and not the other way round and whatever. in rj there exists 3 kinds of 'leaders', those who are there for fun, those who are there for the prestige and those who are hypocrites. helping others, serving others, save it. like anybody would actually serve others for the sake of serving others. i guess we just have to be content that whatever the motives others are served.
already the camp seems spastic to me. it just seems like obs all over again except it is shorter and somehow we need more stuff.
im in 5d, same major group as juanhe daniel wu kern wong and all the fun people. but the minor group is quite sad. only know jeremy and heard of junwei. yah.
some talks were just draggy and then some ccad councillor came to encourage us to go for match support and help them with their saigang. in the first place part of the councillorship is to do saigang. but i dunthink being ccal entails this. i might go with the fun ppl.
the dean of student development, dunno who she is, talked about some raffleswatchgroup thingy. walau like anybody would be bold enough to approach strangers and the probability of even getting one guy fawkes or cho seung hui among them. and they cant be so easy to catch if they have ulterior motives in mind.
went to turf city to eat
then came home. by then it was 4. read a bit of newspaper then i slept until now.
the model is quite dumb, what with service to the followers. leaders exist for the followers and not the other way round and whatever. in rj there exists 3 kinds of 'leaders', those who are there for fun, those who are there for the prestige and those who are hypocrites. helping others, serving others, save it. like anybody would actually serve others for the sake of serving others. i guess we just have to be content that whatever the motives others are served.
already the camp seems spastic to me. it just seems like obs all over again except it is shorter and somehow we need more stuff.
im in 5d, same major group as juanhe daniel wu kern wong and all the fun people. but the minor group is quite sad. only know jeremy and heard of junwei. yah.
some talks were just draggy and then some ccad councillor came to encourage us to go for match support and help them with their saigang. in the first place part of the councillorship is to do saigang. but i dunthink being ccal entails this. i might go with the fun ppl.
the dean of student development, dunno who she is, talked about some raffleswatchgroup thingy. walau like anybody would be bold enough to approach strangers and the probability of even getting one guy fawkes or cho seung hui among them. and they cant be so easy to catch if they have ulterior motives in mind.
went to turf city to eat
then came home. by then it was 4. read a bit of newspaper then i slept until now.
Friday, May 18, 2007
f*** physics spa
i screwed up my physics spa..
actually the spa itself is relatively easy,maybe because im well prepared with the question already..thx to ken..
however ppl dumb like me still make mistakes..im sure i got 3 anomalous points lah..it s like how shit..F!
damn pissed..i think i'll kill myself soon..sooner or later..
came for the council meeting late this morning..get my department allocation..
i got "chop"z d..haha..not bad lah..at least got pro ppl like liqian with me also..and got nice ppl like wee jin..
never eat breakfast cause i woke up late..so decide to buy bao to eat..
711 is f*&^ing sux..sell cold bao..and im the only dumb ppl go and purchase..
got stomachache after eating the rock-hard bao..
eco lecture s damn impt..cause its the only period in the morning i can use to mug physics spa..
and it also because im not sitting beside don..
if i sit beside him,my notes will surely filled with "BY" and "F U" after the lecture or tutorial..
i got 23 for physics test..don,the basket beat me again..
now i know how much effort i hav to put in to catch up liao..its like alot alot...
but ironically,i still remember i try to console him after the test cause he was damn sad and said he would flunk the test..im sure..24/25 is flunk...ok...dun trust him liao..
pe lecture s damn boring...3 of us eat sweets until got sore throat..
got shooting training afterwards..
selection today..60 shots...panic.
first card s damn nice...88pts..but sec one s damn sux..im sure 3 shots out of the black ring..
even more panic after the sec card..end up with 479/600...damn sux..
go to council room for welfare duty at 545pm..fill up my function form..
1st orientation,2nd take 5,3rd open house,4th grad nite
slack around in council room...meet jeremy,he asked me to go for dinner with him..so i agreed..
having dinner in j8..heard alot of funny stuff in ri from jeremy..
and took mrt back...damn tired now...
but still got ccal camp briefing tmr morning...
ok.should give myself a break..go and watch desperate housewife later...:)
actually the spa itself is relatively easy,maybe because im well prepared with the question already..thx to ken..
however ppl dumb like me still make mistakes..im sure i got 3 anomalous points lah..it s like how shit..F!
damn pissed..i think i'll kill myself soon..sooner or later..
came for the council meeting late this morning..get my department allocation..
i got "chop"z d..haha..not bad lah..at least got pro ppl like liqian with me also..and got nice ppl like wee jin..
never eat breakfast cause i woke up late..so decide to buy bao to eat..
711 is f*&^ing sux..sell cold bao..and im the only dumb ppl go and purchase..
got stomachache after eating the rock-hard bao..
eco lecture s damn impt..cause its the only period in the morning i can use to mug physics spa..
and it also because im not sitting beside don..
if i sit beside him,my notes will surely filled with "BY" and "F U" after the lecture or tutorial..
i got 23 for physics test..don,the basket beat me again..
now i know how much effort i hav to put in to catch up liao..its like alot alot...
but ironically,i still remember i try to console him after the test cause he was damn sad and said he would flunk the test..im sure..24/25 is flunk...ok...dun trust him liao..
pe lecture s damn boring...3 of us eat sweets until got sore throat..
got shooting training afterwards..
selection today..60 shots...panic.
first card s damn nice...88pts..but sec one s damn sux..im sure 3 shots out of the black ring..
even more panic after the sec card..end up with 479/600...damn sux..
go to council room for welfare duty at 545pm..fill up my function form..
1st orientation,2nd take 5,3rd open house,4th grad nite
slack around in council room...meet jeremy,he asked me to go for dinner with him..so i agreed..
having dinner in j8..heard alot of funny stuff in ri from jeremy..
and took mrt back...damn tired now...
but still got ccal camp briefing tmr morning...
ok.should give myself a break..go and watch desperate housewife later...:)
Karma Ketchup
today is a good day.
econs lecture was plain dumb. half the time he is talking crap. and anyway for econs you can argue anyway you like. its not like you cannot come up with anything better than those halfbaked ones. with the damn pathetic antithesis. and non-existent synthesis. something really spastic like, in the end, all factors contribute. what not.
pw was downright dumb. we might have hit a brickwall, but won't be as bad as the other groups. at least ours confirmed groundbreaker. sometimes i just wonder what other members think of. or are my crap sales pitches too successful.
chem was full of nonsense. he cracked some northpole joke and as usual people take it the racist way. haha. quite a good one.
physics SPA. today is the day and i didnt bring my pencil box. how zai is this. and so i survived on one pen one pencil and half an eraser courtesy of xueping and zhenan and whatever was provided. i dare say the spa was almost cakewalk. like ali said, and like what some 4p guy told me, can close my eyes and do. was left with like 20 mins when i finished everything including the graph, so faked somemore results so that the points cover the whole page. lol. hopefully didnt do anything stupid and get fullmarks. yeh.
