Wednesday, April 2, 2008

day of reckoning

today i got back math.
math aside.

tomorrow i will be getting back my economics paper. which would be quite a joke, i suppose. i am going to get screwed for econs. i expect an S or a U, very frankly, but i am also keeping my fingers crossed that i at least get a D. of course, a D is still disappointing, but ah well, lets be realistic here.

a D is shitty, but at least i wont need to go for remedial. already the thought of going for remedial is making me foam like a hard gay. i dont want to go for remedial. but fuck, i guess, when the going gets tough, i just crumble. im really, really afraid. i think im going to see a bigfat S and bloodstreaks all across my paper. im going to just foam and die like a real gay.

i really like econs. i think its really interesting and intellectual. but i really suck at it. i dont test too good. shit im just going to die.

o man. life is depressing.

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