Tuesday, August 31, 2010

feels like chemistry

in a class of 7 females, i should feel great. except that the lesson was so damned tough i couldnt get the comprehension oral at all. i shouldnt have overcommitted. what gave me such false hopes anyway.

so nostalgic, the feeling. felt like i was in chem tutorial, with the professor doing his own thing with the rest of the class while im daydreaming. about how i will be enjoying france, where the french all speak english. i kept wondering to myself what on earth was i doing and many times i felt like simply bolting out of the room. suddenly an acrid sharp smell wafted up to me. and i wondered if someone was on heat. and her menstrual blood was spilling out or something. and then i completely went off into lalaland.

i kept trying to focus but it was too tough on me.

really need to work my balls off man.

happy teachers day! real proud of jorddy who took day off to visit alma mater. is it rosyth? jordy rocks. i have not visited nanhua since sec 1. nothing more than bad memories and broken dreams.

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