got back physics test. ok lah. 24. actually quite an achievement for my standard. since my physics sucks and i totally couldnt catch tatleong. as in dunno what the fuck he was talking about. of course sengteck had to remind me that it is a damn simple test and those who dont get >20 should kill themselves. yeah.
econs tutorial was as usual a waste of time. pe was a lecture on water safety, which i slept thru or kachiaoed zhenan. haha.
went library talk some cock with juanhe and sengteck. heard lotsa scandalous stuff.
borrowed eagles and barry manilow to rip. reminds me of the spastic rape crap. haha.
econs lecture was plain dumb. half the time he is talking crap. and anyway for econs you can argue anyway you like. its not like you cannot come up with anything better than those halfbaked ones. with the damn pathetic antithesis. and non-existent synthesis. something really spastic like, in the end, all factors contribute. what not.
pw was downright dumb. we might have hit a brickwall, but won't be as bad as the other groups. at least ours confirmed groundbreaker. sometimes i just wonder what other members think of. or are my crap sales pitches too successful.
chem was full of nonsense. he cracked some northpole joke and as usual people take it the racist way. haha. quite a good one.
physics SPA. today is the day and i didnt bring my pencil box. how zai is this. and so i survived on one pen one pencil and half an eraser courtesy of xueping and zhenan and whatever was provided. i dare say the spa was almost cakewalk. like ali said, and like what some 4p guy told me, can close my eyes and do. was left with like 20 mins when i finished everything including the graph, so faked somemore results so that the points cover the whole page. lol. hopefully didnt do anything stupid and get fullmarks. yeh.
got back physics test. ok lah. 24. actually quite an achievement for my standard. since my physics sucks and i totally couldnt catch tatleong. as in dunno what the fuck he was talking about. of course sengteck had to remind me that it is a damn simple test and those who dont get >20 should kill themselves. yeah.
econs tutorial was as usual a waste of time. pe was a lecture on water safety, which i slept thru or kachiaoed zhenan. haha.
went library talk some cock with juanhe and sengteck. heard lotsa scandalous stuff.
borrowed eagles and barry manilow to rip. reminds me of the spastic rape crap. haha.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
hello hello where's the vertigo?
havn been bloggin in awhile n don's been bugging me to so here i am
nth much been happening these while
f1 to sg
etc etc
still havn found anyth useful to do with myself
juz waiting
anw recently i think ive got an affinity with money n ppl keep giving me extra
like that day at a food court bought coffee for my uncle n the man gave me change more than what i gave him
i know his coffee isnt the best in sg but still i wasnt expecting him to pay me to drink his coffee
bt still i return the money to him lah n when i did so he like dno wats happening but happily accept the money
talk abt externalities of buying one cup of coffee
then today went doc n gave 10 bux for 9.35 of medcine or drugs whatever u want to call it
somehow i got 6.65 in return
at least the cashier's response to me returning the 6 bux seemed more rational
she dint go jumping for joy arnd
bt instead realised her mistake and thanked me
maybe she could have given me like 10 bux in reward
but nvm u do things cuz u want to not because u want rewards
although in practice its easier said than done
like going for chinese lessons
at least today i tried
tried better than dun try rite
today's investiture was simply amazing
made me wonder what did zhenan stay back in sch so late so many times for
fell into holiday mood too early
like mayb one week ago or sth
n screwed up the econs test like shit
juz when i tot it couldnt get worse
sinking deeper into nothingness
mayb can start the aaron teoh award for people who somehow by a damn remote chance got lower than me for anything
anw its time to buck up buck up buck up
n now ive gotta start from zero again cuz totally nv listen to lectures
maths like somewhere arnd 4
phy cuz of the recent test now almost at forces
though the test tested til forces
as in juz skimmed through dynamics n forces
n can start exercising the award alr...
but starting from tmr can start from gp
then physics on friday
econs dno when but reckon i wont need to give anyone the award for that
seriously a piece of ununderstandable crap
as in really ununderstandable
spa friday chinese listening compre wednesday gp wednesday
hell of a last 2 weeks n im still slacking like never before
ok tts a lie since ive always been slacking
nth like nv before bt still shldnt be slacking with all this shit arnd rite
esp when ive screwed up my chem spa like shit alr not a good idea to screw up phy too
still nowhere here nor there
and not knowing me going where
nth much been happening these while
f1 to sg
etc etc
still havn found anyth useful to do with myself
juz waiting
anw recently i think ive got an affinity with money n ppl keep giving me extra
like that day at a food court bought coffee for my uncle n the man gave me change more than what i gave him
i know his coffee isnt the best in sg but still i wasnt expecting him to pay me to drink his coffee
bt still i return the money to him lah n when i did so he like dno wats happening but happily accept the money
talk abt externalities of buying one cup of coffee
then today went doc n gave 10 bux for 9.35 of medcine or drugs whatever u want to call it
somehow i got 6.65 in return
at least the cashier's response to me returning the 6 bux seemed more rational
she dint go jumping for joy arnd
bt instead realised her mistake and thanked me
maybe she could have given me like 10 bux in reward
but nvm u do things cuz u want to not because u want rewards
although in practice its easier said than done
like going for chinese lessons
at least today i tried
tried better than dun try rite
today's investiture was simply amazing
made me wonder what did zhenan stay back in sch so late so many times for
fell into holiday mood too early
like mayb one week ago or sth
n screwed up the econs test like shit
juz when i tot it couldnt get worse
sinking deeper into nothingness
mayb can start the aaron teoh award for people who somehow by a damn remote chance got lower than me for anything
anw its time to buck up buck up buck up
n now ive gotta start from zero again cuz totally nv listen to lectures
maths like somewhere arnd 4
phy cuz of the recent test now almost at forces
though the test tested til forces
as in juz skimmed through dynamics n forces
n can start exercising the award alr...
but starting from tmr can start from gp
then physics on friday
econs dno when but reckon i wont need to give anyone the award for that
seriously a piece of ununderstandable crap
as in really ununderstandable
spa friday chinese listening compre wednesday gp wednesday
hell of a last 2 weeks n im still slacking like never before
ok tts a lie since ive always been slacking
nth like nv before bt still shldnt be slacking with all this shit arnd rite
esp when ive screwed up my chem spa like shit alr not a good idea to screw up phy too
still nowhere here nor there
and not knowing me going where
hello hello where's the vertigo?
