i juz talked to aar.
i did not call u to guan lai u..sorry.
thought it would be funny :(
and its a free call cause i was using the council welfare room phone and wanted to talk rubbish wif u!
heehee!
anyway, good night! cya tmr
Sunday, September 30, 2007
typical don
the previous post is really typical!
haha,still can remember he curse abt it in the phone this morning!
anyway,its really not nice of council to inform the ccals so late.
but we also got promos..
so pls understand them, at least u still got some council friend who can help u to get a place to watch performance and help u to settle all the equipment u need.
so dun be so problematic and complain all the time.
i noe u vote for someone to work for the school,
and they shall work for the school,especially the student body,
but it does not mean they are always capable to fight against the teachers and authorities.
im clearly not standing on either side,but juz try to let u see some good side about it.
no one and no organization is perfect! (even the prefects:))
so juz understand them and give ppl chance!
the school is really mean..they shall at least provide some money to each cca for setup!
maybe its to avoid free rider effect??
cause some cca will juz use the money to buy bubble tea instead of spending on decor,i guess..
juz dun get so pissed!
every CCA is facing the same problem.
and if u really cannot find 4 ppl, then juz put 2 lah!
no one will really go and check,right??
juz make sure ur notice board is ok-looking!
i will get the stuff u need!
cya tmr in school:)
i bought some donuts
i am homer!
haha,still can remember he curse abt it in the phone this morning!
anyway,its really not nice of council to inform the ccals so late.
but we also got promos..
so pls understand them, at least u still got some council friend who can help u to get a place to watch performance and help u to settle all the equipment u need.
so dun be so problematic and complain all the time.
i noe u vote for someone to work for the school,
and they shall work for the school,especially the student body,
but it does not mean they are always capable to fight against the teachers and authorities.
im clearly not standing on either side,but juz try to let u see some good side about it.
no one and no organization is perfect! (even the prefects:))
so juz understand them and give ppl chance!
the school is really mean..they shall at least provide some money to each cca for setup!
maybe its to avoid free rider effect??
cause some cca will juz use the money to buy bubble tea instead of spending on decor,i guess..
juz dun get so pissed!
every CCA is facing the same problem.
and if u really cannot find 4 ppl, then juz put 2 lah!
no one will really go and check,right??
juz make sure ur notice board is ok-looking!
i will get the stuff u need!
cya tmr in school:)
i bought some donuts
i am homer!
shit happens
haha
stupid councillors
today then come tell me all this kinda bullshit.
whatever lor, fkers.
im sure got 10k to spend, then come up with nothing for each cca?
we have to somehow find our own thumbtacks?
wtf is happening man?
maybe open house is more for the school and not for the individual cca?
and maybe like its not even impt cos ppl who hav to come to rj will come to rj?
it must not be impt, its on ri's opening test date? wtf? like last year?
and this is the kinda shit we get?
tell us at last moment need 4 or 5 entertainers?
maybe the pros have all signed up as befrienders?
maybe we have to hang around and design all the shit?
and we dont get cip hours?
and if the council teacher dont like he can ask us redo?
id like to see how man. fuckers who think they mean the school and the school means them and how they feel.
fuck off man.
nope, too late notice, ask that white to come speak to me. nao.
then i will reject him unto his bald pate.
cant change my phone, cos corporate line cannot end early, if not is got penalty. wtf.
sad.
heehee.
stupid councillors
today then come tell me all this kinda bullshit.
whatever lor, fkers.
im sure got 10k to spend, then come up with nothing for each cca?
we have to somehow find our own thumbtacks?
wtf is happening man?
maybe open house is more for the school and not for the individual cca?
and maybe like its not even impt cos ppl who hav to come to rj will come to rj?
it must not be impt, its on ri's opening test date? wtf? like last year?
and this is the kinda shit we get?
tell us at last moment need 4 or 5 entertainers?
maybe the pros have all signed up as befrienders?
maybe we have to hang around and design all the shit?
and we dont get cip hours?
and if the council teacher dont like he can ask us redo?
id like to see how man. fuckers who think they mean the school and the school means them and how they feel.
fuck off man.
nope, too late notice, ask that white to come speak to me. nao.
then i will reject him unto his bald pate.
cant change my phone, cos corporate line cannot end early, if not is got penalty. wtf.
sad.
heehee.
good morning, tomorrow!
hey,morning.smelly cats!(watch too much Friends liao!)
im going for meeting now!
hav a nice day!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
what a day!
don,bastard,never reply my sms!!!
anyway,today is really screwed up~
meeting from 1100 to 1630!!
non-stop.my brain is totally rusted after one whole week of promos and i dun understand what the hell the ppl are talking!
the befrienders arrangement for the first dry runs alone is discussed for like more than 2 hours!
how responsible they are!must ensure equity among the befrienders.
so the result is even u finish ur part of job first,u still hav to wait until the last befriender to finsh his or hers so tt everyone can finish togethter!
what a plan!
then i went to vs!
havn't been to east coast for almost a year or so?
really miss the beach,the sea and the breeze!
haha,miss the old days when i was living in east coast victoria hall!
got so many friends and can walk to the beach in like 5 minutes or so!
my friend and i had dinner at east coast!
oyster,crab,chinken wing and all kinds of ice kachang!
haha,now i release whether food is nice or not is not all depend the food, but the ppl u eat with.
then we had a walk along the coast!
went back to vh and played stupid computer game!
something like monopoly!haha.damn stupid but we all had fun cause i used to play it when i was in primary school!
woah!took a cab back to hostel juz now as it was pretty late and i dun want another hourly report!
the taxi uncle is a christian, after he noe i live in ASC barker.and im actually not a christian,
he start to presuade me tt god exist and i should really go church!
i kindly told him my family are all buddhist to try to put a stop!
he INSIST!!
and try to tell me that buddism and hindi or muslim are trying to look for god while christian found the son of god!
it is unique and different,so i shoult believe!
what a fallacious argument!!
anyway,i do believe the values in each religion,
whatever religion u r,whichever god u believe,
please leave mine alone and dun try to teach me which is the real one.
(hey,don.maybe u r!haha)
ok,lets call it a day.
tmr still got to go to school and do my open house@
good night!watching movie tmr:)
anyway,today is really screwed up~
meeting from 1100 to 1630!!
non-stop.my brain is totally rusted after one whole week of promos and i dun understand what the hell the ppl are talking!
the befrienders arrangement for the first dry runs alone is discussed for like more than 2 hours!
how responsible they are!must ensure equity among the befrienders.
so the result is even u finish ur part of job first,u still hav to wait until the last befriender to finsh his or hers so tt everyone can finish togethter!
what a plan!
then i went to vs!
havn't been to east coast for almost a year or so?
really miss the beach,the sea and the breeze!
haha,miss the old days when i was living in east coast victoria hall!
got so many friends and can walk to the beach in like 5 minutes or so!
my friend and i had dinner at east coast!
oyster,crab,chinken wing and all kinds of ice kachang!
haha,now i release whether food is nice or not is not all depend the food, but the ppl u eat with.
then we had a walk along the coast!
went back to vh and played stupid computer game!
something like monopoly!haha.damn stupid but we all had fun cause i used to play it when i was in primary school!
woah!took a cab back to hostel juz now as it was pretty late and i dun want another hourly report!
the taxi uncle is a christian, after he noe i live in ASC barker.and im actually not a christian,
he start to presuade me tt god exist and i should really go church!
i kindly told him my family are all buddhist to try to put a stop!
he INSIST!!
and try to tell me that buddism and hindi or muslim are trying to look for god while christian found the son of god!
it is unique and different,so i shoult believe!
what a fallacious argument!!
anyway,i do believe the values in each religion,
whatever religion u r,whichever god u believe,
please leave mine alone and dun try to teach me which is the real one.
