nostalgia

yesterday was my last day in camp before i ord. went back for ord ffi, which took me the whole morning and a bit of the afternoon because the doctor needed to clear the report sick cases and the medics had no courtesy to inform the ffi guys that our ffis will get pushed back until the last report sick case is seen. which is completely ridiculous but as soldiers we all accept this nonsense. i have never waited any longer for my medical appointment.

luckily the indian reservist doctor was really nice and friendly, so my day was not completely ruined. and i was very focused in chasing down signatures and i returned books to tds and stuff, so now all i am left with is the champions signature because he was hospitalized for asthma. really chaokeng regular. have never seen one more openly chaokeng than he.

anyhows, as i took the shuttlebus out alone, because stho went awol after dental ffi and the clerk was on duty and my whole team was stuck with outpro, i started thinking very seriously about life outside of the army. it is going to become a reality, very soon. in 21 days. o m g. it is coming it is coming. my ord is coming. LOL. i pray for the best for my cos, which is completely arbitrary in actual fact, and i hope that everything rolls along smoothly.

i will miss playin pool with the other members of iti. i will miss it a lot, because i played pool alot, but unfortunately i still suck at pool. i will miss all the talkcock sessions too, those long lunches, those discussions about timestop and fetishes. i will miss those times when i find sensible logical people. of course there are also shitty times.

so i dont really want to stay any longer. iti has added little value to my life, and i have not been contributing much or even at all since my surgery. which was 6 months ago. i am happy to leave. its time to move on with life.