havn been bloggin in awhile n don's been bugging me to so here i am
nth much been happening these while
f1 to sg
etc etc
still havn found anyth useful to do with myself
juz waiting
anw recently i think ive got an affinity with money n ppl keep giving me extra
like that day at a food court bought coffee for my uncle n the man gave me change more than what i gave him
i know his coffee isnt the best in sg but still i wasnt expecting him to pay me to drink his coffee
bt still i return the money to him lah n when i did so he like dno wats happening but happily accept the money
talk abt externalities of buying one cup of coffee
then today went doc n gave 10 bux for 9.35 of medcine or drugs whatever u want to call it
somehow i got 6.65 in return
at least the cashier's response to me returning the 6 bux seemed more rational
she dint go jumping for joy arnd
bt instead realised her mistake and thanked me
maybe she could have given me like 10 bux in reward
but nvm u do things cuz u want to not because u want rewards
although in practice its easier said than done
like going for chinese lessons
at least today i tried
tried better than dun try rite
today's investiture was simply amazing
made me wonder what did zhenan stay back in sch so late so many times for
fell into holiday mood too early
like mayb one week ago or sth
n screwed up the econs test like shit
juz when i tot it couldnt get worse
sinking deeper into nothingness
mayb can start the aaron teoh award for people who somehow by a damn remote chance got lower than me for anything
anw its time to buck up buck up buck up
n now ive gotta start from zero again cuz totally nv listen to lectures
maths like somewhere arnd 4
phy cuz of the recent test now almost at forces
though the test tested til forces
as in juz skimmed through dynamics n forces
n can start exercising the award alr...
but starting from tmr can start from gp
then physics on friday
econs dno when but reckon i wont need to give anyone the award for that
seriously a piece of ununderstandable crap
as in really ununderstandable
spa friday chinese listening compre wednesday gp wednesday
hell of a last 2 weeks n im still slacking like never before
ok tts a lie since ive always been slacking
nth like nv before bt still shldnt be slacking with all this shit arnd rite
esp when ive screwed up my chem spa like shit alr not a good idea to screw up phy too
still nowhere here nor there
and not knowing me going where
nth much been happening these while
f1 to sg
etc etc
still havn found anyth useful to do with myself
juz waiting
anw recently i think ive got an affinity with money n ppl keep giving me extra
like that day at a food court bought coffee for my uncle n the man gave me change more than what i gave him
i know his coffee isnt the best in sg but still i wasnt expecting him to pay me to drink his coffee
bt still i return the money to him lah n when i did so he like dno wats happening but happily accept the money
talk abt externalities of buying one cup of coffee
then today went doc n gave 10 bux for 9.35 of medcine or drugs whatever u want to call it
somehow i got 6.65 in return
at least the cashier's response to me returning the 6 bux seemed more rational
she dint go jumping for joy arnd
bt instead realised her mistake and thanked me
maybe she could have given me like 10 bux in reward
but nvm u do things cuz u want to not because u want rewards
although in practice its easier said than done
like going for chinese lessons
at least today i tried
tried better than dun try rite
today's investiture was simply amazing
made me wonder what did zhenan stay back in sch so late so many times for
fell into holiday mood too early
like mayb one week ago or sth
n screwed up the econs test like shit
juz when i tot it couldnt get worse
sinking deeper into nothingness
mayb can start the aaron teoh award for people who somehow by a damn remote chance got lower than me for anything
anw its time to buck up buck up buck up
n now ive gotta start from zero again cuz totally nv listen to lectures
maths like somewhere arnd 4
phy cuz of the recent test now almost at forces
though the test tested til forces
as in juz skimmed through dynamics n forces
n can start exercising the award alr...
but starting from tmr can start from gp
then physics on friday
econs dno when but reckon i wont need to give anyone the award for that
seriously a piece of ununderstandable crap
as in really ununderstandable
spa friday chinese listening compre wednesday gp wednesday
hell of a last 2 weeks n im still slacking like never before
ok tts a lie since ive always been slacking
nth like nv before bt still shldnt be slacking with all this shit arnd rite
esp when ive screwed up my chem spa like shit alr not a good idea to screw up phy too
still nowhere here nor there
and not knowing me going where
Lesbian Love
Today I left school at 1530. Such days when the sun is still up as i start on my journey home are few and far between. on the train i saw a lesbian couple. they were in their uniform and they were hugging each other at the area near the door. could feel their intense passion. they were sharing their own world, between themselves, detached and happy.
and all around were people giving disapproving stares, shaking their heads and whatever.
what is wrong with the people?
i think they are jealous of the couple's boldness and their happiness. Seriously, they were not engaging in lewd acts or humping each other. they were just hugging each other at the waist.
if they are happy just let them be. there is no reason why they and their behavior should be frowned upon. on moral grounds, there are none, since they do not harm anybody in such an act. discount hurting their families since any action might bring about this consequence, like screwing someone much older or much younger, of a different religion or different race.
discount religious reasons, since one should never impose his religious beliefs on others. what makes you think your god is the right god and his teachings are the right teachings?
let them be happy.
today in chronology
pe was just waste time, played soccer on the curved part of the track since the field was muddy and chairs had already been placed in the hall for the bloody investiture which i would talk about later. there was totally no way to play ball, everyone just swarmed and hoped for an out much like line-outs in rugby to advance.
chem, got new tutor. a bit gh3i. i got gh3i chem tcher for last 2 years. lol. his pronunciation is a bit suck, but other then that he is a nice guy, and i actually understand what energetics is about. he distilled all the lectures over the month into a uniform idea and application. all other tutors should be like that, esp econs. at least get the facts right or dont confuse people.
gp was a waste of time. arguments are invalid and premises are unsound. the arguments were not cogent enough or did not even link to the question. the intention of the questions were perverted, ok, misintepreted, the language was bad. my english is set to get worse.
borrow VGA cable for recas.
council investiture. in the gallery.
it was draggy, with the speeches having more to do with leadership and not the council. the speakers were repetitive or discussed events we were not interested in at all.
we got a captain as GOH, like wtf. at least get someone more senior. a captain has not achieved much in his career anyway, fresh from school, a hair over 26, he still has much more ahead.
videos were crap, cheesy and whatnot. dance sucked and all.
quite negative cos the whole damn thing took upto 1415. totally killed my recas meeting. fk. walau quite impt lah this session must gather feedback. anyway meeting online at 2200 to discuss.
then slacked in library, zzn bring ny girls to tour
theni returned him his laptop and came home.
and slept.
and all around were people giving disapproving stares, shaking their heads and whatever.
what is wrong with the people?
i think they are jealous of the couple's boldness and their happiness. Seriously, they were not engaging in lewd acts or humping each other. they were just hugging each other at the waist.
if they are happy just let them be. there is no reason why they and their behavior should be frowned upon. on moral grounds, there are none, since they do not harm anybody in such an act. discount hurting their families since any action might bring about this consequence, like screwing someone much older or much younger, of a different religion or different race.