(hey,don.maybe u r!haha)
ok,lets call it a day.
tmr still got to go to school and do my open house@
good night!watching movie tmr:)
hey hey over here
hahas
im going to buy a new atlas. then stho ud be sorry for ever laughing at me. im greatly disadvantaged cos my atlas dates to 1966? at that point in time all of central asia was listed as USSR and from what i see the polish border looks a little different. n west germany's capital seem to look like bonn.
screw it, facebook traveler iq is sapping my life away man, but shit, 111 only. damn how come stho so pro.
the myanmar issue is getting a bit sick. day after day reports of the saffron revolution and all that bullshit. please dont romanticize peoples power. edsa worked in the philippines, the students easily toppled soeharto but remember 8888.
theres no way the soldiers would give up power without a struggle.
the soldiers are really unbecoming. what the fuck, how can they just pick up rocks and throw them back into the crowd?! theyre becoming rioters themselves.
while people start wearing red and start signing ridiculous petitions that go no where, i shall tinker with facebook.
im going to buy a new atlas. then stho ud be sorry for ever laughing at me. im greatly disadvantaged cos my atlas dates to 1966? at that point in time all of central asia was listed as USSR and from what i see the polish border looks a little different. n west germany's capital seem to look like bonn.
screw it, facebook traveler iq is sapping my life away man, but shit, 111 only. damn how come stho so pro.
the myanmar issue is getting a bit sick. day after day reports of the saffron revolution and all that bullshit. please dont romanticize peoples power. edsa worked in the philippines, the students easily toppled soeharto but remember 8888.
theres no way the soldiers would give up power without a struggle.
the soldiers are really unbecoming. what the fuck, how can they just pick up rocks and throw them back into the crowd?! theyre becoming rioters themselves.
while people start wearing red and start signing ridiculous petitions that go no where, i shall tinker with facebook.
Friday, September 28, 2007
my life is miserable
oops,wtf.exams all over@.@
went out wif my batch of vs and sngs PRCs.
had steam boat!
its like what the hell lah,juz finish exams then go and eat this kind of heated food.
i think i surely will get sick.
anyway,lets talk abt tmr,
the first day after the stressful promos!
i GOT OPEN HOUSE MEETING from 1100 to 1800!!!!!!!
WOAH,im so HAPPY!
im so EXCITED to go for meeting!!!
what the fuck!!!!! stupid councillors!
PROMO s over!
can u believe it?
its like really over,
finished!
haha,sorry im damn depressed!
gp,prob fail
econs,how i wish i could get a B!
maths,fairly ok.but everyone seems to be damn confindent to get full marks,what can i say?
physics,A is like a dream,far far away~
chemistry,i think i can never get rid of the the stupid B i got in CT!
anyways,
my life is miserable.good night!
went out wif my batch of vs and sngs PRCs.
had steam boat!
its like what the hell lah,juz finish exams then go and eat this kind of heated food.
i think i surely will get sick.
anyway,lets talk abt tmr,
the first day after the stressful promos!
i GOT OPEN HOUSE MEETING from 1100 to 1800!!!!!!!
WOAH,im so HAPPY!
im so EXCITED to go for meeting!!!
what the fuck!!!!! stupid councillors!
PROMO s over!
can u believe it?
its like really over,
finished!
haha,sorry im damn depressed!
gp,prob fail
econs,how i wish i could get a B!
maths,fairly ok.but everyone seems to be damn confindent to get full marks,what can i say?
physics,A is like a dream,far far away~
chemistry,i think i can never get rid of the the stupid B i got in CT!
anyways,
my life is miserable.good night!
Right and Wrong
while the social butterflies were out hankypankying around orchard road or watching dumbass movies like balls of fury
while the social misfits are listening to stupid songs playing football manager and tinkering with facebook
i was surfing porn. and
i was thinking about what makes something right or wrong.
about whats morally right or morally wrong. i wonder about this very often because everytime i doos things or dont doos things, people says i is immoral. and i is dunno why.
morality is a very difficult issue for me to grasp. thats why i didnt take KI, apart from the fact that the tutors are unfit. what makes doing something right and what makes something wrong?
theres no one yardstick u can compare morals with. but some people are moral, so people are amoral and some people are immoral, or so they say. but where do these moral values come from? who determines what morals we should stick by?
religion.
many people base their morals upon religious teachings. stho shalt not kill, stho shalt not gay, stho shalt not be racist, yadda yadda yadda. well and good, if everyone in society has the same religion and if that very religion is what the world is all about.
sadly this is not the case. many religions in the world exist. and they all have their own set of values. and they exist on the whole spectrum of a sadder masochistic definition of the world and what it means. well u should wear this u shouldnt wear that and all.
then the crap would arise and some clowns will come out and say my god is greater than ur god. he is lvl infinity, he pwnz ur god. of course u had better believe in the god u think is most powerful, but until now i cant decide which one is the most powerful, or wether the supreme being is one and all the same.
so morality like this clearly doesnt suit me.
utilitarianism
greatest happiness seems to always appeal to everyone. maybe because everyone benefits. theres a net social benefit if utilitarianism was set in motion, but clearly utilitarianism is stupid.
yes, maybe letting an innocent man die to save 200 idiotic rioters and whoever they affect live seem like a fantastic idea. but look at it this way. what if u were that innocent man?
then people among us, like myself would quantify my utils exponentially. clearly this whole system wont work. net benefit. its like a system in dynamic equilibrium, where at a macro level everything seems good, but scrutinize and everything is like shit.
and utilitarianism doesnt solve the problem of why we shouldnt surf porn eat meat or steal from our neighbor if we quantify our utils.
deontology
i despise this school the most. everything about it is pathetic. people should not just be means to an end. it muddles morality even more and totally smashes any institution of logic. its feeble, its pretty useless.
maybe society decides whats right and wrong.
when they decided not to repeal 377, thats what they said. because heterosexuals should set the tone of society. the majority of society doesnt want it, so it should be suppressed.
fuck, this is the stupidest thing ive heard.
clearly, many members of society are racist. and most members of society in sgp are chinese. so if they get to decide whats right and whats wrong, maybe racist laws would be ok. maybe in nazi germany it would be moral to kill jews and all.
personally i favor the argument that society decides morals the most, because morals should serve people. im not a humanist or anything close, but clearly this makes the most sense. except for this loophole that it is prone to abuse. clearly we cant draw a line. we wont know where. this brings society as a moral arbiter into the dust.
universal judge. do unto others as u would want others to do unto urself. this seems good. if u want to be loved, then love others. if u want to be respected, then respect others. but again this is pretty screwed because it surmounts to a principal agent problem and machiavelli's means to an end. and this is prone to abuse. what if a masochist enjoys getting whipped and goes around whipping people. then people would come back and say, hey, this is not right, it doesnt follow, because a masochist is doing what he enjoys, and if he want to get what he enjoys, then he should not make others suffer. but where to draw the line, behind the mens rea? its complicated.
