Thursday, February 28, 2008

Life is just a Game

it is gp common test tomorrow. true to popular belief, im not preparing for gp. not because ive become damn cocky from my straights, or from my 80% in promos. there is really nothing much to be done or that can be done at this point in time to salvage anything. if u suck at gp, u will still suck at it come tomorrow. u can memorize all the numbers, but if ur illogical ur essay will still be as easily comprehensible as the little red book in uighur. even if the essay has CSS TEET PPC, it would have no flaws, but it wont be flawless. it would be clinical, with no flair. even if u actually get a good mark, deep down inside u know that its because the tutors really cannot be bothered to pore through the essays and u just got lucky.

gp is not freefrag for me. i just got lucky twice. its just that seriously i dont see how u can prepare for aq or summary or the essay. i dont see how i can improve my 5 to an 8. and seriously, i dont really give a fuck. as long as my mark looks nice, really, im not thaat bothered.

gpA is desirous. i suppose. but econs really is the jewel, the mother of all As. must really be godlike to get A for econs. argh. and i need all the As i can get to even be able to get to the uk uni admissions stage. argh fuch.

things have not all been going all that smooth of late. i guess life is spiced by the ups and the downs. if my journey were all goodwinds and nogales, then i guess it would be a shitty journey, unless i shoot down an albatross.

i just want to say one thing..
i is what i is.

and i dont really care what people say
and i dont really watch what them want do.

no fuck.i just know i treat people fairly, and if my fair is not fair then its just too bad.

my head is hard and my heart is cold.

i like them like them are now. and i dont care if u are chairman mao or chiang kai shek. or their underlings.



just not too very long ago,
when we were lesser
when there was nothing i feared
nothing i thought about
and we talked nothing
and we lauged nothing
those were the days of our lives.
i still love you.

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