discount religious reasons, since one should never impose his religious beliefs on others. what makes you think your god is the right god and his teachings are the right teachings?
let them be happy.
today in chronology
pe was just waste time, played soccer on the curved part of the track since the field was muddy and chairs had already been placed in the hall for the bloody investiture which i would talk about later. there was totally no way to play ball, everyone just swarmed and hoped for an out much like line-outs in rugby to advance.
chem, got new tutor. a bit gh3i. i got gh3i chem tcher for last 2 years. lol. his pronunciation is a bit suck, but other then that he is a nice guy, and i actually understand what energetics is about. he distilled all the lectures over the month into a uniform idea and application. all other tutors should be like that, esp econs. at least get the facts right or dont confuse people.
gp was a waste of time. arguments are invalid and premises are unsound. the arguments were not cogent enough or did not even link to the question. the intention of the questions were perverted, ok, misintepreted, the language was bad. my english is set to get worse.
borrow VGA cable for recas.
council investiture. in the gallery.
it was draggy, with the speeches having more to do with leadership and not the council. the speakers were repetitive or discussed events we were not interested in at all.
we got a captain as GOH, like wtf. at least get someone more senior. a captain has not achieved much in his career anyway, fresh from school, a hair over 26, he still has much more ahead.
videos were crap, cheesy and whatnot. dance sucked and all.
quite negative cos the whole damn thing took upto 1415. totally killed my recas meeting. fk. walau quite impt lah this session must gather feedback. anyway meeting online at 2200 to discuss.
then slacked in library, zzn bring ny girls to tour
theni returned him his laptop and came home.
and slept.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Spirit of Ecstasy
I here apologize unreservedly to anyone who have been or might have been offended by my previous post. I have no intent to harm anyone, and I love PRCs. Just don't keep calling me that.
today on the way home i saw a woman on the train. i felt unsafe so i alighted at sembawang and waited for the next train. to prevent charges of sedition i shall not recount here.
US uni talk was quite informative and the speaker had a cool way of speaking. quite entertaining, anyways hopefully that idiot wont screw up my recommendations.
school was otherwise unspectacular today, whole day juz slack around, talk cock.
today on the way home i saw a woman on the train. i felt unsafe so i alighted at sembawang and waited for the next train. to prevent charges of sedition i shall not recount here.
US uni talk was quite informative and the speaker had a cool way of speaking. quite entertaining, anyways hopefully that idiot wont screw up my recommendations.
school was otherwise unspectacular today, whole day juz slack around, talk cock.
Monday, May 14, 2007
For the (removed) Last Time
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econs tomorrow. i actually mugged for econs. spent 2 hrs in the library and did my tutorial. what the f*ck, don actually did his econs tutorial. anyways, hopefully i get a satisfactory score, so that it be equitable with the effort i have putten in. so that the MPC=MPB, where B is the satisfaction i would get from getting a good grade, maybe a B. externalities whatever.
n pw is screwed up. obviously someone is trying to screw me up. give me such a ct, such tutors, condemned me to the shit im in.
whoever you are f*ck you.
and tomorrow i have to go to school myself.
and i got the Beatles #1.
econs tomorrow. i actually mugged for econs. spent 2 hrs in the library and did my tutorial. what the f*ck, don actually did his econs tutorial. anyways, hopefully i get a satisfactory score, so that it be equitable with the effort i have putten in. so that the MPC=MPB, where B is the satisfaction i would get from getting a good grade, maybe a B. externalities whatever.
n pw is screwed up. obviously someone is trying to screw me up. give me such a ct, such tutors, condemned me to the shit im in.
whoever you are f*ck you.
and tomorrow i have to go to school myself.
and i got the Beatles #1.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
wasting life.
wake up only at 10 sth..
then go for table tennis competition..obviously im not playing,but im one of the organizers..
wasting the whole afternoon at the counter,giving out gifts..
trying to understand eco notes..fall asleep half way..
trying to design the class t..end up with sth too prc..
go and buy lock..woalo..so ex..piss me off..
then my friend treat me to eat jap food at yichiba or sth..cannot remember:(
the food not nice at all..but she still spent 40+..haha..
juz came back and found tt my email box got exploded by the council mails again..heck!
ppl got nth else to do?so tired...still ahv to mug eco later..and finish assignment 4b..
got chapel now..gtg.bye
then go for table tennis competition..obviously im not playing,but im one of the organizers..
wasting the whole afternoon at the counter,giving out gifts..
trying to understand eco notes..fall asleep half way..
trying to design the class t..end up with sth too prc..
go and buy lock..woalo..so ex..piss me off..
then my friend treat me to eat jap food at yichiba or sth..cannot remember:(
the food not nice at all..but she still spent 40+..haha..
juz came back and found tt my email box got exploded by the council mails again..heck!
ppl got nth else to do?so tired...still ahv to mug eco later..and finish assignment 4b..
got chapel now..gtg.bye
P=MC
MSC=MSB
walau econs is starting to not make any sense to me.
just look thru my notes and i realize that this is going to be my worst chapter for econs. totally dont understand why P=MC is equitable. apparently if u charge for streetlighting, which is non rivalrous in consumption the quantity used will drop below the socially optimal level. walau liddat then everything should also be free mah.
aiyah. still got tmr to go mug econs.
going out for dinner.
walau econs is starting to not make any sense to me.
just look thru my notes and i realize that this is going to be my worst chapter for econs. totally dont understand why P=MC is equitable. apparently if u charge for streetlighting, which is non rivalrous in consumption the quantity used will drop below the socially optimal level. walau liddat then everything should also be free mah.
aiyah. still got tmr to go mug econs.
going out for dinner.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
call it a day
feel guilty tt i didn't spam the blog yesterday..
so before i sleep today,leave my print here..
i went to watch movie with ruijie today..spidey.
aar,tt bastard,says only wanna play pool and refuse our invitation..
don,the fag,juz like usual,say he s busy over the weekend..ppl living in high class,hav diff life style from poor ppl like me..sad..(maybe he spent the time dating,hell knows)
anyways,the movie s okay...
rj found it extremely toughing and moving..he says he felt like crying everytime he see spidey fly...my god!!!!!!!!
think i got influenced by don and aar already...too manly lah!feel the movie s so stupid..while rj keep emoing and phrasing the movie for the music and storyline..
afterall,todays a good day...
invest coming soon..i spent 79 dollars on my leather shoe..
wad the f**k
so before i sleep today,leave my print here..
i went to watch movie with ruijie today..spidey.
aar,tt bastard,says only wanna play pool and refuse our invitation..
don,the fag,juz like usual,say he s busy over the weekend..ppl living in high class,hav diff life style from poor ppl like me..sad..(maybe he spent the time dating,hell knows)
anyways,the movie s okay...