morality always troubles me. but until i can think of something better, i guess id have to be comfortable with being immoral.
while the social misfits are listening to stupid songs playing football manager and tinkering with facebook
i was surfing porn. and
i was thinking about what makes something right or wrong.
about whats morally right or morally wrong. i wonder about this very often because everytime i doos things or dont doos things, people says i is immoral. and i is dunno why.
morality is a very difficult issue for me to grasp. thats why i didnt take KI, apart from the fact that the tutors are unfit. what makes doing something right and what makes something wrong?
theres no one yardstick u can compare morals with. but some people are moral, so people are amoral and some people are immoral, or so they say. but where do these moral values come from? who determines what morals we should stick by?
religion.
many people base their morals upon religious teachings. stho shalt not kill, stho shalt not gay, stho shalt not be racist, yadda yadda yadda. well and good, if everyone in society has the same religion and if that very religion is what the world is all about.
sadly this is not the case. many religions in the world exist. and they all have their own set of values. and they exist on the whole spectrum of a sadder masochistic definition of the world and what it means. well u should wear this u shouldnt wear that and all.
then the crap would arise and some clowns will come out and say my god is greater than ur god. he is lvl infinity, he pwnz ur god. of course u had better believe in the god u think is most powerful, but until now i cant decide which one is the most powerful, or wether the supreme being is one and all the same.
so morality like this clearly doesnt suit me.
utilitarianism
greatest happiness seems to always appeal to everyone. maybe because everyone benefits. theres a net social benefit if utilitarianism was set in motion, but clearly utilitarianism is stupid.
yes, maybe letting an innocent man die to save 200 idiotic rioters and whoever they affect live seem like a fantastic idea. but look at it this way. what if u were that innocent man?
then people among us, like myself would quantify my utils exponentially. clearly this whole system wont work. net benefit. its like a system in dynamic equilibrium, where at a macro level everything seems good, but scrutinize and everything is like shit.
and utilitarianism doesnt solve the problem of why we shouldnt surf porn eat meat or steal from our neighbor if we quantify our utils.
deontology
i despise this school the most. everything about it is pathetic. people should not just be means to an end. it muddles morality even more and totally smashes any institution of logic. its feeble, its pretty useless.
maybe society decides whats right and wrong.
when they decided not to repeal 377, thats what they said. because heterosexuals should set the tone of society. the majority of society doesnt want it, so it should be suppressed.
fuck, this is the stupidest thing ive heard.
clearly, many members of society are racist. and most members of society in sgp are chinese. so if they get to decide whats right and whats wrong, maybe racist laws would be ok. maybe in nazi germany it would be moral to kill jews and all.
personally i favor the argument that society decides morals the most, because morals should serve people. im not a humanist or anything close, but clearly this makes the most sense. except for this loophole that it is prone to abuse. clearly we cant draw a line. we wont know where. this brings society as a moral arbiter into the dust.
universal judge. do unto others as u would want others to do unto urself. this seems good. if u want to be loved, then love others. if u want to be respected, then respect others. but again this is pretty screwed because it surmounts to a principal agent problem and machiavelli's means to an end. and this is prone to abuse. what if a masochist enjoys getting whipped and goes around whipping people. then people would come back and say, hey, this is not right, it doesnt follow, because a masochist is doing what he enjoys, and if he want to get what he enjoys, then he should not make others suffer. but where to draw the line, behind the mens rea? its complicated.
morality always troubles me. but until i can think of something better, i guess id have to be comfortable with being immoral.
it's my life
finally its over.
but fuck.
chem is the last paper why did they have to make it so fucking tough?
i shouldnt have studied for it yesterday. i dont see how studying has made a difference.
ok u may begin.
flip page.
what the fuck i cant do question one.
i cant do question two either
i started foaming.
whatever juz randomly shade.
couldnt do a total of 12 of the 25 mcqs. what the fuck man. almost died.
paper ii was not much better. some questions dont even know what the fuck theyre asking for. fuck. study for fuck. fuck.
i know im going to fail.
for stho, its a matter of getting on the list
or between A and B
for me, its a matter of whether i get S or U
or whether im going to get retained and then his gc can be my ogl.
i came out livid
raped.
was glad to know everyone felt this way too.
journeyed to the canteen where everyone started spewing all sorts of vulgarities.
a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.
1. so lenny suggests we seek out the chem tutors and beat the crap out of them. maybe rape them so they get a sense of how we feel.
2. yh wants to take responsibility for his actions. go look for a tall enough building.
3. i was too traumatised i juz kept swearing. fuck.
shouldnt have studied. studying made no difference. fuck. the marginal costs outstrips the marginal benefit. theres a deadweight welfare loss. im starting to see the application of econs to my everyday life. im starting to appreciate perfect information more. fuck.
last paper n i had to get screwed.
this is the worst paper this year. maybe all my life thus far.
adding to this is that im a fucking social misfit.
its like 2:40 now.
and im already at home. what kinda loser goes home so early on the motherfucking last day of exams. ok other than stho. everyone goes out with chiobu(hairy or otherwise)
for lunch. me?
stho, shenghao, marcus and zhenan.
fuck
tts damn motherfucking loser.
and then no one wants to play pool with me.
im so distraught, so motherfucking distraught.
going to surf.
but fuck.
chem is the last paper why did they have to make it so fucking tough?
i shouldnt have studied for it yesterday. i dont see how studying has made a difference.
ok u may begin.
flip page.
what the fuck i cant do question one.
i cant do question two either
i started foaming.
whatever juz randomly shade.
couldnt do a total of 12 of the 25 mcqs. what the fuck man. almost died.
paper ii was not much better. some questions dont even know what the fuck theyre asking for. fuck. study for fuck. fuck.
i know im going to fail.
for stho, its a matter of getting on the list
or between A and B
for me, its a matter of whether i get S or U
or whether im going to get retained and then his gc can be my ogl.
i came out livid
raped.
was glad to know everyone felt this way too.
journeyed to the canteen where everyone started spewing all sorts of vulgarities.
a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.
1. so lenny suggests we seek out the chem tutors and beat the crap out of them. maybe rape them so they get a sense of how we feel.
2. yh wants to take responsibility for his actions. go look for a tall enough building.
3. i was too traumatised i juz kept swearing. fuck.
shouldnt have studied. studying made no difference. fuck. the marginal costs outstrips the marginal benefit. theres a deadweight welfare loss. im starting to see the application of econs to my everyday life. im starting to appreciate perfect information more. fuck.
last paper n i had to get screwed.
this is the worst paper this year. maybe all my life thus far.
adding to this is that im a fucking social misfit.
its like 2:40 now.
and im already at home. what kinda loser goes home so early on the motherfucking last day of exams. ok other than stho. everyone goes out with chiobu
for lunch. me?
stho, shenghao, marcus and zhenan.
fuck
tts damn motherfucking loser.
and then no one wants to play pool with me.
im so distraught, so motherfucking distraught.
going to surf.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
bloody rape
physics today was bloody rape.
my day started badly as my fucking water bottle spilled. i was pissed wif my bottle. nalgene sucks dick. charge a premium for being suck.
(-5)
then we went there rather late and my table was freaking scratched.
(-5)
then we the aircon started getting damn cold. at first it felt good, but fuck, by the 1 hour mark i couldnt even feel my fingers! fuck i was like, is that a pen in my hand?! how come i cant feel it?! totally couldnt write properly. my shivering didnt help either.
