when i'm not around

life in sispec isnt soo bad actually.

you dont get turned out like everyday's sunday like what happens in ocs. you dont get rcp as easily.

you dont have to run after a tank like the armored infantry troopers.

you dont have to do a 4km mopp 4 run like cbrd or isit cbre.

probably only the the pes c/e and ooc dudes are living it up better. sispec is generally slack.and to some extent quite fun.

but i hate staying outfield.
and i dont want to navigate around tekong and get lost.

i dont want to be the flying dutchman of tekong.

and i dont want to get heat rash and a fungal dick.

please help me, God.