rj found it extremely toughing and moving..he says he felt like crying everytime he see spidey fly...my god!!!!!!!!
think i got influenced by don and aar already...too manly lah!feel the movie s so stupid..while rj keep emoing and phrasing the movie for the music and storyline..
afterall,todays a good day...
invest coming soon..i spent 79 dollars on my leather shoe..
wad the f**k
If I tell you twice, then I won't be so nice
If you keep comin back, that only means you know you lost the fight
nice lyrics.
anyways yesterdays was a shit days. pw was the shit. haha. damn funny.
physics was just blah
and
i couldnt understand no shit
during them econs and chem lecture
econs tute as usual i dont giv a f**k
PE was violent floorball where we show how pro we class be.
slacked then went to cck to continue slacking.
today was the bomb
f**k immigratns (i know they got some new name but i dont care) got so many f**kin ppl. walau. even then like half the counters remain closed. im sure la. wad kinda shit is this. we pay taxes leh. then got some prc wanna cut some queue. i say no.
then my number got skipped, and i say f**k. lucky the person before me agreed tt my number was skipped, so the lanjiau at the counter did the rubberstamping for me. she confirm stamp wrongly lah, mine got extended to 2014. how pro is tt. and i think the date is arbitrary, like mine is 22/10, some ppl get 19/6 or some shit. not my prob tho. haha.
nice lyrics.
anyways yesterdays was a shit days. pw was the shit. haha. damn funny.
physics was just blah
and
i couldnt understand no shit
during them econs and chem lecture
econs tute as usual i dont giv a f**k
PE was violent floorball where we show how pro we class be.
slacked then went to cck to continue slacking.
today was the bomb
f**k immigratns (i know they got some new name but i dont care) got so many f**kin ppl. walau. even then like half the counters remain closed. im sure la. wad kinda shit is this. we pay taxes leh. then got some prc wanna cut some queue. i say no.
then my number got skipped, and i say f**k. lucky the person before me agreed tt my number was skipped, so the lanjiau at the counter did the rubberstamping for me. she confirm stamp wrongly lah, mine got extended to 2014. how pro is tt. and i think the date is arbitrary, like mine is 22/10, some ppl get 19/6 or some shit. not my prob tho. haha.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Bad day?
actually,i was not really pissed by him...i thought tt one day he would juz turn to me and shoot me down..but i never thought he started the fire so early..
but wadever..it did not ruin my day..not because im thick skin,nor because of the console from don..but its juz simply because i dun really care..
physics is quite ok...
i spent the last 10 mins or so watching rj rashing his 2nd question..
it was enjoyable..juz hope my result won't be screwed up juz because i never check my work..
the council rehearsal is tiring..dun understand wad i really achieved after the whole afternoon + night trying to get the perfect seating arrangement..
anyways,the video taking part at the last was really fun..u will see it during the real invest..
then i went to s11 with the prc scholars..they r all from chinese society..
i really doubt am i still a prc scholar?its so odd,they hav their common topic which i dun understand at all..
i dun hav the scholars' fantastic results,
i dun hav very close friends among the scholars,
i dun even hav the common topic with them...
sort of wired,to be in the middle of the locals and the scholars..
the local see me as a scholar,the scholars see me too close to the local..
sigh..life is tough...
but wadever..it did not ruin my day..not because im thick skin,nor because of the console from don..but its juz simply because i dun really care..
physics is quite ok...
i spent the last 10 mins or so watching rj rashing his 2nd question..
it was enjoyable..juz hope my result won't be screwed up juz because i never check my work..
the council rehearsal is tiring..dun understand wad i really achieved after the whole afternoon + night trying to get the perfect seating arrangement..
anyways,the video taking part at the last was really fun..u will see it during the real invest..
then i went to s11 with the prc scholars..they r all from chinese society..
i really doubt am i still a prc scholar?its so odd,they hav their common topic which i dun understand at all..
i dun hav the scholars' fantastic results,
i dun hav very close friends among the scholars,
i dun even hav the common topic with them...
sort of wired,to be in the middle of the locals and the scholars..
the local see me as a scholar,the scholars see me too close to the local..
sigh..life is tough...
u make me feel like
something. haha. left school around 430, in time to meet the 3rd lang ri boys. they were like happilife, telling all sorts of jokes, politically correct or otherwise. how i miss the good old days.
when everyone can take jokes
when everyone was happier
when everyone was more matured
jc has changed everything.
physics was quite ok. maybe i can get double digits. yeah. that would be equitable to the enormous effort i have put in over the past, um, day? i did all my tutorials till forces ok.
as usual tt bastard fucked around. cos they went to buy some foods, then he just pms-ed and all tt shit. he is a fucker. dont care about him. anyway he is successfully showing more and more bias. pity scholars think he is good.
slacked in the library before sengteck came along.
as usual he suaned me.
then i came home.
status report:
physics- at forces tutorial
chemistry- at chemical bonding
math- at tutorial 4A (even though she has gone thru 4B already)
econs- i never do tutorials
huge backlog waiting to be cleared. but i don't care. haha. hate me.
physics was ok.
when everyone can take jokes
when everyone was happier
when everyone was more matured
jc has changed everything.
physics was quite ok. maybe i can get double digits. yeah. that would be equitable to the enormous effort i have put in over the past, um, day? i did all my tutorials till forces ok.
as usual tt bastard fucked around. cos they went to buy some foods, then he just pms-ed and all tt shit. he is a fucker. dont care about him. anyway he is successfully showing more and more bias. pity scholars think he is good.
slacked in the library before sengteck came along.
as usual he suaned me.
then i came home.
status report:
physics- at forces tutorial
chemistry- at chemical bonding
math- at tutorial 4A (even though she has gone thru 4B already)
econs- i never do tutorials
huge backlog waiting to be cleared. but i don't care. haha. hate me.
physics was ok.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
tired
today s a tiring day..
really dun wanna mug physics already..
but dun want to flunk it..
anyway,all the best for the test...dudes.
i promise i gonna sleep be4 10pm tonite.
really dun wanna mug physics already..
but dun want to flunk it..
anyway,all the best for the test...dudes.
i promise i gonna sleep be4 10pm tonite.
of purple bark, silver leaves and green flowers
update on the loser.
well he has progressively gotten more detestable yeh.
apologia. haha. what the fuck. good job. make more people hate
then they will own u. karma. u freak. karma u fen****. haha
all who oppose me, die!
anyway some basket think he damn smart, use all sorts of cheem words. whoa nnced. at least please read and understand the fucking argument before using ur super superior vocab.
and lotsa ppl in class love portmanteaus.
recas risk was fun. and hq was mean in his last session. and mich is tk.
and im going to fail physics tomorrow.
well he has progressively gotten more detestable yeh.
apologia. haha. what the fuck. good job. make more people hate
then they will own u. karma. u freak. karma u fen****. haha
all who oppose me, die!
anyway some basket think he damn smart, use all sorts of cheem words. whoa nnced. at least please read and understand the fucking argument before using ur super superior vocab.
and lotsa ppl in class love portmanteaus.
recas risk was fun. and hq was mean in his last session. and mich is tk.
and im going to fail physics tomorrow.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
by zhenan
im too noob ...