(-10)
then i felt like peeing midway through. fuck. they deprived me my freedom of going out on one side to go to the gents on the other. fuck them. and when i got there, ccp, the evil shit, decided to block my way, then she got a male teacher to stand at the toilet door! what fuck! its not like im some despo cheat king who would hide some cheat codes under my foreskin?! was damn fucking pissed.
(-20)
the paper itself was freaking hard. its either
1. i havent revised enough
2. the paper is damn hard
3. the questions were set by someone whose native language is klingon.
well all three would be the correct answer
but i think 3 contributes a fucking lot as well. some questions were just tmdwaddafuck rape cos its damn hard to get what the hell its talking about. TO ADD TO THAT, the pheesicks teacher from MIT would suddenly cut in with her high shrill and break up my thoughts and all that shit.
fuck.
(-30)
i was generally careless.
(-20)
ooh, that leaves me with 40/120. is that a fail.
whatever.
this rubbish,
it ends in 2.
tata, fuckers.
my day started badly as my fucking water bottle spilled. i was pissed wif my bottle. nalgene sucks dick. charge a premium for being suck.
(-5)
then we went there rather late and my table was freaking scratched.
(-5)
then we the aircon started getting damn cold. at first it felt good, but fuck, by the 1 hour mark i couldnt even feel my fingers! fuck i was like, is that a pen in my hand?! how come i cant feel it?! totally couldnt write properly. my shivering didnt help either.
(-10)
then i felt like peeing midway through. fuck. they deprived me my freedom of going out on one side to go to the gents on the other. fuck them. and when i got there, ccp, the evil shit, decided to block my way, then she got a male teacher to stand at the toilet door! what fuck! its not like im some despo cheat king who would hide some cheat codes under my foreskin?! was damn fucking pissed.
(-20)
the paper itself was freaking hard. its either
1. i havent revised enough
2. the paper is damn hard
3. the questions were set by someone whose native language is klingon.
well all three would be the correct answer
but i think 3 contributes a fucking lot as well. some questions were just tmdwaddafuck rape cos its damn hard to get what the hell its talking about. TO ADD TO THAT, the pheesicks teacher from MIT would suddenly cut in with her high shrill and break up my thoughts and all that shit.
fuck.
(-30)
i was generally careless.
(-20)
ooh, that leaves me with 40/120. is that a fail.
whatever.
this rubbish,
it ends in 2.
tata, fuckers.
Monday, September 24, 2007
make a wish
i know that my birthday has passed long ago.
but i reserved my wish,
now i gonna use it.
pls, i want a B in Economics in this promo.
thanks god!
but i reserved my wish,
now i gonna use it.
pls, i want a B in Economics in this promo.
thanks god!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
suicidal suicidal
we who is born in 1990
here we is studying shit
we is studying for fucking promos
sean kingston is singing beautiful girls
(songs a pathetic rip of stand by me)
and getting grammy nominatns.
he was born in 1990 too
living it up
living it up
fuck. life's sad. wiki makes it worse.
here we is studying shit
we is studying for fucking promos
sean kingston is singing beautiful girls
(songs a pathetic rip of stand by me)
and getting grammy nominatns.
he was born in 1990 too
living it up
living it up
fuck. life's sad. wiki makes it worse.
in 5.
tomorrow
promos start!
surprisingly
i dont feel nervous
or like im going to
get fucked
by gp
even though i know i would.
while everyone else is happy
mugging their dicks off
im blogging
and reading blogs
while everyone else is revising
TAS, TEET, BIRD
im reading talkingcock.
at least im not surfing porn
yesterday they is be mug
at gloria jean's marina square
i is be slaxing around
walking around
humping around
anything but
really mugging
somehow ive resigned myself
to a report card of Cs and Ds and Es and Sses and Us.
and if im going to get them
i want to deserve them.
somehow
all that i know
is that
promos,
end
in 5.
promos start!
surprisingly
i dont feel nervous
or like im going to
get fucked
by gp
even though i know i would.
while everyone else is happy
mugging their dicks off
im blogging
and reading blogs
while everyone else is revising
TAS, TEET, BIRD
im reading talkingcock.
at least im not surfing porn
yesterday they is be mug
at gloria jean's marina square
i is be slaxing around
walking around
humping around
anything but
really mugging
somehow ive resigned myself
to a report card of Cs and Ds and Es and Sses and Us.
and if im going to get them
i want to deserve them.
somehow
all that i know
is that
promos,
end
in 5.
Friday, September 21, 2007
7.9 As
econs is a gone case! lala
IEOS!
efficiency!
equity!
P= MC!
Government intervention!
and fail.
..
..
rubbish!
IEOS!
efficiency!
equity!
P= MC!
Government intervention!
and fail.
..
..
rubbish!
econs brain
well to all you suckas out there
quit mugging if you dont have a motherfucking econs brain!
aha.
econs wif hq today was dumb, going thru the fundamentals which some ppl were unclear about. WTF!
basically wif jeremy
it degenerated into a talkcocksingsong session
first we started with the usual porn industry
and a guy in his class who surfs porn like shat that his demand curve is so inelastic
and a hopping of the axes.
then the classic slighting of a girl without econs brain.
they waxed about her most of the time. hahas.
mug mug mug
definitions all know as if under foreskin
then get SUSU
walau, might as well dont mug
haha damn cock.
sounds familiar. heehee.
then how asian air stewardess are younger and more attractive
desposession
waste time
alot of non members were there
left
ate ciken rise.
then mugged till 9.
hardcore. hope. to pass.
ECONS BRAIN!
quit mugging if you dont have a motherfucking econs brain!
aha.
econs wif hq today was dumb, going thru the fundamentals which some ppl were unclear about. WTF!
basically wif jeremy
it degenerated into a talkcocksingsong session
first we started with the usual porn industry
and a guy in his class who surfs porn like shat that his demand curve is so inelastic
and a hopping of the axes.
then the classic slighting of a girl without econs brain.
they waxed about her most of the time. hahas.
mug mug mug
definitions all know as if under foreskin
then get SUSU
walau, might as well dont mug
haha damn cock.
sounds familiar. heehee.
then how asian air stewardess are younger and more attractive
desposession
waste time
alot of non members were there
left
ate ciken rise.
then mugged till 9.
hardcore. hope. to pass.
ECONS BRAIN!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
im a creep
so fucking special
so fucking special
wow my father thinks this is a cool song.
anyways
today was shit mugging
pastamania sucks dick
the wine they use suck
the white wine did not have the undetone and the notes
maybe it sucked
the mussels and clams were overcooked, no runniness
maybe theyre unfresh
fuck
waste money
dom n stho
so fucking special
wow my father thinks this is a cool song.
anyways
today was shit mugging
pastamania sucks dick
the wine they use suck
the white wine did not have the undetone and the notes
maybe it sucked
the mussels and clams were overcooked, no runniness
maybe theyre unfresh
fuck
waste money
dom n stho
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i is what i is
and i is the real man.
only time will tell.
only time will tell.
i knows.
everyone knows.
only time will tell.
only time will tell.
i knows.
everyone knows.
