ziegler

tomorrow is gp prelims. and i am online now. surfing randomly.

i am not mugging for gp even though i suck at it. i lost my spark.

i am depressed. i feel miserable. why are so many pros applying to oxford? at first i thought all of them were applying to cambridge, and i thought, all was going well. and then yesterday jassie told me that so many arts people are applying to oxford. i was foaming away.

i know my uk dream borders on delusion.

actually i think i have stopped dreaming.

i think im going to waste myself away.