11/25 for econs..
14/25 for maths...never score full marks for bonus...
im juz too suck..
everyday got bullied by kids 2 yrs younger than me..
everyday got notes drawn..
everyday hav to apologize to some bastard although im the one pissed off..
too wuss liao..
gotta stand up and fight for my own right!heehee..
(communist style)
11/25 for econs..
14/25 for maths...never score full marks for bonus...
im juz too suck..
everyday got bullied by kids 2 yrs younger than me..
everyday got notes drawn..
everyday hav to apologize to some bastard although im the one pissed off..
too wuss liao..
gotta stand up and fight for my own right!heehee..
(communist style)
pull me out
of the wreck.
my math test results can be encapsulated in one word. F*ck. 15/25 is a really noob mark. got totally thrashed by all the pros and the noobs. it feels especially screwed up when all the mistakes are careless mistakes. or kinks or graphs that touch the asymptote. must buck up already.
the rest of the day was largely uninteresting.
on pw. i think i like my grp. its qte pro.
as in when you compare wif them other groups.
at least we is gng somewhere.
at least we is doing work.
we have moved a distance. in the direction of the force. the right force.
went library. didnt mug. talked cock, vandalized zn hand
anyways u die, zzn. u muz die.
hah.
that's all.
tomorrow, i shall make a speech,
tomorrow, i shall make a speech,
tomorrow, i shall make a speech.
repetition lah. how pro. is this. this is.
thursday i shall take physics. or is it will. better be good, or else, to quote yiheng, slash.
my math test results can be encapsulated in one word. F*ck. 15/25 is a really noob mark. got totally thrashed by all the pros and the noobs. it feels especially screwed up when all the mistakes are careless mistakes. or kinks or graphs that touch the asymptote. must buck up already.
the rest of the day was largely uninteresting.
on pw. i think i like my grp. its qte pro.
as in when you compare wif them other groups.
at least we is gng somewhere.
at least we is doing work.
we have moved a distance. in the direction of the force. the right force.
went library. didnt mug. talked cock, vandalized zn hand
anyways u die, zzn. u muz die.
hah.
that's all.
tomorrow, i shall make a speech,
tomorrow, i shall make a speech,
tomorrow, i shall make a speech.
repetition lah. how pro. is this. this is.
thursday i shall take physics. or is it will. better be good, or else, to quote yiheng, slash.
Monday, May 7, 2007
On Econs, On CIP, On the Fen, on the shit
my blogger is still screwed up.
school today was quite crap.
first up was the fna, where basically he managed to attitude more ppl.
basically he can defeat himself. that faggot. that fna.
physics was ok.
break was the shit, dropped teh peng all over the floor. haha. luckily zzn got the cleaner to clean up the teh peng. walau 70c. nvm should be more careful next time.
went library, sort of class outing.
chem prac was tutorial, was the shit. dunno wad she was tokin bout. o the chem tutor is finally back. dunno whyhe can break for half a yr. maybe cos he on maternity.
chem lecture was the shit. dunno wad he was tokin bout. gotta pay more attn and read up on the chapter.
econs was the shit. 13 walau damn embarrassing la. what kind of noob gets this kinda mark. hy got 16. even tho i din mug, i think i deserve more la. then she say what, if she see gives the paper mark as a whole. like wtf. anyway my first qn got 3, but i dun see how my points are worse than her antithesis, which was so forced it was hard to accept. 2nd qn i got 10, but i think qte pathetic, she wanted to give me more. aiyah nvm. but alot of ppl owning me now. muz mug for CTs heheh.
aft went canteen to eat. lol. aar's pw grp is the proness. changing topic. i think they pissed wif me cos they think i exert undue influence on him. anyway i went library read a bit of stuff, do some phy with aar, then aft zzn finished shooting went to canteen talkcock and the cip. which was the shit.
the fna came over. faggot wearing some faggot shit clothes. faggot. haha. faggot. faggy faggot.
school today was quite crap.
first up was the fna, where basically he managed to attitude more ppl.
basically he can defeat himself. that faggot. that fna.
physics was ok.
break was the shit, dropped teh peng all over the floor. haha. luckily zzn got the cleaner to clean up the teh peng. walau 70c. nvm should be more careful next time.
went library, sort of class outing.
chem prac was tutorial, was the shit. dunno wad she was tokin bout. o the chem tutor is finally back. dunno whyhe can break for half a yr. maybe cos he on maternity.
chem lecture was the shit. dunno wad he was tokin bout. gotta pay more attn and read up on the chapter.
econs was the shit. 13 walau damn embarrassing la. what kind of noob gets this kinda mark. hy got 16. even tho i din mug, i think i deserve more la. then she say what, if she see gives the paper mark as a whole. like wtf. anyway my first qn got 3, but i dun see how my points are worse than her antithesis, which was so forced it was hard to accept. 2nd qn i got 10, but i think qte pathetic, she wanted to give me more. aiyah nvm. but alot of ppl owning me now. muz mug for CTs heheh.
aft went canteen to eat. lol. aar's pw grp is the proness. changing topic. i think they pissed wif me cos they think i exert undue influence on him. anyway i went library read a bit of stuff, do some phy with aar, then aft zzn finished shooting went to canteen talkcock and the cip. which was the shit.
the fna came over. faggot wearing some faggot shit clothes. faggot. haha. faggot. faggy faggot.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Die You!
yeah you!
die die die
die die die
die die die
even if i dont get you today, i would get you tomorrow, even if i dont get you tomorrow i would get you the day after, and even if i dont get you then, i would get you one day. i promise.
no one treats me with impunity.
anyway if you have yet to realize, you might have wont the battle, but you have lost the war.
the war of hearts
the war of minds
loser.
--------
Anyhow things are looking better. in a separate issue, we've patched up and reconciled. like friends should. let's hope for a better age!
die die die
die die die
die die die
even if i dont get you today, i would get you tomorrow, even if i dont get you tomorrow i would get you the day after, and even if i dont get you then, i would get you one day. i promise.
no one treats me with impunity.
anyway if you have yet to realize, you might have wont the battle, but you have lost the war.
the war of hearts
the war of minds
loser.