Monday, September 17, 2007
sorry, i quit
today has been the nicest day in my life.
now i know that u really care,
but only when u urself is being questioned or commented.
thx!
and that aar and 4p part really work on me,
i really did not worth that much,
anyone can juz easily replace me,
thx!
a friend like u is really a true friend.
thx.
now i know that u really care,
but only when u urself is being questioned or commented.
thx!
and that aar and 4p part really work on me,
i really did not worth that much,
anyone can juz easily replace me,
thx!
a friend like u is really a true friend.
thx.
follow me into the dark
im cold blooded.
why? let's attempt this in PC form. btw i got a disappointing 38 for essay. anyways.
P1: Cos i didnt express my surprise.
P2: Cos i was coldly calculating and seemed to be pure logic with no heart.
P3: Cos apparently i dont really show that i care.
C1: im cold blooded.
anyways this be a pathetic attempt. not in leading crub so dont really do this kinda fuck.
firstly the argument is invalid. Ps dont lead to C. which is a bit the duh. im not a person who expresses my feelings and pours them out onto your un1337 caring face.
and P2 is so unsound.
im like colbert. im pure truth. truthiness. everything comes from my gut. i do things with my gut. my convictions come from my gut. and nope, definitely not tempered by logic and reasoning. 100% pure truth, suckas!
and P3 is so unsound.
somehow maybe the language/culture barrier is quite hard to breach, so sometimes my statements rub the wrong way. its just too bad this is sgp, not china. anyways
pw report is dead. wadeva fucks.
time for stho consultation then slaxing then sleepsing.
why? let's attempt this in PC form. btw i got a disappointing 38 for essay. anyways.
P1: Cos i didnt express my surprise.
P2: Cos i was coldly calculating and seemed to be pure logic with no heart.
P3: Cos apparently i dont really show that i care.
C1: im cold blooded.
anyways this be a pathetic attempt. not in leading crub so dont really do this kinda fuck.
firstly the argument is invalid. Ps dont lead to C. which is a bit the duh. im not a person who expresses my feelings and pours them out onto your un1337 caring face.
and P2 is so unsound.
im like colbert. im pure truth. truthiness. everything comes from my gut. i do things with my gut. my convictions come from my gut. and nope, definitely not tempered by logic and reasoning. 100% pure truth, suckas!
and P3 is so unsound.
somehow maybe the language/culture barrier is quite hard to breach, so sometimes my statements rub the wrong way. its just too bad this is sgp, not china. anyways
pw report is dead. wadeva fucks.
time for stho consultation then slaxing then sleepsing.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
FUCK PW!
I'm going to fucking fail pw!
argh!
u fuckers who write 180 page reports
color ur fucking reports
have 17k long reports
fuck u dickies!
u externality providing bitches!
just FUCK OFF BITCHES!
PW sucks
all of u just fuck off!
fuck off man!
FUCK.
argh!
u fuckers who write 180 page reports
color ur fucking reports
have 17k long reports
fuck u dickies!
u externality providing bitches!
just FUCK OFF BITCHES!
PW sucks
all of u just fuck off!
fuck off man!
FUCK.
should i rebind my report?
its not that blue tinged colors are uncool
or that shorebank is featured wrongly
but yellow really adds life to my report.
just like yellow socks adds life to my day.
heh.
today was pure hardcore waste of time.
go out
and out more
and out more
i even forget where is i go
but i read physics. heh.
time for somemore slacking
guys
hehee.
hee.
or that shorebank is featured wrongly
but yellow really adds life to my report.
just like yellow socks adds life to my day.
heh.
today was pure hardcore waste of time.
go out
and out more
and out more
i even forget where is i go
but i read physics. heh.
time for somemore slacking
guys
hehee.
hee.
111
happy that the blog survives!
aar came back.
after these few days, i realised that maybe hash time would really bond us together.
and guess wad!my report is finally printed!
done by c^2.(she got contribute!)
guess how much we spend for printing??
read the title!
o,no, its not $11.10
times 10!!!!!!
OMG!
anyway, i think xj will get really pissed wif me, putting so many colored page.
but she is the one who said that we should make our report colorful!
the last person i want to piss off now is jordan.
he worked a lot..how!
going to mug now!
happy mugging, boys!
aar came back.
after these few days, i realised that maybe hash time would really bond us together.
and guess wad!my report is finally printed!
done by c^2.(she got contribute!)
guess how much we spend for printing??
read the title!
o,no, its not $11.10
times 10!!!!!!
OMG!
anyway, i think xj will get really pissed wif me, putting so many colored page.
but she is the one who said that we should make our report colorful!
the last person i want to piss off now is jordan.
he worked a lot..how!
going to mug now!
happy mugging, boys!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
happyslappy
pleese
can wq pls dont copy wrongly then scare me?
pleese
its sp
pleese
well i exercised my right
and proved to myself
my great ability at distracting myself
wakes up late
then comes online to read the answers for chem and math
pleese
i go on msn then i start mugging
an analysis of three executive sedans?
(chrysler 300, acura rl, lexus gs 300)
then i go to rconnekt
and i start viewing photos?
pleese
now its time for oktoberfest wif my moms office
pleese, its only september.
i already see my string of SSSSS
heh.
can wq pls dont copy wrongly then scare me?
pleese
its sp
pleese
well i exercised my right
and proved to myself
my great ability at distracting myself
wakes up late
then comes online to read the answers for chem and math
pleese
i go on msn then i start mugging
an analysis of three executive sedans?
(chrysler 300, acura rl, lexus gs 300)
then i go to rconnekt
and i start viewing photos?
pleese
now its time for oktoberfest wif my moms office
pleese, its only september.
i already see my string of SSSSS
heh.
please
before anyth
thanks aaron for going to great lengths to print my fucking report. thaanks that my report is done and i can go to sleeps with the ease of me mind. even if my fucking report sucks, knowing that i cant do anything to salvage or remedy it takes something of me mind so i can focus more on me mugging for promos, which contrary to popular belief, has been really quite sucky. no where near june's hardcoreness. my gp is muz hav mood then can do, induction and apgp look like needa lot of hardcore presentation skills, waves seem easy but make no sense, and chem is a struggle. econs i havent even started. looks like no deans list for me anymore.
we's has a profond influence on each other, we's affect each other in our daily lives a lot. leonard is a real groundbreaker who has effected change in the community in ri and rj. everyone is learning leonardspeak, what with the drawn out pleeeese at everything and the jokes-ah-jokes, okaehhh, a-dotz. heehee. real men will cast imperious shadows, as everyone starts to speak like him.
zhenan's 'u piss me off' is becoming a classic.
yiheng's 'my balls are shrinking' 'my father would grab me by the scruff of my collar and slash my dick off and say ok u may leave now' and assorted gay comments.
lijian's 'fill in the blanks' 'funny ah funny'
not contrived, my life.
ottofong gayincident is troubling. not his gayness, but ri's response. why were they so eager to come out and shoot him down? i guess it all boils down to the fact that singapore views this as unnatural and all that. but is what is unnatural always wrong? surely if this is the case we would be slipping down the slippery slope down into a dark abyss of sthostyle theocracy.
maybe its cos theyre afraid he would gay ri boys. well real gays dont go around gaying people openly. if he requested posting to ri cos he was gay so he can stare at lil boys then male teachers in rj and female teachers in ri should be suspect. i doubt he would seriously do anyth stupid. and anyway he is quite a good dedicated teacher so i heard, better than the wusses.
give gays a break man. they deserve a right to fuck around as they please.
ok, time for some hardcore mugging.
