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i am going to pia. ya. going to gives it all ive got, what ive got to rape eti. make sure i get chosen for pltn sgt course. then i will gets lots of $$$. hahaha. trying to sleep n slack through ns isnt really working well. for the first time in my life i thought i was going to spend 2 years with little goal and nothing to work hard for. i am already getting numb from the lack of challenge. i think this yearning to rape comes from within.

but my piahing is contingent upon combat engineers not having soc as a requirement. ha. fk. if its a requirement to pass course then u will see me doin cos duties everyday until i become an admin spec. lol.

tomorrow i is see specialist at mt elisabeth for me knee. i hears this doctor has confidence to downgrade me. good.

next week foreign affairs informal discussion.