--------
Anyhow things are looking better. in a separate issue, we've patched up and reconciled. like friends should. let's hope for a better age!
mug
physics lecture test s around the corner..
aar rj and i spent yesterday mugging...in fact,rj s only one tt s mugging...
i spent the 1st half of the day in the dark room and searching 'useful' stuff..
and i found a set of file divider labelled in tamil...so aar and i decide to keep them..
in the afternoon,while rj s mugging,i was stoning,helping aar solve dynamics,and smsing don using aar's handphone..(my hp no bat)
basket don,enjoy buffet at suntec!
later aar and i went to library and discuss abt our cip project...
and i left around 530 to bugis...meeting my vs friend for steam boat..
the dinner last around 3 hrs!
and finally, i decided to go to bugis junction to buy a new watch as my old one was spoilt.(i forget to take it out from my pocket when i do my laundry and the poor watch swim in the washing machine for 1.5 hrs.)
but the shops were all closed...
juz read don's previous post..seems a little bit down..
dunno..the whole world juz screwed up..but wish us happiness..
gotta mug now...still got meeting in the afternoon..sigh
aar rj and i spent yesterday mugging...in fact,rj s only one tt s mugging...
i spent the 1st half of the day in the dark room and searching 'useful' stuff..
and i found a set of file divider labelled in tamil...so aar and i decide to keep them..
in the afternoon,while rj s mugging,i was stoning,helping aar solve dynamics,and smsing don using aar's handphone..(my hp no bat)
basket don,enjoy buffet at suntec!
later aar and i went to library and discuss abt our cip project...
and i left around 530 to bugis...meeting my vs friend for steam boat..
the dinner last around 3 hrs!
and finally, i decided to go to bugis junction to buy a new watch as my old one was spoilt.(i forget to take it out from my pocket when i do my laundry and the poor watch swim in the washing machine for 1.5 hrs.)
but the shops were all closed...
juz read don's previous post..seems a little bit down..
dunno..the whole world juz screwed up..but wish us happiness..
gotta mug now...still got meeting in the afternoon..sigh
Saturday, May 5, 2007
carpe diem
and stop making fun of me
my blogger is screwed up. anyways wish me luck. need to keep my post. heh.
my blogger is screwed up. anyways wish me luck. need to keep my post. heh.
Friday, May 4, 2007
Thursday, May 3, 2007
a censored code
juz piss someone off..
gd nite,dude...
(shit, i spent the entire night watching desperate housewife,never do any work even though i got physics test next week...guilty)
sorry.
gd nite,dude...
(shit, i spent the entire night watching desperate housewife,never do any work even though i got physics test next week...guilty)
sorry.
to anything tt mattered...
...and for heaven's sake
i dont take this bullshit as food on my dinner platter
interpret it anyway you want
anyway
forgive and forget
right?
sometimes u c where people are
wonder why they're there
there's always a reason for an end
sometimes we're so caught up with chasing the truth
and eradicating the not only half truths but the negative truths too
those baseless and senseless comments
with nothing but evidence built from thin air
add a cloud, mayb
tt we forget to take a step back and mayb try to sympathize
giving them their way for ur better tmr
anw
also
on to sth else
i know its impossible to stop name calling totally
so plz stop getting pissed cuz we're all getting it and not getting pissed
so i dun c y u shld get so pissed
and what pisses me off is u getting pissed abt it
furthermore
we were not the ones who started it
and now we're attempted to end it so plz stop getting pissed ok?
im trying hard not to get pissed writing this part here so u too ok?
for everyone's sake
thanks
we all love you
haha
get happy and going and dont dwell on it
dont juz bury it, burn it
cheers
and to all
stop
take a step back
and stop anything u've found to be senseless all long too
nothing about pride
nothing about dignity
just about true friendships taken to heart
nth said abt ppl who all along intended to piss
jealousy and whatsnots
the world's round
try shooting ur arrow harder and hope it'll hit u
i dont take this bullshit as food on my dinner platter
interpret it anyway you want
anyway
forgive and forget
right?
sometimes u c where people are
wonder why they're there
there's always a reason for an end
sometimes we're so caught up with chasing the truth
and eradicating the not only half truths but the negative truths too
those baseless and senseless comments
with nothing but evidence built from thin air
add a cloud, mayb
tt we forget to take a step back and mayb try to sympathize
giving them their way for ur better tmr
anw
also
on to sth else
i know its impossible to stop name calling totally
so plz stop getting pissed cuz we're all getting it and not getting pissed
so i dun c y u shld get so pissed
and what pisses me off is u getting pissed abt it
furthermore
we were not the ones who started it
and now we're attempted to end it so plz stop getting pissed ok?
im trying hard not to get pissed writing this part here so u too ok?
for everyone's sake
thanks
we all love you
haha
get happy and going and dont dwell on it
dont juz bury it, burn it
cheers
and to all
stop
take a step back
and stop anything u've found to be senseless all long too
nothing about pride
nothing about dignity
just about true friendships taken to heart
nth said abt ppl who all along intended to piss
jealousy and whatsnots
the world's round
try shooting ur arrow harder and hope it'll hit u
clean up ur shit and buzz off
okok now thers pretty much shit going on arnd for pretty much everyone
over the most miniscule pieces of childish shit to the most complex and bullshit moz wld have ever heard
ok mayb the complex stuff arnt tt complex
and bloody hell we're not going to stay like tis arnt we
so juz clean up ur childish shit and stfu
u look for trouble and we gave it to you
you cant take it so we took it back
and what do you want now
ok so far i think i quite neutral although not very neutral
its relative rite?
ok so basically its jus time for everyone to juz stop, drop and roll.
no, juz joking,
but for heaven's sake dont act like a fool
wish you'd juz take a fucking step back and look at this objectively
had given u too much room and all u'd done is to make the fool out of us
we're bad
we're evil
we're the villians
ok
what does that make you then?
for ur sanity's sake drop all of this, k?
no hard feelings but serious all this shit's pissing everyone off unnecessarily
tot i'd b able to abstain frm vulgarities bt sorry dun think i'd get my pt across
and it's not juz you only tis's out to
over the most miniscule pieces of childish shit to the most complex and bullshit moz wld have ever heard
ok mayb the complex stuff arnt tt complex
and bloody hell we're not going to stay like tis arnt we
so juz clean up ur childish shit and stfu
u look for trouble and we gave it to you
you cant take it so we took it back
and what do you want now
ok so far i think i quite neutral although not very neutral
its relative rite?
ok so basically its jus time for everyone to juz stop, drop and roll.
no, juz joking,
but for heaven's sake dont act like a fool
wish you'd juz take a fucking step back and look at this objectively
had given u too much room and all u'd done is to make the fool out of us
we're bad
we're evil
we're the villians
ok
what does that make you then?
for ur sanity's sake drop all of this, k?