thanks aaron for going to great lengths to print my fucking report. thaanks that my report is done and i can go to sleeps with the ease of me mind. even if my fucking report sucks, knowing that i cant do anything to salvage or remedy it takes something of me mind so i can focus more on me mugging for promos, which contrary to popular belief, has been really quite sucky. no where near june's hardcoreness. my gp is muz hav mood then can do, induction and apgp look like needa lot of hardcore presentation skills, waves seem easy but make no sense, and chem is a struggle. econs i havent even started. looks like no deans list for me anymore.
we's has a profond influence on each other, we's affect each other in our daily lives a lot. leonard is a real groundbreaker who has effected change in the community in ri and rj. everyone is learning leonardspeak, what with the drawn out pleeeese at everything and the jokes-ah-jokes, okaehhh, a-dotz. heehee. real men will cast imperious shadows, as everyone starts to speak like him.
zhenan's 'u piss me off' is becoming a classic.
yiheng's 'my balls are shrinking' 'my father would grab me by the scruff of my collar and slash my dick off and say ok u may leave now' and assorted gay comments.
lijian's 'fill in the blanks' 'funny ah funny'
not contrived, my life.
ottofong gayincident is troubling. not his gayness, but ri's response. why were they so eager to come out and shoot him down? i guess it all boils down to the fact that singapore views this as unnatural and all that. but is what is unnatural always wrong? surely if this is the case we would be slipping down the slippery slope down into a dark abyss of sthostyle theocracy.
maybe its cos theyre afraid he would gay ri boys. well real gays dont go around gaying people openly. if he requested posting to ri cos he was gay so he can stare at lil boys then male teachers in rj and female teachers in ri should be suspect. i doubt he would seriously do anyth stupid. and anyway he is quite a good dedicated teacher so i heard, better than the wusses.
give gays a break man. they deserve a right to fuck around as they please.
ok, time for some hardcore mugging.
Friday, September 14, 2007
like half a report more to go still?
it won't be done by 7!
so far everything's been ok since the nozzle check/ head cleaning and if all goes well i hope i can finish by pw period?
so far everything's been ok since the nozzle check/ head cleaning and if all goes well i hope i can finish by pw period?
not even half of it?
correction, i don't think i will get any sleep today
and thats a problem i cant sleep on
and thats a problem i cant sleep on
argh fux screw it
wth now i juz started printing don's wr
and like his own mine a thousand times over
i bet the only good thing abt my wr is that its waterproof
and now that i print for don his is also?
only with a report that seems so much better and he was complaining all the while
wtf
n the cb prnter havn prnt one full report alr prnting head screw up then the colours gl
waste 13 pieces of 100 gsm paper
but not the paper that rly mattered
but the trouble it gave me
from the start of today(yesterday nite in fact) trying to change the black cartridge to making the prnter clean its nozzle?
dunnoe how to hell i got through all the nonsense the printer gave me
n wth was stoning all the while nv mug any shit
argh fux getting damn screwed
cant stop whining about this shit
sorry whine-haters
hate whining too
but what the fuck am i supposed to do?
and like his own mine a thousand times over
i bet the only good thing abt my wr is that its waterproof
and now that i print for don his is also?
only with a report that seems so much better and he was complaining all the while
wtf
n the cb prnter havn prnt one full report alr prnting head screw up then the colours gl
waste 13 pieces of 100 gsm paper
but not the paper that rly mattered
but the trouble it gave me
from the start of today(yesterday nite in fact) trying to change the black cartridge to making the prnter clean its nozzle?
dunnoe how to hell i got through all the nonsense the printer gave me
n wth was stoning all the while nv mug any shit
argh fux getting damn screwed
cant stop whining about this shit
sorry whine-haters
hate whining too
but what the fuck am i supposed to do?
... AND YES I OWNS IT FUCK PW!
shits sorry i'm going crazy
dint have dinner for 2 days and gonna get like half the sleep i usually have for the second day in a row
shits cant stand pros who dunnd sleep
dint have dinner for 2 days and gonna get like half the sleep i usually have for the second day in a row
shits cant stand pros who dunnd sleep
Thursday, September 13, 2007
RGrzywinskiAwards
if there were an award for helping rj230 n its endeavors in rgrzywinski report, it would have to go to mr L Q Yeong. The citation for the Companion to RJ230 and RGrzywinski:
anyway the report would have to be reprinted whether or not it is in black n white, cos of too many erotic and erogeneous erroneous errors. firstly, he is a fucking banker, NOT baker. and please dont fucking use Batang (Asian) thank you very much.
Argh.
die PW! you suck.
The Lesser RGrzywinskiAwards
To STHO
The Citation for the Knight Grand Commander of the Order of RJ230 and RGrzywinski:
To zhenan
The Citation for the Knight Grand Commander of the Order of RJ230 and RGrzywinski:
To juanha and shayi and dominic
The common citation:
Suspiciously, all of these people contributed to this project so much more than a certain particular member whom i hav a good mind to graysclae n fontsize 2. without them the project is NOTHING.
RJ230 should really reward these people and put them in the acknowledgements. and i love 4p.
"for granting us an interview, for dispensing general critical
advice and most importantly, printing the report for the group the day
before submission was due, providing a path for a group cornered by the
evil vicious fked up P+OH- (who wont extend submission by one more week, to
whom i say 操你妈B!)"
anyway the report would have to be reprinted whether or not it is in black n white, cos of too many erotic and erogeneous erroneous errors. firstly, he is a fucking banker, NOT baker. and please dont fucking use Batang (Asian) thank you very much.
Argh.
die PW! you suck.
The Lesser RGrzywinskiAwards
To STHO
The Citation for the Knight Grand Commander of the Order of RJ230 and RGrzywinski:
for providing his report that formed the basis of this report
for proofreading bits of the report
for general useful advise
and most importantly for boxing up the damned figures, whether or not there
was something esle to gain (u cunning little dick).
To zhenan
The Citation for the Knight Grand Commander of the Order of RJ230 and RGrzywinski:
for provision of critical comments
for relaying important introductions (that never get through to me)
for saving my report and doing assorted saigang like saving the shit for
me
and most importantly for being there when i feel like slighting people
thereby boost ego and morale, through which the productivity.
To juanha and shayi and dominic
The common citation:
for provision of report to copy or critical details and information required.
Suspiciously, all of these people contributed to this project so much more than a certain particular member whom i hav a good mind to graysclae n fontsize 2. without them the project is NOTHING.
RJ230 should really reward these people and put them in the acknowledgements. and i love 4p.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Turn It In Turned Me On
9We would also like to thank
9Most importantly, we would like to thank
24target audience for the events as they are relatively easy to
47as well as the details of the exhibition. Following the completion of
9it is able to capture the attention of the
11we would like to ask. Thank you so much for
32from the University of Oxford, England and a Master of Science in Economics from the London School of
11in the United States of America
17.1 Survey Questionnaire Hi, we are a group of students from Raffles Junior College conducting a
34other junior colleges, namely, Hwa Chong Junior College, Anderson Junior College and
25we will be able to reach out to them with
25not have what it takes to embark on such a
11We are a group of students from Raffles Junior College. We are
9Most importantly, we would like to thank
24target audience for the events as they are relatively easy to
47as well as the details of the exhibition. Following the completion of
9it is able to capture the attention of the
11we would like to ask. Thank you so much for
32from the University of Oxford, England and a Master of Science in Economics from the London School of
11in the United States of America
17.1 Survey Questionnaire Hi, we are a group of students from Raffles Junior College conducting a
34other junior colleges, namely, Hwa Chong Junior College, Anderson Junior College and
25we will be able to reach out to them with
25not have what it takes to embark on such a
11We are a group of students from Raffles Junior College. We are
Monday, September 10, 2007
in the new twist to three little pigs, the three little pigs went into the brick house
the wolf huffed and puffed
and huffed and puffed
but he didnt blow the house down.
he huffed again and puffed again
but he didnt blow the house down.
the pigs thought they were safe.
but they were wrong,
soon enough, they become charsiew.
why?
a little bit of overkill here i guess.
well the day has been quite unspectacular.
SPA was shit as i screwed my graphs up, hopefully i dont felunk it.
damn SPA lah its so damn difficult to know whether u did the cheebye thing correctly. damn the graphs man.
ooo vanessa hudgens (hsm) posed nude.
she's hot.
other than that, nothing else.
and huffed and puffed
but he didnt blow the house down.
he huffed again and puffed again
but he didnt blow the house down.
the pigs thought they were safe.
but they were wrong,
soon enough, they become charsiew.
why?
a little bit of overkill here i guess.
well the day has been quite unspectacular.
SPA was shit as i screwed my graphs up, hopefully i dont felunk it.
damn SPA lah its so damn difficult to know whether u did the cheebye thing correctly. damn the graphs man.
ooo vanessa hudgens (hsm) posed nude.
she's hot.
other than that, nothing else.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
depraved lust
basically chemspa makes no sense to me.
i dont see how the mixing sucks makes a good limitatn since theres no chance ur doin it urself. screw all of u bitches who set this kinda questions.
oscillations made a wee tiny zhenanishpenisy sense. the tys is a little useful in this. heh. at least i get the first part. resonance i still dont understand and spring osc also.
waves is ok except can memorise some bits of it. can apply la. but can do better.
porn time.
then sleep early
then own spa
then pimp like a pimp.
i dont see how the mixing sucks makes a good limitatn since theres no chance ur doin it urself. screw all of u bitches who set this kinda questions.
oscillations made a wee tiny zhenanishpenisy sense. the tys is a little useful in this. heh. at least i get the first part. resonance i still dont understand and spring osc also.
waves is ok except can memorise some bits of it. can apply la. but can do better.
porn time.
then sleep early
then own spa
then pimp like a pimp.
love me, love me not
my report is getting no where.
after i read through the whole report, i suddenly realised that some part are juz copy and paste! no analysis at all..what the hell.
anyway,i think zhang qiao is correct to say that promo s more impt than pw!
only local universities are looking at your pw results..
but i dun think i can even get into a local uni, that is the main problem!!!
life is getting tougher now.
chemistry is owning me,
i did not even start on physics,
differentiation and integration are hopeless,
econs !!!! must get B and above!
GP??!! sigh.....
y everything seems so tough in JC>.<
i am now sitting in a classroom in VJ!
haha,the school here is so nice,i did not even realize it in the past!
its so warm, ppl are so nice! got empty classrooms available all the time with free air-con and internet access!
love me, love me not.. I LOVE PW!
sigh, go back to work T.T
after i read through the whole report, i suddenly realised that some part are juz copy and paste! no analysis at all..what the hell.
anyway,i think zhang qiao is correct to say that promo s more impt than pw!
only local universities are looking at your pw results..
but i dun think i can even get into a local uni, that is the main problem!!!
life is getting tougher now.
chemistry is owning me,
i did not even start on physics,
differentiation and integration are hopeless,
econs !!!! must get B and above!
GP??!! sigh.....
y everything seems so tough in JC>.<
i am now sitting in a classroom in VJ!
haha,the school here is so nice,i did not even realize it in the past!
its so warm, ppl are so nice! got empty classrooms available all the time with free air-con and internet access!
love me, love me not.. I LOVE PW!
sigh, go back to work T.T
Saturday, September 8, 2007
muted
if you google 'hate pw' there are at least 1700 more or less related finds.
if you google 'love pw' there are at most 200 unrelated finds.
people who love pw are less vocal.
if you google 'love pw' there are at most 200 unrelated finds.
people who love pw are less vocal.
sure :) whatever
life sucks when you want to study but end up listening to lobo and falling asleep.
life sucks when you want to study but end up watching "doraemon?!"
life sucks when oxillations and pheesicks dont make sense to you.
life sucks when all these happen before promos.
life sucks when you want to study but end up watching "doraemon?!"
life sucks when oxillations and pheesicks dont make sense to you.
life sucks when all these happen before promos.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
musings of my ego (not biscuit, stho)
i just cant do it right
somehow
i had a life of my own
i had much autonomy
i even had sovereignty
i even had overlordship
then pw came along.
i was mauled
> i was crushed
i was battered
> i was dust.
i was upset
i was not vanquished
i resolved, to build myself up again
i pwimped
hard (by my standard)
i didnt succeed
(pw is still a mess a big screwed up mess)
on (Addendum 1: 88 drpimp) mugging.
i was rammed
> through the floor
i was slammed
> through the door
integration and DE screwed me
induction and summation made me limp
ionic equilibria... let's not delve shall we
i was just recovering from the storm that was pwimp
and now a failed dr. pimp.
im a wuss
a disappointment
an embarrassment
i shrank and shrivelled
i gave way
and i returned to shit
life from where i am
is about mugging
is about hardcoring
is about not getting owned (Addendum 2: too badly at least)
all else
is unimportant
all else
matter not
the world that i see
is about winning
and losing
winning is ephermeral
losing is ephermeral too
but nobody cares
winning is good
losing is bad
winning is what life should be about
losing is about all i am.
the world used to mean to me
joy
fun
warmth
and
love
cliched, but it was beautiful.
the world in my mind
the world my conscious habits.
the actual world
is ugly.
the beauty
just fucked off and died.
a part of me
died along with it.
somehow
i had a life of my own
i had much autonomy
i even had sovereignty
i even had overlordship
then pw came along.
i was mauled
> i was crushed
i was battered
> i was dust.
i was upset
i was not vanquished
i resolved, to build myself up again
i pwimped
hard (by my standard)
i didnt succeed
(pw is still a mess a big screwed up mess)
on (Addendum 1: 88 drpimp) mugging.
i was rammed
> through the floor
i was slammed
> through the door
integration and DE screwed me
induction and summation made me limp
ionic equilibria... let's not delve shall we
i was just recovering from the storm that was pwimp
and now a failed dr. pimp.
im a wuss
a disappointment
an embarrassment
i shrank and shrivelled
i gave way
and i returned to shit
life from where i am
is about mugging
is about hardcoring
is about not getting owned (Addendum 2: too badly at least)
all else
is unimportant
all else
matter not
the world that i see
is about winning
and losing
winning is ephermeral
losing is ephermeral too
but nobody cares
winning is good
losing is bad
winning is what life should be about
losing is about all i am.
the world used to mean to me
joy
fun
warmth
and
love
cliched, but it was beautiful.
the world in my mind
the world my conscious habits.
the actual world
is ugly.
the beauty
just fucked off and died.
a part of me
died along with it.
Monday, September 3, 2007
brain cell revolution
first day to start hardcore studying!