no hard feelings but serious all this shit's pissing everyone off unnecessarily
tot i'd b able to abstain frm vulgarities bt sorry dun think i'd get my pt across
and it's not juz you only tis's out to
If you're a f*n*a*
then look here, cos this is directed at you.
you suck.
you have been screwing around. and i we, if i can speak for *** ****** ** ** **** ****** have had enough.
just that we forgive you, cos you're but a wuss. if you were so smart so talented so good, you wouldnt be in this shit you call a calling.
actually its not that i dont want revenge, but people like you are timebombs waiting to explode. and someone can do the dirty job. i dont like sticky situations and i dont deal with lowdown stuff. i believe in karma or someone else will do the job.
nemo me impune lacessit, but that is for my equals. youre not. i can forgive cos of ur pathetic state. but i wont forget. watch out.
you suck.
you have been screwing around. and i we, if i can speak for *** ****** ** ** **** ****** have had enough.
just that we forgive you, cos you're but a wuss. if you were so smart so talented so good, you wouldnt be in this shit you call a calling.
actually its not that i dont want revenge, but people like you are timebombs waiting to explode. and someone can do the dirty job. i dont like sticky situations and i dont deal with lowdown stuff. i believe in karma or someone else will do the job.
nemo me impune lacessit, but that is for my equals. youre not. i can forgive cos of ur pathetic state. but i wont forget. watch out.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
how was your labour day?
1/05/07.12pm.ruijie smsed saying tt he'll look for me arnd 3, and reminded me not to be wasting time meanwhile.timely advice, given tt i was just at breakfast.
but of courz, i still wasted the time away.
by the time he called was like falling asleep alr bt still agreed to meet up
hardly got past 2 chinese passages in 2 hrs spendin much time in btwn dozing off.
1st passage was like done in 10 mins
2nd was like an hr
but still some work better than no work rite?
then 630 so dinner and back
brainiac was dumb yesterday
the jam thingy on the bodies was like a very biased experiment
everyone of different hairiness
of couz diff amt of time the stuff stick on them lah
and the washing machine one was like totally dumb
cuz they say nv put alkaline metals in the washing machine
but juz to prove it they used potassium, apparently pure
but like, wtf, potassium explodes with just about everything?
its like showing u sth black to prove that all colours are dark
or using a lamborghini to prove that all cars are fast
mayb wasnt in a totally good mood tts y everything seemed to suck
bt live from abbey road was better than the last time i watched it
n this was like the second time only cuz my mum doesnt want me up so late for a good reason n like as expected today wasnt up at the earliest of times
flrballs for pe
as usual suck at everything
esp this type of ball-on-floor-shoot-into-a-goal games
always end up getting all the way to the otherside but not being able to get the ball btwn the posts juz bcuz i cant look up to c where the hell the goal posts are
suck at sports
bt anw pass napfa can alr
other things can heck
tmr n fri gonna b the two sucky days with breaks very late
like they suck
and suck
the two worst days in the week
and to make friday worse is pe late in the aftnn
for no reason apparent to me
only consolation being tt friday pe has been consistently cancelled
sux
third bus
buy lychee
don damn vulgar
so from now 'don' shall be a vulgarity too
don don don
oh shit i damn vulgar
ok i think im damn stressed tts y so vulgar
so i shall go sleep now
gdnite!
but of courz, i still wasted the time away.
by the time he called was like falling asleep alr bt still agreed to meet up
hardly got past 2 chinese passages in 2 hrs spendin much time in btwn dozing off.
1st passage was like done in 10 mins
2nd was like an hr
but still some work better than no work rite?
then 630 so dinner and back
brainiac was dumb yesterday
the jam thingy on the bodies was like a very biased experiment
everyone of different hairiness
of couz diff amt of time the stuff stick on them lah
and the washing machine one was like totally dumb
cuz they say nv put alkaline metals in the washing machine
but juz to prove it they used potassium, apparently pure
but like, wtf, potassium explodes with just about everything?
its like showing u sth black to prove that all colours are dark
or using a lamborghini to prove that all cars are fast
mayb wasnt in a totally good mood tts y everything seemed to suck
bt live from abbey road was better than the last time i watched it
n this was like the second time only cuz my mum doesnt want me up so late for a good reason n like as expected today wasnt up at the earliest of times
flrballs for pe
as usual suck at everything
esp this type of ball-on-floor-shoot-into-a-goal games
always end up getting all the way to the otherside but not being able to get the ball btwn the posts juz bcuz i cant look up to c where the hell the goal posts are
suck at sports
bt anw pass napfa can alr
other things can heck
tmr n fri gonna b the two sucky days with breaks very late
like they suck
and suck
the two worst days in the week
and to make friday worse is pe late in the aftnn
for no reason apparent to me
only consolation being tt friday pe has been consistently cancelled
sux
third bus
buy lychee
don damn vulgar
so from now 'don' shall be a vulgarity too
don don don
oh shit i damn vulgar
ok i think im damn stressed tts y so vulgar
so i shall go sleep now
gdnite!
milo...
today,i went to squash girls final for match support at kallang..
once again,we won the game over hci...how many times already..
my first time watching really squash game..but the game turned out a bit boring..
cause we r simply juz too pro...
after the game,we were supposed to go and support another soft ball game juz next door..
but i skipped..cause i wanna go back to hostel to watch the wussy desperate housewife..(as don said.)
after spending almost the entire night in front of my laptop watching, eating...i decided to go online and check out my email!
Hell!its juz one day tt i never check my inbox-100 new mails!! f*&^..
anyways...i really want a cup of milo today...but did not manage to get one..
i really like the taste...the sweetness and the colour..
haha...heehee...maybe got a cup of tea instead...
ok...hope u all enjoy ur life...gd nite,dude.
once again,we won the game over hci...how many times already..
my first time watching really squash game..but the game turned out a bit boring..
cause we r simply juz too pro...
after the game,we were supposed to go and support another soft ball game juz next door..
but i skipped..cause i wanna go back to hostel to watch the wussy desperate housewife..(as don said.)
after spending almost the entire night in front of my laptop watching, eating...i decided to go online and check out my email!
Hell!its juz one day tt i never check my inbox-100 new mails!! f*&^..
anyways...i really want a cup of milo today...but did not manage to get one..
i really like the taste...the sweetness and the colour..
haha...heehee...maybe got a cup of tea instead...
ok...hope u all enjoy ur life...gd nite,dude.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
fkspa
screwed up. overshot.
m*ll*w p*rr*dge turns to dr**k
argh. minus marks. fk.
j*st in c*se.
the p*pette i hate
the b*rette i f'kin hate
the spa i detest
m*ll*w p*rr*dge turns to dr**k
argh. minus marks. fk.
j*st in c*se.
the p*pette i hate
the b*rette i f'kin hate
the spa i detest
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