DR. PIMP!
not very progressive!
anyway, a fair start! (considering my rusty brain cells...ARH!sound like jarrod)
tmr gonna be more hardcore..
"starve to death" - god
DR. PIMP!
not very progressive!
anyway, a fair start! (considering my rusty brain cells...ARH!sound like jarrod)
tmr gonna be more hardcore..
"starve to death" - god
Aaron Teoh's Band
as it should always have been.
if one word were to be used to describe today, it would be, slow.
fooled around too much
talked too much cock
spent way too much time at bish library and hornying around j8.
qn 33.
must hardcore tomorrow
try to finish math and read abit of econs.
don pwnz.
if one word were to be used to describe today, it would be, slow.
fooled around too much
talked too much cock
spent way too much time at bish library and hornying around j8.
qn 33.
must hardcore tomorrow
try to finish math and read abit of econs.
don pwnz.
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Saturday, September 1, 2007
i am blogging
here i am.blogging on a saturday night.
should we start from thursday?
the last day of the malay food store in RI.
im not even from RI.but i still went to buy the last dish,try the drumstick for the last time,and paid $2.50 million to the old man!the fat kind funny rich 'greedy' malay old man.
i will miss the drumstick,even though i only tried it for a few times.
friday was teacher's day,
a day to recognize teachers effort.then maybe it makes sense to have only one teacher's day per year.
anyway, the concert was okay.
we went to stuff room and wanqin gave jarrod her homework as presents.
then poh asked us to pass up the cd on that day itself.
then jordan went back home to get it!
sorry about it.
today went to school and 'study' wif aaron.
my progress was like freaking slow.
then went to IT fair.
bought nothing,
watched movie wif a friend.
evan almighty, quite funny and specially stupid.
surprisingly,i had good mood today!
especially during promo preparation time when everyone seemed so stressed!
wait!before i finish this post,
i was juz pissed by some pw hardcore!
everytime will juz concern about the stupid pw.
his report so good alr(according to himself,"everything is ok except formating")
still hav to compare with every other one!then whine how suck his report is!
i thought u r damn logical?can pls make some sense?
stop contradicting urself???
where is my happy day?
should not come online today!
should we start from thursday?
the last day of the malay food store in RI.
im not even from RI.but i still went to buy the last dish,try the drumstick for the last time,and paid $2.50 million to the old man!the fat kind funny rich 'greedy' malay old man.
i will miss the drumstick,even though i only tried it for a few times.
friday was teacher's day,
a day to recognize teachers effort.then maybe it makes sense to have only one teacher's day per year.
anyway, the concert was okay.
we went to stuff room and wanqin gave jarrod her homework as presents.
then poh asked us to pass up the cd on that day itself.
then jordan went back home to get it!
sorry about it.
today went to school and 'study' wif aaron.
my progress was like freaking slow.
then went to IT fair.
bought nothing,
watched movie wif a friend.
evan almighty, quite funny and specially stupid.
surprisingly,i had good mood today!
especially during promo preparation time when everyone seemed so stressed!
wait!before i finish this post,
i was juz pissed by some pw hardcore!
everytime will juz concern about the stupid pw.
his report so good alr(according to himself,"everything is ok except formating")
still hav to compare with every other one!then whine how suck his report is!
i thought u r damn logical?can pls make some sense?
stop contradicting urself???
where is my happy day?
should not come online today!
5749 in 100s
damn im good at solitaire.
read through p&c and induction, but neithers gotten in my brains. realised got a lot of shit to do.
do pw.
this is mega shit
mug for promos.
which is also mega shit.
dun think can maintain. might end up with a string of Ss.
and study for chem spa. fuck la why do we always have to go first.
ok going out for dinner.
bye dickies.
read through p&c and induction, but neithers gotten in my brains. realised got a lot of shit to do.
do pw.
this is mega shit
mug for promos.
which is also mega shit.
dun think can maintain. might end up with a string of Ss.
and study for chem spa. fuck la why do we always have to go first.
ok going out for dinner.
bye dickies.
The Physical Impossibility of Death in the Mind of Someone Living
im bored. not doing pw because the pw report is with someone else. anyway apart from formatting theres not much problems. will and would is just her brain problem. everyone concurs. liqian says we should gives her a lessons in english. fuck no more alds.
some of the problems with the report would be like chapt 3 repeating itself throughout. well it seems like a problem most groups face. haha, but sammy is one cunning boy. impact on asia, on africa and on preventing the spread of communism???
that brings me to my new discovery. sammy is torquemada in disguise! the horror! well he is the most theocratic conservative of the theocratic conservative. he defines bad influence as anything i associate with. and he considers michael jackson less the accusations and pussycatdolls as bad influences man. and the beatles and avril lavigne are slightly bad! homosexuality is immoral, sex for sex's sake is immoral. basically, everything from which i derive pleasure is bad.
the horror. o man. luckily he's aiming to do medicine. if he were to become a statesman, i can already see the singaporean inquisition happening. and probably id be the first one burnt at the stake. dear loyal readership, please remember edmund burke's (attributed?) quote, "The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing ". make sure he doesnt become pm of singapore.
back to pw. the chapters dont really link up well. abit too disjointed at parts. but if sammy's teacher is satisfied with his then i think ours would be quite alright. but i would really like to brush up a shit load on chapt 2 and 3.
chapt 4, events is quite ok. she asks, just because theres a lot of ppl who show interest in attending doesnt mean the event would be successful. i found myself agreeing with her. but if we havent organized the event, surely theres no other measure for success or how much we can drill the message in.
ive been constantly rocking my world recently as i challenge everything. like whats considered rational decision and how it can be measured and whether irrational decisions are decisions. and who and how we can or should take a paternalistic role. shit. im screwing up my life thinking of all this crap instead of mugging permutations and combinations.
one day i want to be more successful than hirst.
ok going out.
some of the problems with the report would be like chapt 3 repeating itself throughout. well it seems like a problem most groups face. haha, but sammy is one cunning boy. impact on asia, on africa and on preventing the spread of communism???
that brings me to my new discovery. sammy is torquemada in disguise! the horror! well he is the most theocratic conservative of the theocratic conservative. he defines bad influence as anything i associate with. and he considers michael jackson less the accusations and pussycatdolls as bad influences man. and the beatles and avril lavigne are slightly bad! homosexuality is immoral, sex for sex's sake is immoral. basically, everything from which i derive pleasure is bad.
the horror. o man. luckily he's aiming to do medicine. if he were to become a statesman, i can already see the singaporean inquisition happening. and probably id be the first one burnt at the stake. dear loyal readership, please remember edmund burke's (attributed?) quote, "The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing ". make sure he doesnt become pm of singapore.
back to pw. the chapters dont really link up well. abit too disjointed at parts. but if sammy's teacher is satisfied with his then i think ours would be quite alright. but i would really like to brush up a shit load on chapt 2 and 3.
chapt 4, events is quite ok. she asks, just because theres a lot of ppl who show interest in attending doesnt mean the event would be successful. i found myself agreeing with her. but if we havent organized the event, surely theres no other measure for success or how much we can drill the message in.
ive been constantly rocking my world recently as i challenge everything. like whats considered rational decision and how it can be measured and whether irrational decisions are decisions. and who and how we can or should take a paternalistic role. shit. im screwing up my life thinking of all this crap instead of mugging permutations and combinations.
one day i want to be more successful than hirst.
ok going out.
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